tag, an alternative way to spend watsed time

B4 the tag start, 1 2 update myself ler, i actually went for ping pong today!! (walau, finally moved my body for a little) but was to teach my bro to play, where he is going 2 play in a interclass ping pong competiton in his school... nothing wierd other than he oni picked up it 1 week ago or mayb shorter... juz great huh?? oni thing now i can do is wish him good luck n not to die so terribely ler... wakaka ^(*evil*)^

next the tag, one down and there comes another one, walau, but luckily am hving plenty free time or else sorry ler... hahahaha

Love Survey: You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY!!
(How can u tell I am not?)

[01] Are you currently in a relationship?

-do I look like I am in one?

[02] Have you ever been given a rose

- I think I will be scared if I received 1

[03] What is your all-time favorite love story movie?

- A Walk To Remember (out of the few love story i actually get to watch)

[04] Are you in love right now?

- Am I?

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soulmate?

- Yup but it will be not easy to find n get it

[07] Have you ever had your heart broken?

- yup

[08] Your thoughts of online or long distance relationships?

- will be quite a challenge but still some beat the challenge and worked out juz nice

[9] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?

- yup

[10] The person your with right now, do you want to spend your life with?

- please refer to Q1....but if i hv one i think i would gua...??

[11] How many kids do you want to have?

- up to her ler, how much she is willing... hahaha, but 4 me i think 3 gua??

[12] What is/are your favorite color/s?

- green, white ( I think... not sure, up 2 the mood 1...)

[13] Who are your celebrity crush(es)?

- dunno, am the kind hardly noe the stars face, i listens...wakaka

[14] Do you believe you truly only love once?

-yup, but in a state of doubtness as things arnd me don't support the saying much...

[15] Imagine you are 79 and your spouse just died, would you get re-married?

- wah, 79?? i wonder i can still get anyone attracted to me by then?? i think i would be too busy playing with grandchild by then....

[16] Do you believe in love at first sight?

-yup

[17] What song u want to be played at your wedding?

-no idea.... any suggestions? mayb some song that we heard when we 1st met?

[18] Do you like anyone?

- I do

[19] Do you believe that first love never dies??

-I think so... never had 1st love so can't tell yet...

[20]Tagged:
- chandra,yin jiun,alvin,sim ee,zjien,teck ee,jun sheng,Renn Zhern,Eugene Tong,Kit Ying,Qui Wan,Kai Tzin,Simone,CY,Lip Siang,出租回忆,Shin Yeen,John,Lu Xian,Daniel,Aubrey,Michelle,Jia Xin,Sheryll,Colin,KY,Qi Hong,teck ee (practically everyone on the blogger buddy list...)

holiday = days of boredom

holiday... days that seems 2 be enjoying is actually consuming alive, watching TV series at home for 8++ hours is not a good idea as u can go mad+ sore eyes + cracking head... ( yup, am telling from experience...nutz??) but Prison Break is really a nice series ( am so eager to finish it...)

am really need acompanies ler, where are my friends? i think i am really the kind which hv no life when there is no uni (as i hardly meet up with ppl during holidays :p... dunno y.. too lazy to call?). hahaha.... Uni ar Uni, when are u starting? hahaha ( sounded really desprate). anyone with suggestion on how 2 spend a meaningful or even maximised holiday other than just TV n gaming? anyone? what can I do???

but life was spiced up a bit as Daniel dropped by... eh, u didn't teach me much french pick up line ler... we get to meet up with the ausmats... most of us didn't change physically, still recognisable... hahaha... but many stories come in as all of us went through quite a lot... and Dan, sorry ler as i really duno where 2 bring u go, hoped that u r not bored when u were here...

but then i found out most of the ppl arnd me are bored too... lol
dunno ler, not really in blogging mood, even lines here seems so odd, doesn't seem right, better stop or else the whoever are reading this will go mad... mislead to the world of haywires... wakaka...

2nd Tag and its getting longer... jz great...

LAYER 1 :


ON THE OUTSIDE

Name : Lim Kwan Liang

Birth Date : 31st August

Current Status : single still.... (anyone want me...pls...? hahaha...sounds desprate)

Eye Colour : Brown

Righty of lefty : Righty

LAYER 2 :

ON THE INSIDE

My Heritage : Hokkien + Teochew

My Fears : Family shatters, ppl crying

My Weaknesses : simple minded (doesn't think ahead of what i am doing....) aka very careless

My Perfect Pizza : extra cheese n company of friends and family ( food taste better after you fought for it ...)

LAYER 3 :

YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

My thoughts first waking up :blank... normally or... wheres toilet...

My bedtime : loud snores i think....i can't tell as i am sleeping...

My most missed memory : plenty, but all should share the common thing (when i am with friends)
AYER 4 :

MY PICK

Pepsi or Coke : Coke

McDonald or Burger King : McD

Single or grouped dates : hv 2 see who....

Adidas or Nike : any would do as long the size fits

Tea or Nestea : tea

Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolate

Cappuccino or Coffee : ain't Cappuccino coffee? cappuccino gua, sounds more classy...

LAYER 5 :

DO YOU...

Smoke : nope

Curse : yup... i would b lying if i said i don't

Take a shower : do u still need 2 ask?

Have a crush : last time... now still seeking

Think you've been in love : loved by family i guess... relationships... not yet gua...

Go to school : who started asking this Q? of course i do...

Want to get married : yup, but not in a hurry...

Believe in yourself : occasionally...

LAYER 6 :

IN THE PAST

Alcohol : beer...nope, wine....tried few times, last one knocked me out

Gone to the mall : do i stay in stone age?

Been on stage : yup... in various form...

Eaten sushi : yup...

Dyed your hair : Nope

LAYER 7 :

HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game : How do i get into 1?

Changed who you were to fit in : yup

LAYER 8 :

AGE YOU'RE HOPING...

To be married : dunno, age after i am able to financially stable gua ...mayb 28 ??


LAYER 9 :

IN A PARTNER...??

Best eye colour : any would do as long its natural

Best hair colour : same as previous, or suits her...

Short hair or long hair : long i think...but short hv their neaouty too, up 2 the person

Best height : preferbally shorter than me if can, but its hard to say as i am short (T.T, juz hope that someone will not mind height if she is taller)

Attitude : kind, loves family, can b independent ( as i may need ppl 2 jaga also ler :p ), not evil...

LAYER 10 :

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A minute ago : blogging...

Hour ago : yum cha

4.5 hours ago : buy cake

1 month ago : should be studying gua?

Year ago : if i knew i would scored wildly on all my papers....

LAYER 11 :

FINISH THE SENTENCES...

I love: my family

I feel : sleepy ( its 2:15 am)

I hate : myself for always repeating the mistakes... ( why dun i learn from them? )

I miss : 2ndary days.... ( how did i studied 11 subjects?... missed all those fella)

I need : to change myself n be more careful n alert, or else will b dying soon

LAYER 12 :

TAGGING 5 PEOPLE
i dun care bout the number but ppl who r reading this n the one who appears on the blogger buddy list... pls do it... let me syok bit... never tag ppl b4 ler....

walau... the 'sweiness' *unluckyness* cycle which comes in one by one

this entry should b a cheerful and early one since i finished my exam n enjoy myself with a 3 weeks break, meaning i can watch movie n series that i get from hostel (15++ of them u noe!!) can rest properly, sleep late, play games n so much more.... i even got exempted from working on weekdays (this is because i strike a deal of tutoring bro's with mom instead of working as a mechanic which i normally hv 2...)

however things keep turn against me as i finsihed the exam.... juz great... 1st, the lightning stroke my home which caused me to lose my internet connection as it stroke the modem, resulting late entry... also, it hit the external hard disk that i borrowed from friend which I use to get the movies that i wanted to watch...( I used nearly 20 pcs of DVD... its alot...) and 1 part of the hard disk was not functionning and it had to be formatted. I was worried sick as would it still cause prob (side effect the strike) .. am really sorry for the damage n if it is not working please tell...

so with internet down i resort to my 2nd option 2 spend my days... gaming... its been a long time since i last game n i believe i lost all my gaming skills. so i activate the power source... put the disc in, and turn out to be, the PS2 can't read the disc... its is spoilt!!!argh... one after the other juz nice...

so turn to the DVD player to watch anime ler, was watching nicely n enjoying halfway, sweiness strikes... the screen trun black and white... and it forced me to watch the rest of it in black and white. real steam cutter.

and here comes the grand finalle of the day, hv u ever 'cycle' while u r driving a car? I did.... the car was being naughty... for no reason, it start to jerk like there is shortage of fuel but i juz filled the car with petrol oni u noe? can't step on the gas pedal as it will lead to a dead engine oni...T.T... then stopped a while n called 4 help (dad)... then after calling try start again it actually seems 2 hv no prob again... so called him up n told him its ok edi... juz when i am relieved, the car starts to behave the same after the moving 100m... juz great... tried 2 wait for 5 min and try strting it again, same result... but the car is however still movable if i keep press on the gas pedal repetetively so that the RPM keeps going, hence make the car moves...so decided to force my way back 2 the workshop so that can be checked by that.

I actually drove at the speed of 10-20km/h max as i am like stepping the gas repetetively making me like cycling. juz great. and it doesn't stop ere... the car died of when i am juz 1/4 more to destination from strating point. however its not near, its 200m++ i think. and guess what? it died off at the same spot i had a flat tire few months ago... juz great...so turn out to b i had to go down n push the car and asked the 4th bro to drive it while i push it, but after 30 sec i reconsider as i dun think he can handle it, so made myself to push the car at the driver door and steer at the same time, and the other 2 secondary bro push it at the rear or the car, while the primary 1 stays in the car.Luckily one of my friend passed by when we are crossing the neigbourhood and offered help, and I really am grateful that he helped. It took nearly half an hour to push the car to workshop. all 5 of us were drenched. (one is because of the heat staying in the car). Then, few minute after we reach the workshop, there were fireworks from sunway pyramid and my friends was saying that they are celebrating for our achivement to get the car to reach the workshop. Talk about timing...?

lastly is not sth big, however its quite funny...
i was dropping my youngest bro at his school n my 2ndary bro saw his friend was walkng so gave the fella a lift and the fella actually sak my bro, "is this ur father ar?" heck? do i look that old? my bro was laughing loudly and asked him whether i looked like his father n the boy replied, "luckily i didn't call uncle juz now..."i had nth to say but juz laugh it through... went to school today 2 pick up my bro's report card since its open day and shared this story with madam Khoo n Pn Rosemary, both of them laughed their heart out after i finished telling them this incident... they say its quite true as i am doing a parents job now- picking up report cards n kids... -_-!!

U can say that this is a heck of the day... and i wonder what is waiting 4 me at the future...hahahaha...

P.S. Min Lee, Wing Hoh, can't send u guys off but take care and all the best studying at Sabah.
Will be missing u guys (my wife is dumping me...XD)

P.S. Does all roads really lead to Rome? I wonder....

one fun day.... laughed madly...

today... got myself to watch kung fu panda... after all the obstacles that i met...as to day i can say that i am an almost full time driver.... as at noon i was asked to send my brothers to school... and on the way sending them i git a delivery order to get KFC from a friend... so bought for them as i would pass by KFC either way....

then finally home at 4... was planning to go out to meet up with johnathan they all edi... but once i step in the house... my mom was asking me what time i am watching the movie and asked me to go pick up bro at 430 and 630 as she hv some plans to go KL.... shit... the movie was intended on 530
and my pals was kind enough not to leave me behind and switched the schedule to 730... ( thanks guys...)

but the are quite some incidents happen along the way...hahaha... while i went to primary school to pick up my bro, i went to the canteen to get some tit-bits for bro and the indonesian working there was quite friendly to him n knew his name too...( wow.. how the hell he get to noe so many ppl?) then come in the main part where one of the Indonesian was asking 'cheng, itu ayah kau kah?' ahah... am i looking that old ?? T.T...

then rushed to pyd as when i done sending them back, the clocks was showing 730 edi... and i was shit.. am going 2 be late.... then rushed to pyd and parked the car at the 6th floor... it was at the corner and near a spoilt lift which at the end force me to use the stairs... and the even odd thing is that the there is no exit at when i reach the one of the shopping mall level... was lost inside till a kind worker there told me to go LG2 then there is one exit from there....heck...

then i practically dashed my way through the cinema and made myself a mad man in the mall... which i think i always do... :p and was glad to see john at the entrance at cinema waiting and insisted to go in after i get my drinks saying never mind if we all miss the frt part.... but luckily we missed nth.. when we juz reach in.. the movie juz stared rolling the commercials.... juz nice...

for the whole movie of Kung Fu Panda.... i laughed all the way through as the plot and story lines was hilarious and real fresh... damn funny... the whole cinema was filled with loud laughter from time to time as the laughing part was so freaking funny....laughed till i got a sore throat... hahah.. am not planning 2 tell the story of the movie here as i dun 1 2 spoil the movie mood for the ones who haven't viewed.... so go watch it if u haven't.... and laugh ur hearts off...

but the laughs did not stopped there as it continues as we moved into the arcade... i played house of the dead 4 which i was quite comfy last times and i actually died at the half way of level 1... i freaked out and i really lost my sense on gaming... too long not gaming edi... shit.... then john and me tried out the dancing machine which used both the hand and leg ones... and the 1st time we selected a song... we were rejected by the machine as it showed us a blue screen saying there is error... what the heck? that was the 1st time i saw tis kind of prob....lol... mayb its because of friday 13th today... lol....

and the joke come in when i was sending them back to hostel.... NJ sis who was the oni female at that time had the previllage to sit at frt which saved her from hell lot of prob as who noes what will happen if she is back there....(oh ya... for those who dunno ... john n bryan always love to foll arnd in the rear seat by poking each other... but they came to a time-out on the game as there is NJ sis...lol)( as there are 4 big guys who are squezzing at the rear seat....) and many laughung lines came up like... "y u hold my hand?", "half of my ass is sitting and the other is floating", "lets put ur leg through this leg and then the legs would feel better"... and few more but i forgot... but it was real funny...

catching up on the movie i missed

today... i practically done nothing constructive other than laying at the sofa being a couch potato watching 300 and meet the spartans simultaneously ( i think....)

as i found a nice place where it have the link to movie we put in... and the links to watch those movie was not bad... it actually showed the whole movie... but the speed still got bit tolerance but it is considered smooth overall for a full 2 hr movie.... u can see the link at the surf spot... movies...its actually linking to the china ' you tube' mainly (not sure as i oni watched 3 movies....) but the good things is it is organised and it gives few option of sources with rating gave to the sources... so as a normal avg user.. i oni chose those which are rated ok 1 ler... dun 1 2 waste time waiting 4 the movie to buffer....

but watching 300 today... was quite amazed by the spirit of the spartan warriors and they actor really made a good job... but i still felt sth missing on 4 the movie... dunno what... can't really tell... and the its bit like what darrell said... its has bit of soft porn inside... it stucked 4 few times to buffer... but not long...

however, the itchy hand i have had clicked on meet the spartans on the same time while waited for the movie to buffer... and was like shocked by the level of lameness and stupidity of the show... its was quite a spoiler for 300 as i was like watching at the same time.... and it was hard to balance out watching one serious and the other so dumb.... (oh ya... did ya tell u guys b4... this is the 1st time i watched movie like meet the spartans.... and i wonder how would the scary movie stupidity level will be?) i think it is not a good idea watching 2 same idea movie of diffrrent genre together.... learnt my lesson....

oh ya.. b4 300... i watched hitch by will smith and it was not bad... had enjoyed it...
but the odd is i came across the video of hitch student version at youtube juz after watching it... and it was nice and well done ( what a coincidence....) its at the previous entry and u should look at it.. real nice... n creative too... lol

signing off... as usual... its late edi as its 2:40 in the morning.... so looking forward to tomorrow's kung fu panda... lets hope its a nice 1... nitez

yui madness

recently, my bros keep playing this song and now the melody start to sink into my head edi... quite a nice song n she has a very sweet voice... nice and relaxing... so enjoy....

a day that i think i will not forget... i hope...

today in the morning... when i woke up from bed... saw the time and i practically freaked out... as it was 9 am edi.... no big deal? today i had my final exam paper on computing at 830 am... so its a big deal now? hahaha... this is the 1st time in my life that i am actually late for exam and trust me it does not feel good... i felt so lost n rushed....

i practically jumped out of bed and rushed to uni directly and was like a mad fella rushing all the way there... when reached there... everyone is busy writing and something felt not right juz b4 i enter the hall... i actually forgotten to bring my student ID while i rushed out from home... shit... one prob after the other.... luckily its not a big prob where i can actually use my IC to prove that its me sitting 4 my exam.. after all this i think i lost 20-30 min ... deep shit right? but the weird thing is i actually get to finish the whole paper within time... ( its a miracle... )

the paper was not as tough as imagined and there is a part where the answer is actually displayed in the front as question and i practically copied the question and submitted it as answer... hopefully what i am doing is true and correct... lets hope so.... So, now with 4 papers now done, there is one more paper to go... but the paper is a week away... hence i am taking the sweet time to blog this entry....

at noon mom called that me asking whether i am able to sit 4 the paper and nagged at me saying rely on ppl some more ler... not independent enough to wake urself and rely on maid... saying i deserve this lesson... and should learn from it... (ya... i really learnt my lesson now... but am a forgetful person and i am worried i forgot bout this incident and repeat it again ... where i doubt not and hopefully never again...hehehe)

quite relieved that this were over... after the exam... all of us are like so relieved where everyone is like having plan to rest break or hv fun.... turned out to b i went to go Call Of Duty 4 with frens... and turn out to be am a moving shooting target (walk out die ... and the loop go on and on)... hahaha... but was praised saying that i was not bad... syok ler...lol...

then night time turn out to be went badminton and now blogging... so freaking tired now... eyes are shutting.. i think i better stop now ler since i hv nth much to blog edi... nitez

video marathon....超屌桌球 (nutz ping pong stunt)

crazy fella doing stunts on ping pong... look carefully... he actually flipped to safe the ball....

感人+ 搞笑 = 爱情故事 (touching+funny = love *Hitch student edition*)

actually for the past three days i didn't do much work on revision.. shit...so distracted by so many things... i actually watched 2 movie ler....*heck... i can't believe it neither...* watched hitch and pacifier , both not bad but like hitch more.... hahaha... then after watching hitch came across this video... its juz like it is destined to come across me,,, lol... this vid actually is a Hitch-high school version in mandarin... not bad... clear cut n funny plot... hahaha... worth a watch...

超屌的日本牛奶廣告(super funny jap milk commercial)

real funny n stupid... love the 2nd the best... damn funny....

one down, three to go....

the first paper( PSA) of the day is finished and done and many was shocked by the new type of questioning on the 1st question.... juz great... more suprise.... turn out to be most ppl panic....(u will not that to happen while attempting at the 1st question)... haihz... no hope edi ler... juz leave the PSA behind and continue on with structures...(another killer.... O_o!!!)

but for now i juz 1 2 relax myself 4 a while, hence am crapping now in my blog.... hahaha....
4 the past few days.... i was mainly trying to complete all the tutorail question that i never actualy did during the whole semester, and actually finished it within 4 days...( the price of procrestinating and being lazy....) hence turn out i manage to do only 2 past year paper... urgh....

but there is a good things that happend also, where i get to enjoy the great food cooked by kae jye.... was impressed with the cooking skill that he has and it was delicious... (although it was juz a chicken soup.... but imagine if he get to cook few more dishes?)... staying over at hostel to study was better for me as i catually focus more compared at home and i get to get support from others better... (good tutor tutoring me....)

oh ya... the petrol rise madness incident at the day that the petrol price increase.... that night was nutz....got called backed by mom on that day to fill petrol the car to full b4 the price rise.... and guess what? the Q to the station was in mad... a cross junction to get in the station was stucked few times as there is always cars that does not want to let the other car to pas through and keep blocking the road by forcefully squeezed into the line.....(haihz... is malaysian getting more kiasu ar?) talking bout kiasu.... i also quite kiasu ler i think... where i actually pump the car till the petrol overflow a bit, as i was not looking and i try to make the petrol price to RM60 as i were at RM58 sth... and that was the 1st time i actually see petrol filled into the tank overflow... hahaha....

am also feel morel comfy driving my car now as it is the 1st time ever i pumped my car to its limit...(as previously i only pump RM 50 at most to the car...) its so much nicer to see the meter to be up high rather than juz down there... lol... (swt ...right?)

enough break edi ler.... i better go take a lunch and start working on structure... hopefully i will not stupid carelss mistake which is always the fatal damage i always suffer....

memories

someone was complaining no update was done in this blog... but i am too lazy n idealess to write an entry... everything in my head is juz exam , exam and exam... haihz... however, i came up with an idea of looking on the inbox of my email... and look what i found?


nice view on what is love

>>>>>all should read tis lah....really true de...
>>>>>
>>>>>L - Life - Long commitment
>>>>>O - Other - Centred lifestyle
>>>>>V - Value - Based decision
>>>>>E - Empowered - Growth relationship
>>>>>
>>>>>For all you people who say, "I love you"
>>>>>when you
>>>>>have no clue what love is exactly!!!
>>>>>
>>>>>Something to ponder upon...
>>>>>
>>>>>Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing
>>>>>and is
>>>>>your voice caught within your chest?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's LIKE.
>>>>>
>>>>>You can't keep your eyes or hands off of
>>>>>her/him?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's LUST.
>>>>>
>>>>>Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's LUCK.
>>>>>
>>>>>Do you want her because you know she's/he's
>>>>>there?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
>>>>>
>>>>>Are you with her/him because it's what
>>>>>everyone
>>>>>wants?
>>>>>It isn't love, it?s LOYALTY.
>>>>>
>>>>>Are you with her because she/he kissed you,
>>>>>or
>>>>>held your hand?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
>>>>>
>>>>>Do you stay for her/him confessions of love,
>>>>>because you don't want to hurt her/him?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's PITY.
>>>>>
>>>>>Do you belong to her/him because the sight
>>>>>of
>>>>>her/him makes your heart skip a beat?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
>>>>>
>>>>>Do you pardon her faults because you care
>>>>>about
>>>>>her/him?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
>>>>>
>>>>>Do you tell her/him every day she is the only
>>>>>one
>>>>>you think of?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's a LIE.
>>>>>
>>>>>Are you willing to give up all of your favorite
>>>>>things
>>>>>or her sake?
>>>>>It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
>>>>>
>>>>>====================
>>>>>====================
>>>>>
>>>>>Does your heart ache and break when she's
>>>>>sad?
>>>>>Then it's LOVE.
>>>>>
>>>>>Do you cry for her/his pain, even when
>>>>>she's/he's
>>>>>strong?
>>>>>Then it's LOVE.
>>>>>
>>>>>Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch
>>>>>your soul so deeply it hurts?
>>>>>Then it's LOVE.
>>>>>
>>>>>Do you stay because a blinding,
>>>>>incomprehensible
>>>>>mix of pain and relation pulls you close and
>>>>>holds
>>>>>you to her/him?
>>>>>Then it's LOVE.
>>>>>
>>>>>Do you accept her/his faults because it's a
>>>>>part of
>>>>>who she/he is?
>>>>>Then it's LOVE.
>>>>>
>>>>>Are you attracted to others, but stay with
>>>>>her/him
>>>>>faithfully without regret??
>>>>>Then it's LOVE.
>>>>>
>>>>>Would you give her/him your heart, your life,
>>>>>your
>>>>>death??
>>>>>Then it's LOVE.
>>>>>
>>>>>Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so,
>>>>>why do
>>>>>we love? Why is it all we search for in life?
>>>>>This
>>>>>pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for?
>>>>>This
>>>>>torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The
>>>>>answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is
>>>>>such
>>>>>an addictive thing that even people who are
>>>>>not
>>>>>having it wish to experience it and share it
>>>>>with
>>>>>others as well.
>>>>>
>>>>>Pass this to all your friends so they don't
>>>>>make the
>>>>>same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!! I like
>>>>>the
>>>>>dreams of the future better than the history of
>>>>>the
>>>>>past...
>>>>>
>>>>>Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason
>>>>>our
>>>>>soul heal...

no offence but quite funny pics






these make sense

1.  People who point at their wrist while asking for
 the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where
 the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I
 ask where the toilet is?
 
2  People who are willing to get off their ass to
 search the entire room for the T.V. remote
 because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and
 change the channel manually.
 
3  When people say "Oh you just want to have your
 cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is 
 cake if you can't eat it?
 
4  When people say "it's always the last place you
 look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep
 looking after you've found it? Do people do this?
 Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!
  
5  When people say while watching a film "did you
 see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the
 cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6  People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"....
 Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya
 sunshine?

7.  When something is 'new and improved!' Which
 is it? If it's new, then there has never been
 anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there
 must have been something before it, couldn't be
 new.
 
8 When people say "life is short". What the hell??
 Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!
 What can you do that's longer?
 
9 When you are waiting for the bus and someone
 asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came
 would I be standing here, dumbass

i think this is way too much edi... so freaking long... wil try 2 do this again next time... had many memories looking in the mails in inbox...hahah... better go sleep ler... so lat eedi... ciao....

A kit for the stress ones... might b the solution for u...

A kit that i found from a friend's blog and can be very useful during this period of time, the season of exams

so lets welcome the main star of this entry.....

courtesy of lip siang

Sudden Emo-ness

was going through friends blog n came across a song i missed n loved back then... its the end theme song of gensomaiden saiyuki- Alone. Reminds me of a friend who loved jap anime n jap anime soundtrack who had passed away... I wonder how is he doing now? enjoying at heaven? dunno... May he rest in peace n u guy who are reading the blog enjoy the music n song....

Japanese Lyric

kawaita kaze ga fuku
machi wa kogoete-iru
ikutsu no kisetsu ga sotto oto mo naku
sugisatta no darou

yukikau hito wa mina
omoi nimotsu seotte
tooku ni yureru kagerou no naka ni
ashita wo mitsukeru

kono te wo koboreochiru
suna no you na kanjou
ano toki mune ni sasatta
kotoba ga fui ni uzuku kedo

hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru doko made mo

doushite kono sora wa
konna ni hiroi no darou
sakende mite mo koe ni naranakute
namida ga afureta

jiyuu ni kaze kitte
tori-tachi wa doko e yuku no?
sugoshita jikan no you ni
onaji basho ni modorenai

kono mama yume wo akiramete mo
takanaru kodou osae kirenai
itsuka wa kitto chikadzukitai
ano kumo no takasa [1]
mou ichido kokoro ni tsubasa hiroge tabidatou

kanarazu tadoritsukeru hazu
hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru doko made mo


English Translation
A dry breeze is blowing
The city is getting cold
I wonder how many seasons have passed
without even a sound?

All of the people coming and going
bear heavy burdens,
searching for tomorrow
within the heat haze wavering in the distance.

Feelings like sand
falling through my hands...
Back then, the words that pierced my heart
suddenly started to throb with pain, but...

I've searched for pieces of myself,
counting the endless nights all the while.
These feelings are becoming so certain
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward, however far.

I wonder, why is the sky
so vast?
Even though I tried to yell, my voice didn't come
and the tears poured out.

I wonder where the birds are flying off to,
as they freely slice through the wind?
One can't return to the same place
as it once was in days gone by.
Even if I give up my dream like this,
I won't suppress my soaring heartbeat.
Someday, I want to reach
as high as the clouds. [1]
I'll spread wide the wings in my heart and journey once again

I will reach it, without fail.

I've searched for pieces of myself,
counting the endless nights all the while.
These feelings are becoming so certain
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward, however far

Relieved... for a short while.....

Finally, computing test is over... was so relived that it had ended(was quite surprised as the paper was not as tough as imagined yet i dun think i do well... T.T...), i actually felt odd about today....so lost and dunno what to do, as most of the internal assesment was all done and suddenly there is free time to spare today till i really dunno how 2 spend... lol...so not use to it...( am i turning into workaholic?! NO!!!..... ). I dun want to die.... why? look below


Nuts right? no one realized after 5 long days.... madness.... what is happening to our world? even colleague don't talk to each other anymore? how can this be? i really hope i am not n will not b hving the same fate with this fella...scary to hv a death like that...but i mayb working my ass out starting tomorrow ler... as final exam is coming at the week after it... and i dun NOTHING at all... if i am not starting now.. i would b dead....hahaha...
so c u guys then... was longing 4 this kind of break for a long long time edi... n finally it is here but it is so short.... T.T....

First Tag i do....

so i think this is how it should b working
Rules:
1) The tag victim has to come out with 8 different points about his/her crush or perfect lover. Whichever applies.
2) Gender... Optional
3) Tag 8 other victims and leave a comment on their blogs.
4) If you're tagged a 2nd time, there is no need to repeat this again.
5) Lastly, HAVE FUN doing it!

Gender---> what else? opposite of mine...definitely Female....am not a gay....

The Points
i ---> Family Lover
ii ---> Active but not too much
iii --->Independent but not over (or else no point me caring 4 her)
iv --->No need to b very pretty ( Natural, Comfy to eyes can edi...)
v --->Able to cook( so that can satisfy my tummy)
vi --->Share common interest
vii---> Someone who can control or take care of me perhaps? ( guys need 2 b pampered 2...lol)
viii--> Definetly have to love me too...

Then the next 8 victim....
Anyone who reads this blog with a blog... better watch out... as i noe u guys who are reading this n i will check u up on ur blog...muahahaha.....

One Sweet Day--Mariah Carey Boyz 2 Men performed by Nick Pitera

Check It Out!! Bit Scary though....

Nick Pitera , This guy who can sing in both male n female voices... freaky but damn geng... impressed....Check out you tube on his other songs n its not bad.....

What A Day !!!

Finally.... ended the structure project and the presentations...it went not bad as nth serious happened but there is some change in our tutor jen nee , she turned bit aggressive by start shooting on ppl, but still i think its on mild scale compared to real 'hunters' The main thing she was trying is to help the presenters ler n check whether they understand whatever they did...

now... next thing to worry.... computing.... and sth which is coming soon... THE FINALS.... shit.... i am like trembling when listen to this word as i am freaking not prepared for this.... shit... i did not get much from the lecture for most of the subject nor done many of the tutorials..., which is 3 out of 4 subjects... going 2 die at this rate if i am not doing anything....

today is also a memorable day... where i am off from cructhes... i eveolved from 2 leg 2 four and now devolve to 1 1/2 leg (the leg are not fully healed yet...) So still no active lifestyle for me.... real toturing... Today at campus there is an introduction on dodge ball n i am like drooling looking at other playing from the outside... and i really do wish that i can play inside there...T.T....

However, there is sth gloomy too today... and its on the morning when i drove to monash...yup... u got it right... its the 'smart' security...i was like usual want to park at the parking for disabled but that fella who actually saw me n ignored me... ( i know he saw me as i was signaling to him).... making me to walk down to move the cone by myself... Urgh... I hardly get so pissed of with someone... but this fella is really on my nerves edi.... Sooner or later... if this go on... i would explode...

Tired edi ler... should go 4 a rest that i deserve ... Nitez....

walau eh...

for recent days... i dun really get to stay with family n home although my home is juz arnd my campus... I dun even stay at home more than 3 hours at the day... only at home during sleeping time.... so sad...

This is all thanks to the structure project that are given by the uni.... juz great.... i was practically spending all my quality time that i should hv spent at home with loads of work of structures....
for example today i practically woke up at 8 sth.... rushed to uni... work work work... till now i reach home... which is 12:39am... juz great right? and this is juz 2day... ytd worked till also the same... day b4 also... about that.... damn shity... i like no life edi...

then because of this project... i totally wasted the time i should hv been used to complete my matlab tutorials... at the end... for the long weekend... I planned 2 start work on Saturday... but postponed till now yet i haven't touched it at all... i am going 2 b dead...

and the computing test is coming this Friday.... shit shit shit... I am officially dead crap edi.... nothing much 2 say... enough craping here n back 2 work... plz wish me luck n hopefully i can get throught computing coming test....

T.T.........................................

Connie Wows Simon

Connie Talbot

The 6 year old girl with the sweetest voice and smile that i have ever seen...
so cute... she sang smoothly and gracefully... and is juz like an angel...
She made it to the finals in Brithish Got Talent and she would have got the title if she was juz a bit older....

here's some pic of her....

She with her tooth grown back

She with the missing teeth

I dunno y , but i kept have a feeling how i wish i can have a daughter as darling as her.
I know its odd... for a teenager to think of being a dad.... bu t really i can't deny i really hope to have a darling daughter like her....XD but this does not mean i am a phidophile...

Try search for connie at you tube and u will understand how amazing her voice it...

What i should hv written last week....

Monday

The day i sprained myself while walking down the freaking lecture theater... what the heck...how careless can i be? i really have no idea... was like can't even hold a pen where the whole body turned numb...(as this is the first time i sprained while studying, not active game in sports) . Was bz building the structure paper bridge as tue is due date n we hvn't assemle n everything... were like sitting ducks... work at uni till 1 until the guards chased us out and we continued building at sunway college till 3 am where the lights are turn out.Due to lack of time, the grand design of building the cable stayed bridge was scrapped and a simply supported bridge are built instead... haihz...so looking 4ward to cable stayed at 1st.....

Tuesday

The Judgement day where our bridge was tested and it was quite dissapointing 4 me ler... as the load are so not as what i expected... haahaha... not really a bright day...but also a great day 2... where finally the project is over and hv 2 work 4 elctrical test 2... and electrical lab...not to mention the PSA case study report due.... so many things.... argh!!! However... still manage to survive with the injured leg... were still limping n jumping here n there with 1 leg... reach home... too tired + mom not home.. so hv 2 postpone the doc session to tomorrow... One more thing, bout the parking system that the uni hv.... as i were picking up my car from the parking n the guard approach me and told me that the parking for the disabled ppl (which is normally blocked so that ppl dun simply park)
cannot juz be parked as i liked(I was like, look at my feet, dun i look disabled?). He told me that i hv 2 go get the permission from the gurad house so that he get the verificaton n by then i oni can park there....adding one more line that pissed me off... the parking there are meant for the Dato's.... what do u know? it is reserve for them not fo rthe disabled...and it had such a big logo drawn there !!! juz great

Wednesday

Where the pain strikes....before that, lets start with the part where pissed me out the most, the parking again....where this time,I want to park at the disabled place directly as he knew i am injured edi, but he says i can't park there as i haven't get the permission to park there?(what the heck?) he says i hv 2 get the permission, he get a radio call from the walkie talkie he is holidng then oni i can park....great... juz great.... I am facing an idiot or a very straight fella....

Fine, then i would want to double park at an empty place that were meant for someone and juz WALK to tell the guard at the guard house that i need the freaking disabled person parking where i will not need to walk so far due to the injury i have. However there guard which is so 'straight' says i can't double park at that place as what happened if the ppl who are reserved for the parking there reaches monash , he will kena 'tiao'. (I was on my limit) where i nearly burst out saying is there a prob for an injured ppl to juz park n get in and out to get the permission that he wants so much which will juz take 1 minute!!!)I was really pissed... i drove juz enough that i dun block the precious parking he were reserving and got down to get the FREAKING PERMISSION!! when i reach inside limping, the guard inside there was very concern n asked me what i need when i am walking towards him wiithout telling him 1st.(why is there such big diff between in side n outside guards??) and when i told him that i want the permission to park, he was like y not ? u can park, u r injured y u hv 2 come ere? I was like great.... finally the fella out there unwillingly took of the cone and let me in after he got his freaking walkie talkie call of permission...URGH....

nearly around noon after looking at kay boon's bridge great achivement,he brought me to MUSA to get me bandage n medicine, but turn out to b later, my leg suddenly harden became stiff and painful... can't even take the small steps i normally do as the steps hurts when the leg touches the ground. I was like, 'shit, what 2 do? still got PSA discussion. Die !' Then, turn out to b my saviour, kae jye n kay boon who acted as my leg n carried me all the way to the com lab. Was so glad that i knew this fellas as friend n i noe how lucky i was to hv friends like this. Yet... things were not brighthen up yet as i practically was squatting all the way though the PSA computing session and was not helping at all in the discussion as i was so p[ain till i can't do things right.... heck... Then juz as kae jye n kay boon finishes the discussion, Jye was away and then the new helper came in to the pic, and it was yi xiong... they carried me all the way from the lab to the parking lot and its a long walk i tell u, even longer when u r carrying a 70kg load on ur shoulder. Sending me back home... Really really need to thank all those who helped me all the way through especially Kay Boon, Kae Jye and Yi Xiong... who had saved me....my spare legs hahahaha....they were my legs when i can't walk


Thurs

The day where i used the wheel chair borrowed from monash, after one of the guard asked us why didn't we borrowed wheel chair instead of carrying me as we were leaving yesterday. Its was kind of fun with the wheel chair as i get to sit all the way through everywhere and need not to stand...plus it was kind of odd that day where all the place i go that day hv an empty space without chair waiting for me to take...(seems to be...) everywhere i go there is ppl asking what happened n ask whether i need help n helped pushed me arnd campus....Thanks a lot guys....
many ppl was like so shocked and curious what happened to me including the lectures... and once again... thanks for the concern.... At the end of the day... i learnt how 2 do wheely using the wheel chair... but at the expense of pain when the wheel chair settle back on the ground where the impact was transfered to the sprained ankle n its was painful...(I deserved that as i didn't use it correctly fooling too much)... Also there is sth funny happened as YX drifted the wheel chair with me on it and sth happened... will keep as an secret... but it was real funny... no injuries happened to the living things iun the incident.

Friday

Borrowed crutches from monash after learning that the they have crutches that can be borrowed. Took it as i knew there are available as it make the injury look less serious compared to the wheel chair which like over exaggerating edi. Then was carrying a survey for a fren from psychology school at sunway where i was entitled to use a mouse like device thingy that cost 200USD.... walau... where the main function i think is to take the pulse rate... my fren told me that it can also function as a lie detector too...wow....hehehe.... then, at the electrical lab ... it was all fine until i fell down flat on the floor face facing the earth.... luckily the fall was break by my hands and my injured foot didn't get sprain or hit... phew...lucky... than this ends my weekday...

Sunday(Mothers Day)

Nothing much happened today really juz me going out with parent with crutches this time.... then my mom was saying to hv lok lok at the road side as the dinner to celebrate mother's day... so we obeyed as it is her day... but it was canceled as my dad went on another direction an d stopped at a restaurant serving bak kut teh.... my mom was like saying.. it should b my day n she should b the 1 selecting the venue n yet my dad was the 1 selecting....she says she will revenge n take charge of what we are eating on the upcoming father's day...lol.... it was nth much later as i mainly juz focus studying for structure test on monday.

Pics... Finally they arrive....

Pictures speaks a thousand words... so there would be many many many words....

Sriram and me on our 1st job.... cleaning the place of water monitor...


One of the not so nice scence.... Tough Chick... been inside for almost whole day and still there... the fella also rides on the cobra n pecked him n still there... or should I say the cobra is patient... or not hungry yet...


The Star of the 1st job-- Water Monitors



2nd Job of the Day... world's 2nd largest totrtoise... n he is real huge....



Cleaning the fella...*scrub* *scrub*


Trying to 'kiss' the fella but dun really dare...XD

Cam whoring with a tortoise??

Yumni the pro tortoise crap collector n the big guy

Su Ying(The Photographer/ Animal Lover) sun bathing + sleeping with the tortoise...

Polish the shell after bathing.... *shiny*


Feeding time... Males are fast & picky eater...


Close up with the girrrafe... masara... i think thats her name....


Sriram effort to disguise himself as a tree worked!! The Giraffe came!!

Do you know that the zebra's stripe are never identical like our fingerprints?

I worked in reptile house, so how can i miss out snakes??hahaha... very nice python n me...


Sriram was so nervous holding on the 'lady' hahaha....


Vishnu, Sriram, me, and the python...

The Sun Bear Welcomed us warmly by stand upp n clap hands 2 welcome us....*bravo*



The Otters... tried to communicate with them,,, turn out to b they run away from me...T.T

THat should be all... its freaking late... eyes shutting... so see ya then... ciaoz!!

songs

lately, there are two tunes that are kept inside in my head where 1 is jay chao 我不配 (i don't match u)... think this should b the translation, and the other is a damn freaking lame yet easy to get song named cialat by local band named ben's bitches...

so finally i added sth new in the blog so u guys can try listen the tune i listen...
so hope u guys enjoy... especially cialat where u hardly hear it... lol... beware... as this song is really cialat one....

I can write a sajak? I also dunno how i did it...

My bro was rushing on an assignment for geography and he had a choice of writing a sajak, draw a some pic with dunno what given title or built a 3D model of an island. The last was passed as he dun hv the freaking time to make one. While drawing, he practically sucked. He shown me a pic he drew n planned 2 submit it the next day and i say u can die submitting that in as it was real bad untill my primary bro can beat that... it was done simply.... while his dun even hv an idea how 2 write the sajak, turn out to be i wrote this...( I dun even know the format of writing one sajak n io came up with one? geng leh? hahahaha... below is the sajak.. so try look at it n tell me how is it...hehehe....



Sayangi Bumi Kita by me !!

Keluhan bumi yang semakin kuat,
Pada masa yang sama, semakin lemah,
Di mana bumi tercinta kita menjerit kesakitan yang dia alami.

Kesakitan yang dialami bumi juga dirasai oleh kita,

Dimana kepanasan yang semakin meningkat,
Hangat terasa,
Ini disebabkan oleh aktiviti manusia yang lalai,
Menghasilkan asap-asap yang beracun,
Sehingga perisai bumi semakin menghilang.

Dimana kejernihan air sungai semakin keruh,
Kotor terasa,
Ini disebabkan oleh sikap pentingkan diri manusia,
Yang membuang sampah dan sisa toksik ke dalamnya semata-mata kesenangan,
Sehingga keanggunan sungai bagai berlian tidak kelihatan.

Dimana bilangan pokok semakin berkurangan,
Hilang terasa,
Ini disebabkan oleh ketamakan manusia,
Yang menghauskan sumber-sumber kaya bumi kita tanpa berfikir dalam,
Sehingga flora, fauna, dan alam semulajadi, semakin pudar dan pupus.

Terdengarkah manusia? Terasakah manusia? Sedarkah manusia?
Jangan lagi merosakkan bumi tercinta ini,
Memberhentikan aktiviti-aktiviti yang dikeji ini,
Hargailah kurniaan Tuhan yang berharga ini,
Bersama berusaha memulihkan bumi tercinta kita yang cedera parah ini.

can't believe i actually wrote this...

TRUE ME? Quite true ... I think...

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you save for a rainy day. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's The True You?

so many things happened....

Walau... was so freaking busy till i don't really have the time to blog... so many things to tell as there is so many things that i went through....

Within one week time i think i edi flung 2 paper, SHIT....and am going 2 be in deep shit for this...

then is the part where i went to zoo for the volunteery work last sunday is the part that is the fun and memorable part. It was awesome and much better than paying for your tickets to get to view the zoo. As a volunteer, we have 2 do some work for some time, but after that everything worth it. As we get to see so many behind the scenes things and get so close with the animals. At first i was hoping i can be assigned to the mammals but i was assigned to the creepy reptile world. And as we walked in, we saw so many snakes in the staff room. All in their own cage ler definitely.Big to small long to short, you name it u get it. Then, after that we were split into 3 groups and i were in the group to clean the place of a fella named water monitor.It was not easy getting in as there is no door into the cage, we need to use a ladder to climb down into their 'residential area'. The main task was to clean the place, where means we have to gather the dried leaves and clean the dirt at the drain there. Sriram, my senior and i was the who fella who did the hard core job where we practically were scooping pile of dirt with the smell of their 'discharge', while su ying was the main cleaner on land. The dirt was not friendly and i was glad with my decision of changing into the boots provided to us as my white who would have been gone . Sriram was feeling the same too..

While we were working, i was wondering where is this water monitor fella as i don't see them anywhere when i got into their home. The zoo keeper told us that there are 2 of them in the cage and told us that these fella are very cowardly fellas therefore not to worry that they will attack us and juz ask us to be steady and not to scare ourselves when it try to run away from us as they are more scare of us compared to how we are scared of them. I only found 1 of them lying at the lower part of the trees sleeping or observing us from there when we were cleaning. Didn't even moved a muscle and laid there all the time. Was a bit shocked when i found him as i saw him accidentally when i was cleaning. Then, as what normal human would do, we remain a distance from the fella. Yet, we were wondering where is the other one as we found one edi. around 60% work done, Sriram found the second one where it is sleeping soundly in the pond.

After the, great hardwork 1, we get a 15 min break and moving to our second task. I was astonished to see the resident of the 2nd cage as it was the giant tortoise and they are huge, very huge; very old too.They are the 2nd largest species of the tortoise in the world. We were so excited to see them at 1st as its different form the 1st job where we dun dare to get near the water monitor; tortoise was hugged n rubbed by us as we reached there. We bathed them and polished their shell with cooking oil, yes cooking oil, to make their shell look sparkling clean. During the bath, one of the macho male tortoise was making poo fresh in front of sriram and the expression of sriram was priceless looking at those eyes popping out when he saw.
I missed the scene as i was working at the front of the tortoise back then. We then swept the dry leaves n collected the poos and it was many of them lying here n there. gladly, no one accidentally stepped on them, the poos. Also, we can conclude that the male tortoise is a food picker as they eat only the sweet food like banana, papaya, and carrot. When i bring the cabbage to their mouth, they shut it tight ,not opening it. They open the mouth again when u bring the sweet food again to them.However the female was very obedient and ate everything we gave her including veggie slowly. The other 3 males were eating aggressively n rushing on their food as they like take 2 big bites and everything finished. The female takes small bites. Thanks to the aggresive males, he bit one of my fingers and i was lucky to get it out quick, couldn't imagine what happened if i let it chew. He might break my finger as they do eat crabs , written in the intro poster. We did some cam whoring there but i haven't get my hands on the pic from my frens. Will try to get it ASAP.

Thats it. All the work done. and we get to a back door tour in the zoo, as we get to see so many animals and fed them.We were so close to a giraffe, zebra,antelope so many more... we get to play with the snake - the python, she is a tame snake so it was practically harmless like the snake we normally see used as the decorative in photo shooting. dunno what to say... i will let the pic do the rest of talking and will get it ASAP.

on the road back, the buss met with a slight collision with a Wira where the Wira tried to overtake the bus from the left as the bus was moving towards its own lane, the left lane. The bus driver juz go on after the minor collision without thinking of stopping as we can't stop in a small road like that. Then, the wira which were caught up to the front of the bus and stopped in the middle of the road, coming down with a pedal lock on his hand looking very mad and whacked the bus door. The uncle who was the driver was very casual, cool and calm. He was pouring a cup of tea to drink while the fella was seeking trouble. He insisted not to open the door and ask the fella to take down the relevant info that he wants on the bus and ask the fella to report. As the uncle noe that the one violating the law is that fella. We were supporting the uncle and says that if the fella really wants to cari pasal, we have 20 sth guys to back him up, so no worries.He reply no need as if there were nth at all... was very impressed...by the uncle's way of handing things...

Then got a bit of achievement in ping-pong as i learnt a lot of new things and getting better then last time... i was a horrible player last time.... very horrible...
Then, the salsa class finally finished the whole set of steps of salsa and we were now requested to now dance on music with a faster beat and we practically screwed up at the 1st trial and getting the hang of it edi... for my case, i was a freaking bad dance partner as i always forget the dance steps and not really good at leading the partner as she was newbie where she came to class after we learnt 1/2 of all the steps. So can't blame her, while I on the other hand leading her 2 some fantasy world.T.T(a lot more to learn for me....)

That should b all... i think...oh ya.. its passed 12am edi so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kar Yie...sleepy edi... its 230am and i hvn't sleep... die.... tomorrow computing lecture somemore... 100% K.O. lor.... kk ciaoz...

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

BZ BZ week....

It was a very very busy week as my group was practically rushing an assignment of building a bungee jumping tower which hv a time span of 1mth within one week....
Practically, this results to minimum sleeps as i was sleeping at 3, 4 am every night almost for one week... am i over exagerating? but luckily it is done and over... so relived...but the mood was dropped back ti anither low point as i was not able to even understand the question for today's electrical exam.... am going 2 die soon in electrical at this rate... very horribly...was feeling like suiciding after i walk out from the exam hall.... so stressed...ARGH..... so so so 'mm gam yun'!!!!


Then there is a blog i read from a fren n it was a very true thing and made me think a lot, I always think that i am so 'cham' edi.. and now i realised how lucky i am and yet i never realised it... i hate myself after reading it, as how can i be so unappreciated about everything i had... never appreciated and still say that it is annoying... taking things 4 granted. So guys, please do read this as this is a good reminder 4 all of us. Also, Never give up in life... live it no matter how bad it is...
This is the link.

All the condolences, and continue stand strong ... u made me learnt a lot of things....

MIX rojak feeling.... up and down of life.....really lost....

Flashing back... this should be an entry on 4th, technically speaking should b 5th as it is after midnight.... but many obstacles...including a black out... will tell later....

Its the Monash Culture Night and i managed to sneak in without a ticket so shh.... keep it low profile... hehehehe....
The performance was great....real great song performed by the singers and band...quite enjoyed the whole thing but there was one bit bored ler....Also the fashion show is an eye opener as u really see many different clothing from all over the world. but there is sonething thing that shocked me that night... they actually gave free flying tickets to colombo, sri lanka for the lucky draw. Wah, how they manage to get the sponsors like that? Also at there, manage to see her again....XD... is it me being perasaan? or am i falling for her? am i? so lost....but really hope to noe her more.... as i am a quite conseravative guy (is it?) i do hope that i am not falling for because of her looks but the inner beauty of her... but indeed instinctively i can tell she is... juz hope that can go confront her and talk to her but am stunned when like with her ler... dunno what 2 talk...always use the same excuse...felt real stupid...hahaha...but am really hope can noe her better....hehehe

Then, at the same night, went to KFC with friends and double park at out the side and was thinking of we will take away and be gone in few minutes, but at the end we sat down and wat n chat. I really forgot that i double park and when i came back, i was wondering how come the car i blocked is missing and it became terrified when i found out that the car headlamp was broken. I was like what to do? Shit... I am going to be in deep shit already... and came back with a real low feeling. Juz great... why me? then i also blame myself how come i am so careless and stupid.
Feeling like strangling myself.

Then, when i was confessing to my father the next day, there was a black out. Then, my dad was rushing to go out that day, so it turns to be a short n not heavy lecture from him. was so relieved that it was over. However, i was not that lucky as my dad hold on me and sounded me for what i did on the other day... and it is not fun...

Then today, family is getting really tense and really feel hard and heavy, coming back home. Its really hard for me, really feeling like running away... but i know that it is not the solution. Then assignment deadline are pouring in soon and many things not done yet so i am like i am in deep trouble.
Real mix of feeling here as everything came in one shot...hahaha...
Anyway, sleepy edi better go sleep ler... also wish me luck things can get better soon.

Quite an active life lately

Would like to make this entry short as i dun really have much to say...hahaha...
Lately, I way too active in all the activities at campus. (Is this good or bad?) maybe neglecting the academic side of uni. Works piling up and really need to start work now... so better focus...hehehe...

then, recently was exposed with the dance lessons i wished for but i kinda find out i am not a good dancer as i pick things slow.... Really hope that i can master the steps soon...XD...and not forget it...
ping pong that i juz picked up is getting slightly better than the old me when i started.... Thinking back to it, it was horrible the way I started playing.... its 'unlookable'...lol... Today, thanks to the class canceled I finally able to join the performing arts club activity that clashed with it. Then turn out to be, only the dance session is the part i learnt the most and the rest is like so so where the important skills haven't set in yet.

Then, the main event of the day, April Fool....( :D ...
As the playful and naughty me, i would not let this precious chance to slip away juz that... and at the end of the day, i actually fooled more than 20 sth ppl... mayb 30....hehehe....can't blame... i am playful....hahaha....sorry if i actually offended anyone on the jokes i made but i really hv no bad intentions other than share some small jokes to cheer up the day. So no harsh feelings....

really need to get the co-parents our daughter to gather and write the letter i badly wanted to get it for out daughter....till now i still haven't get the chance to say hi to her leh...T.T....really need to take action soon...

Last but not least, am here also want to wish Happy birthday to my maid, Tina, Eu Yang and Jun Yuan....Happy Birthday!!! may all ur wishes and dreams come true.