wierd encounter

while buying something at giant today,
when i was looking 4 Daia, the cleaning detergent,
suddenly there i this malay girl who pops up from no where,
and asked me whether there is 1 kg pack of Daia,
and what was in front of me is the 3 kg packs.
i told her i dunno, and look arnd, didn't see it, and tell her might be sold out,
then she juz walked away,
and i was juz grabbing the 3 kg pack one,
she suddenly pop up from my back with a 1 kg pack of Daia,
and says that u really lazy, dun even look arnd seriously...
i was like "what the heck"? do i look like a worker there?
the shirt i was wearing was juz plain dark blue,
nothing green nor yellow...
wierd....

then on my way going to the cashier,
the one of the basket handle i was holding broken into half ,
yup, not slipped of from its place but broke into 2,
heck.... what is the chances of go through that in ur life,
all i was hving in the packet was 2 packet of Daia and 2 bottle of dish detergent,
lol...

i was pondering on this today when i juz suddenly stumble upon prioritizing,
i think i am the kind that prioritise other rather than myself,
and sometimes i wonder should i sometime be a bit selfish and prioritise on myself?
as there is saying of u should take care of urself then only u can take care of others,
but on the other hand i feel good after helping others,
so am taking care of myself by taking care of others, right?

i dunno...i do know am a very contradicting fella....
dunno... juz a random thought...food for thought...
how about you?
what is your priority?
others or urself?

Stupid

I just felt so stupid...
missing one of the best chance of my life...
am juz plain dumb...
heck... how i wish i can go back in time...
why...?

why all me?

there is one point in life where u always get the blame and things just don't go smoothly... and guess what... mine is extra long....
it always been a tough life that i have to go through as i am always stuck with things are not that nice... heck

am now kinda emo now as due to a small thing i am being scold by my mom,
the distrust that u get from someone u love,
it really hurts...
i sometime wonder y did i hv to bear on with all this,
doing all the chores that i actually need not,
doing all the things for her and there is not even a thank you,
and now a mistake where she can actually fix it by herself,
she left it there and relying me in doing everything,
i just don't understand...
and all the effort i done for them... its nothing..
saying that am not helping the home at all...
i gave so much and yet she took it for granted,
but what can i do?
they were raised up like that...
so i may juz as well hv to take this as a training for myself,
to be a better man...(i guess)

sometimes i feel much more appreciated at my "2nd home"
sharon's place... where i helped her moved house for 4 consecutive sunday...
yup, 4 weekend.... from morning to night...
all the sweat and effort i done there are well appriciated...
heck... the irony...

but i know....
my heart is always with my family,
but sometime i really felt tired to be here...
really... tired...

the uneasy feeling is still there,
but no worries, it would be gone after a good meal and sleep.... (typical short term memory simple minded creature)
now the only escape i am now enjoying is the dance class,
i sometimes just hope that the class dun ends so that i can be just at there...
at least i can give myself a break from all these..
but lets face it... we hv to face troubles here and then,
it will be pointless if we try to escape from it,
it may juz get worst if we didn't face it in time...
haha.....

much relieved now...
oh ya, regarding the prev post, info abt new bro was an error,
i came to a realise he is a she...XD
and she was staying for a week nia...
so now there is no more baby to play with.... (haihz....)

update.... what a random life i am hving....!!!??

walau... after dunno how many months and days...
i Lim Kwan Liang finally updated my blog...
and heck... i wanted to blog long time ago
however, the laziness in me took over my body and let the blog remain deserted...XD

so 1st of all,
its official now where i am hving one year break from my studies...
due to financial trouble....
this is to let the ones who are aware of my absence and wondering what happened to me...as there is still a lot of ppl dunno ....XD (low profile???... dun think so...)


2nd,
am now really tired here....
dance... work.... moving house...(not my house, helping friend)
continuous labour...(can think of it as workout i guess....lol)
speaking of which...
today went to uni to perform....
was really tiring and embarassing i guess....
i did mistake here n there... ( as usual....:( )
but it was a great experince ler... where i get to hang out with friends...
but it was tough....
the floor was not meant for dancing,
and we are wearing all black under the sun at noon time...
tough.... juz the few dance are seriously exhausting....
imagine the coming 1 solid hour of dance at the coming concert??? (DIE!!!!)

the crowd also not very friendly ler...
me and kaamesh was trying to lead for everyone to clap for the dancer while they are performing,
but there were not much reaction form most of them...( mayb too into watching the dance?? who noes....wakakkaka)


3rd....
i am now hving the 6th younger 'bro' ler
yup... u heard me correctly... there is one additional baby came to my home today...
so it make a total of 7 boys...
yup am shocked as well when i heard the baby crying when i 1st reach home
my mom is now babysitting my aunt's baby 4 her....
so now i hv one extra bro to take care (as if 5 were not enough...)
but the up side is the kid is cute
gonna hv some good time fooling with him,....XD

wah... damn tired edi...
cannot tahan...
heading 4 bed...
anything else can wait....
ciao guys
hv fun this sem... (mechatronics ppl, i know the timetable is nuts, hang in there!!!)