A kit for the stress ones... might b the solution for u...

A kit that i found from a friend's blog and can be very useful during this period of time, the season of exams

so lets welcome the main star of this entry.....

courtesy of lip siang

Sudden Emo-ness

was going through friends blog n came across a song i missed n loved back then... its the end theme song of gensomaiden saiyuki- Alone. Reminds me of a friend who loved jap anime n jap anime soundtrack who had passed away... I wonder how is he doing now? enjoying at heaven? dunno... May he rest in peace n u guy who are reading the blog enjoy the music n song....

Japanese Lyric

kawaita kaze ga fuku
machi wa kogoete-iru
ikutsu no kisetsu ga sotto oto mo naku
sugisatta no darou

yukikau hito wa mina
omoi nimotsu seotte
tooku ni yureru kagerou no naka ni
ashita wo mitsukeru

kono te wo koboreochiru
suna no you na kanjou
ano toki mune ni sasatta
kotoba ga fui ni uzuku kedo

hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru doko made mo

doushite kono sora wa
konna ni hiroi no darou
sakende mite mo koe ni naranakute
namida ga afureta

jiyuu ni kaze kitte
tori-tachi wa doko e yuku no?
sugoshita jikan no you ni
onaji basho ni modorenai

kono mama yume wo akiramete mo
takanaru kodou osae kirenai
itsuka wa kitto chikadzukitai
ano kumo no takasa [1]
mou ichido kokoro ni tsubasa hiroge tabidatou

kanarazu tadoritsukeru hazu
hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru doko made mo


English Translation
A dry breeze is blowing
The city is getting cold
I wonder how many seasons have passed
without even a sound?

All of the people coming and going
bear heavy burdens,
searching for tomorrow
within the heat haze wavering in the distance.

Feelings like sand
falling through my hands...
Back then, the words that pierced my heart
suddenly started to throb with pain, but...

I've searched for pieces of myself,
counting the endless nights all the while.
These feelings are becoming so certain
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward, however far.

I wonder, why is the sky
so vast?
Even though I tried to yell, my voice didn't come
and the tears poured out.

I wonder where the birds are flying off to,
as they freely slice through the wind?
One can't return to the same place
as it once was in days gone by.
Even if I give up my dream like this,
I won't suppress my soaring heartbeat.
Someday, I want to reach
as high as the clouds. [1]
I'll spread wide the wings in my heart and journey once again

I will reach it, without fail.

I've searched for pieces of myself,
counting the endless nights all the while.
These feelings are becoming so certain
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward, however far

Relieved... for a short while.....

Finally, computing test is over... was so relived that it had ended(was quite surprised as the paper was not as tough as imagined yet i dun think i do well... T.T...), i actually felt odd about today....so lost and dunno what to do, as most of the internal assesment was all done and suddenly there is free time to spare today till i really dunno how 2 spend... lol...so not use to it...( am i turning into workaholic?! NO!!!..... ). I dun want to die.... why? look below


Nuts right? no one realized after 5 long days.... madness.... what is happening to our world? even colleague don't talk to each other anymore? how can this be? i really hope i am not n will not b hving the same fate with this fella...scary to hv a death like that...but i mayb working my ass out starting tomorrow ler... as final exam is coming at the week after it... and i dun NOTHING at all... if i am not starting now.. i would b dead....hahaha...
so c u guys then... was longing 4 this kind of break for a long long time edi... n finally it is here but it is so short.... T.T....

First Tag i do....

so i think this is how it should b working
Rules:
1) The tag victim has to come out with 8 different points about his/her crush or perfect lover. Whichever applies.
2) Gender... Optional
3) Tag 8 other victims and leave a comment on their blogs.
4) If you're tagged a 2nd time, there is no need to repeat this again.
5) Lastly, HAVE FUN doing it!

Gender---> what else? opposite of mine...definitely Female....am not a gay....

The Points
i ---> Family Lover
ii ---> Active but not too much
iii --->Independent but not over (or else no point me caring 4 her)
iv --->No need to b very pretty ( Natural, Comfy to eyes can edi...)
v --->Able to cook( so that can satisfy my tummy)
vi --->Share common interest
vii---> Someone who can control or take care of me perhaps? ( guys need 2 b pampered 2...lol)
viii--> Definetly have to love me too...

Then the next 8 victim....
Anyone who reads this blog with a blog... better watch out... as i noe u guys who are reading this n i will check u up on ur blog...muahahaha.....

One Sweet Day--Mariah Carey Boyz 2 Men performed by Nick Pitera

Check It Out!! Bit Scary though....

Nick Pitera , This guy who can sing in both male n female voices... freaky but damn geng... impressed....Check out you tube on his other songs n its not bad.....

What A Day !!!

Finally.... ended the structure project and the presentations...it went not bad as nth serious happened but there is some change in our tutor jen nee , she turned bit aggressive by start shooting on ppl, but still i think its on mild scale compared to real 'hunters' The main thing she was trying is to help the presenters ler n check whether they understand whatever they did...

now... next thing to worry.... computing.... and sth which is coming soon... THE FINALS.... shit.... i am like trembling when listen to this word as i am freaking not prepared for this.... shit... i did not get much from the lecture for most of the subject nor done many of the tutorials..., which is 3 out of 4 subjects... going 2 die at this rate if i am not doing anything....

today is also a memorable day... where i am off from cructhes... i eveolved from 2 leg 2 four and now devolve to 1 1/2 leg (the leg are not fully healed yet...) So still no active lifestyle for me.... real toturing... Today at campus there is an introduction on dodge ball n i am like drooling looking at other playing from the outside... and i really do wish that i can play inside there...T.T....

However, there is sth gloomy too today... and its on the morning when i drove to monash...yup... u got it right... its the 'smart' security...i was like usual want to park at the parking for disabled but that fella who actually saw me n ignored me... ( i know he saw me as i was signaling to him).... making me to walk down to move the cone by myself... Urgh... I hardly get so pissed of with someone... but this fella is really on my nerves edi.... Sooner or later... if this go on... i would explode...

Tired edi ler... should go 4 a rest that i deserve ... Nitez....

walau eh...

for recent days... i dun really get to stay with family n home although my home is juz arnd my campus... I dun even stay at home more than 3 hours at the day... only at home during sleeping time.... so sad...

This is all thanks to the structure project that are given by the uni.... juz great.... i was practically spending all my quality time that i should hv spent at home with loads of work of structures....
for example today i practically woke up at 8 sth.... rushed to uni... work work work... till now i reach home... which is 12:39am... juz great right? and this is juz 2day... ytd worked till also the same... day b4 also... about that.... damn shity... i like no life edi...

then because of this project... i totally wasted the time i should hv been used to complete my matlab tutorials... at the end... for the long weekend... I planned 2 start work on Saturday... but postponed till now yet i haven't touched it at all... i am going 2 b dead...

and the computing test is coming this Friday.... shit shit shit... I am officially dead crap edi.... nothing much 2 say... enough craping here n back 2 work... plz wish me luck n hopefully i can get throught computing coming test....

T.T.........................................

Connie Wows Simon

Connie Talbot

The 6 year old girl with the sweetest voice and smile that i have ever seen...
so cute... she sang smoothly and gracefully... and is juz like an angel...
She made it to the finals in Brithish Got Talent and she would have got the title if she was juz a bit older....

here's some pic of her....

She with her tooth grown back

She with the missing teeth

I dunno y , but i kept have a feeling how i wish i can have a daughter as darling as her.
I know its odd... for a teenager to think of being a dad.... bu t really i can't deny i really hope to have a darling daughter like her....XD but this does not mean i am a phidophile...

Try search for connie at you tube and u will understand how amazing her voice it...

What i should hv written last week....

Monday

The day i sprained myself while walking down the freaking lecture theater... what the heck...how careless can i be? i really have no idea... was like can't even hold a pen where the whole body turned numb...(as this is the first time i sprained while studying, not active game in sports) . Was bz building the structure paper bridge as tue is due date n we hvn't assemle n everything... were like sitting ducks... work at uni till 1 until the guards chased us out and we continued building at sunway college till 3 am where the lights are turn out.Due to lack of time, the grand design of building the cable stayed bridge was scrapped and a simply supported bridge are built instead... haihz...so looking 4ward to cable stayed at 1st.....

Tuesday

The Judgement day where our bridge was tested and it was quite dissapointing 4 me ler... as the load are so not as what i expected... haahaha... not really a bright day...but also a great day 2... where finally the project is over and hv 2 work 4 elctrical test 2... and electrical lab...not to mention the PSA case study report due.... so many things.... argh!!! However... still manage to survive with the injured leg... were still limping n jumping here n there with 1 leg... reach home... too tired + mom not home.. so hv 2 postpone the doc session to tomorrow... One more thing, bout the parking system that the uni hv.... as i were picking up my car from the parking n the guard approach me and told me that the parking for the disabled ppl (which is normally blocked so that ppl dun simply park)
cannot juz be parked as i liked(I was like, look at my feet, dun i look disabled?). He told me that i hv 2 go get the permission from the gurad house so that he get the verificaton n by then i oni can park there....adding one more line that pissed me off... the parking there are meant for the Dato's.... what do u know? it is reserve for them not fo rthe disabled...and it had such a big logo drawn there !!! juz great

Wednesday

Where the pain strikes....before that, lets start with the part where pissed me out the most, the parking again....where this time,I want to park at the disabled place directly as he knew i am injured edi, but he says i can't park there as i haven't get the permission to park there?(what the heck?) he says i hv 2 get the permission, he get a radio call from the walkie talkie he is holidng then oni i can park....great... juz great.... I am facing an idiot or a very straight fella....

Fine, then i would want to double park at an empty place that were meant for someone and juz WALK to tell the guard at the guard house that i need the freaking disabled person parking where i will not need to walk so far due to the injury i have. However there guard which is so 'straight' says i can't double park at that place as what happened if the ppl who are reserved for the parking there reaches monash , he will kena 'tiao'. (I was on my limit) where i nearly burst out saying is there a prob for an injured ppl to juz park n get in and out to get the permission that he wants so much which will juz take 1 minute!!!)I was really pissed... i drove juz enough that i dun block the precious parking he were reserving and got down to get the FREAKING PERMISSION!! when i reach inside limping, the guard inside there was very concern n asked me what i need when i am walking towards him wiithout telling him 1st.(why is there such big diff between in side n outside guards??) and when i told him that i want the permission to park, he was like y not ? u can park, u r injured y u hv 2 come ere? I was like great.... finally the fella out there unwillingly took of the cone and let me in after he got his freaking walkie talkie call of permission...URGH....

nearly around noon after looking at kay boon's bridge great achivement,he brought me to MUSA to get me bandage n medicine, but turn out to b later, my leg suddenly harden became stiff and painful... can't even take the small steps i normally do as the steps hurts when the leg touches the ground. I was like, 'shit, what 2 do? still got PSA discussion. Die !' Then, turn out to b my saviour, kae jye n kay boon who acted as my leg n carried me all the way to the com lab. Was so glad that i knew this fellas as friend n i noe how lucky i was to hv friends like this. Yet... things were not brighthen up yet as i practically was squatting all the way though the PSA computing session and was not helping at all in the discussion as i was so p[ain till i can't do things right.... heck... Then juz as kae jye n kay boon finishes the discussion, Jye was away and then the new helper came in to the pic, and it was yi xiong... they carried me all the way from the lab to the parking lot and its a long walk i tell u, even longer when u r carrying a 70kg load on ur shoulder. Sending me back home... Really really need to thank all those who helped me all the way through especially Kay Boon, Kae Jye and Yi Xiong... who had saved me....my spare legs hahahaha....they were my legs when i can't walk


Thurs

The day where i used the wheel chair borrowed from monash, after one of the guard asked us why didn't we borrowed wheel chair instead of carrying me as we were leaving yesterday. Its was kind of fun with the wheel chair as i get to sit all the way through everywhere and need not to stand...plus it was kind of odd that day where all the place i go that day hv an empty space without chair waiting for me to take...(seems to be...) everywhere i go there is ppl asking what happened n ask whether i need help n helped pushed me arnd campus....Thanks a lot guys....
many ppl was like so shocked and curious what happened to me including the lectures... and once again... thanks for the concern.... At the end of the day... i learnt how 2 do wheely using the wheel chair... but at the expense of pain when the wheel chair settle back on the ground where the impact was transfered to the sprained ankle n its was painful...(I deserved that as i didn't use it correctly fooling too much)... Also there is sth funny happened as YX drifted the wheel chair with me on it and sth happened... will keep as an secret... but it was real funny... no injuries happened to the living things iun the incident.

Friday

Borrowed crutches from monash after learning that the they have crutches that can be borrowed. Took it as i knew there are available as it make the injury look less serious compared to the wheel chair which like over exaggerating edi. Then was carrying a survey for a fren from psychology school at sunway where i was entitled to use a mouse like device thingy that cost 200USD.... walau... where the main function i think is to take the pulse rate... my fren told me that it can also function as a lie detector too...wow....hehehe.... then, at the electrical lab ... it was all fine until i fell down flat on the floor face facing the earth.... luckily the fall was break by my hands and my injured foot didn't get sprain or hit... phew...lucky... than this ends my weekday...

Sunday(Mothers Day)

Nothing much happened today really juz me going out with parent with crutches this time.... then my mom was saying to hv lok lok at the road side as the dinner to celebrate mother's day... so we obeyed as it is her day... but it was canceled as my dad went on another direction an d stopped at a restaurant serving bak kut teh.... my mom was like saying.. it should b my day n she should b the 1 selecting the venue n yet my dad was the 1 selecting....she says she will revenge n take charge of what we are eating on the upcoming father's day...lol.... it was nth much later as i mainly juz focus studying for structure test on monday.

Pics... Finally they arrive....

Pictures speaks a thousand words... so there would be many many many words....

Sriram and me on our 1st job.... cleaning the place of water monitor...


One of the not so nice scence.... Tough Chick... been inside for almost whole day and still there... the fella also rides on the cobra n pecked him n still there... or should I say the cobra is patient... or not hungry yet...


The Star of the 1st job-- Water Monitors



2nd Job of the Day... world's 2nd largest totrtoise... n he is real huge....



Cleaning the fella...*scrub* *scrub*


Trying to 'kiss' the fella but dun really dare...XD

Cam whoring with a tortoise??

Yumni the pro tortoise crap collector n the big guy

Su Ying(The Photographer/ Animal Lover) sun bathing + sleeping with the tortoise...

Polish the shell after bathing.... *shiny*


Feeding time... Males are fast & picky eater...


Close up with the girrrafe... masara... i think thats her name....


Sriram effort to disguise himself as a tree worked!! The Giraffe came!!

Do you know that the zebra's stripe are never identical like our fingerprints?

I worked in reptile house, so how can i miss out snakes??hahaha... very nice python n me...


Sriram was so nervous holding on the 'lady' hahaha....


Vishnu, Sriram, me, and the python...

The Sun Bear Welcomed us warmly by stand upp n clap hands 2 welcome us....*bravo*



The Otters... tried to communicate with them,,, turn out to b they run away from me...T.T

THat should be all... its freaking late... eyes shutting... so see ya then... ciaoz!!