Happy Father's Day

Somehow for some reason i juz feel like blogging...

should be keeping this entry short though as 2molo, there is another paper in the morning...

the blogging urge is sort of blooming at the wrong moment huh? XD

anyway... juz hv the feeling to make a shout out to my dad,

somehow, him and me are not very bond together...

but i know behind that cool and poker face that he puts on...

which hardly show glimpse of care to me...

behind worn and tired body,

he is always working hard for us...

he maybe not loving in the normal conventional way that we normally sees in TV,

as we wished he could....

i know he is giving his love to us in another way...

trying to provide us we whatever we need....

and i know i am very lucky to have him arnound me....

without him there is no me....

someday i juz wished that someday...

we can get to be as close as the relationship as the TV....

Random

hahaha... funny... ytd night i got to see sth awsome....
*or is it juz my hallucination?*
i think i saw a shooting star.... yup... a shooting star... XD
i was not sure but it seems to be... my friend on the other hand was having his back facing the moment....
hence end up i was the only one who saw it... hahaha...

such a random post at such a hectic moment...
why? as my paper is going to be at 1:30pm...
and yet am still blogging here...

done a lot of practices edi?
nope....

and somehow am still in that casual mood...
*is this a good thing or a bad thing?*
and u will be wondering why am I up so early in the morning?
to put it short,
i thought my paper is at 830am and i end up not returning to sleep...

enough saying... better start revising and hope that this year's paper won't be a killer for me...
best of luck to me and signing off...XD

Food for Thought

Somehow suddenly i hv this urge to blog this entry,
weird, at the worst time ever as exam is coming... hahaha....

Suddenly, i felt that am the kind of people who blame everything else,
i think

i am blaming laziness when i am not doing things i should be doing,
instead of just set myself upright and work things out,

i am blaming carelessness as i made mistake here and there,
saying that am carefree that i dun really mind,
but it actually can be avoided....

i am blaming so many other random stuff... but am not doing things myself...
haha....
maybe i will be blaming this blog post that it took my study time?
who knows...?

seriously i need to change...
to work things out...
as i am no more a kid as i always assume..
*serious, i still feel like a student who are still in his Form 5... weird huh???*
some how i think its my immaturity that brings me to the situation that i am always in...
if i could make myself more rational and work things out more efficently...

Enough talking ler...
better head back to work....

blog post should be resuming from now on...
*turn out to be there are quite a few post that was in drafts... so will be posting it up too then....*