why all me?

there is one point in life where u always get the blame and things just don't go smoothly... and guess what... mine is extra long....
it always been a tough life that i have to go through as i am always stuck with things are not that nice... heck

am now kinda emo now as due to a small thing i am being scold by my mom,
the distrust that u get from someone u love,
it really hurts...
i sometime wonder y did i hv to bear on with all this,
doing all the chores that i actually need not,
doing all the things for her and there is not even a thank you,
and now a mistake where she can actually fix it by herself,
she left it there and relying me in doing everything,
i just don't understand...
and all the effort i done for them... its nothing..
saying that am not helping the home at all...
i gave so much and yet she took it for granted,
but what can i do?
they were raised up like that...
so i may juz as well hv to take this as a training for myself,
to be a better man...(i guess)

sometimes i feel much more appreciated at my "2nd home"
sharon's place... where i helped her moved house for 4 consecutive sunday...
yup, 4 weekend.... from morning to night...
all the sweat and effort i done there are well appriciated...
heck... the irony...

but i know....
my heart is always with my family,
but sometime i really felt tired to be here...
really... tired...

the uneasy feeling is still there,
but no worries, it would be gone after a good meal and sleep.... (typical short term memory simple minded creature)
now the only escape i am now enjoying is the dance class,
i sometimes just hope that the class dun ends so that i can be just at there...
at least i can give myself a break from all these..
but lets face it... we hv to face troubles here and then,
it will be pointless if we try to escape from it,
it may juz get worst if we didn't face it in time...
haha.....

much relieved now...
oh ya, regarding the prev post, info abt new bro was an error,
i came to a realise he is a she...XD
and she was staying for a week nia...
so now there is no more baby to play with.... (haihz....)