Life Is So Unpredictable.....

Was freaking too busy from work till i can't even spare out some time to blog edi...
it was just a short week from last few weeks n so many things happened....

First,
Dad's was free from danger of dengue as the blood count stabilized last week, and he was as happy as a kid when he was allowed to dispatch from the hospital as he is the kind of man who really cannot let the workshop unmanaged by him... and was very energetic giving us orders here n there doing this n that as usual...so no more worries...and thank you very much to all those who concerned about him

Second,
Mom won a motorcycle from a lucky draw of a dinner... She was shocked as she had no idea what to do with the bike... as she is the kind of ppl who thinks it is really unsafe riding a bike and always says that she rather let the metal wrap the flesh (which means car); than flesh wrapping the metal ( which means bike)...She was insisting not to let me ride at first but now she is doubting what to do with it, to let me ride or sell it...while she was having the dilemma, i actually took a few test ride on the bike after taking some advise from senior biker on how to drive it. It is quite nice as the breeze breezes through the face but still suck at shifting gears..(reminds me my days of learning manual car...)

Third,
This is the one that made me put the title above,
This is part is for the memories of a fellow friend/ course mate Nian Ning...
was quite shocked when i heard the news from my liong ee at first as someone i knew passed away in the freak accident which involved the double decker bus at slim river.
she was a very friendly and helpful person, although i only get to see her a few time last time back at ausmat...
It is a pity for someone like her with such bright future lose her life in such a way...
I still cannot accept the fact how the bus with 13, i repeat 13!!! outstanding summons is still on the road servicing people... and the fact of there is a statment form one of the passenger saying that the bus driver was actually sms-ing while driving in that poor weather.... i was stunned when i read this line... and due to his carelessness he actually killed 3 innocent lives and he himself juz broken a leg... it seems really unfair in this world where normally the innocent are killed than the culprit are juz injured... why...

this is the 2nd death among my friends... young ppl who died at early age... really feel sad n pity for them, as they actually has lot more things to try n enjoy... y must God be so cruel? haihz...
tis also made me ponder, will the next be me? will i juz die n regretted in all the things i never did and procrastinated while i am alive...i really dun 1 that to happen... so i decided... no more holding back... i will live my life to the fullest... but yet am i able to hold on what i said? i doubt....

life is so unpredictable.... and yet it is interesting because of this...or else life will be boring... so appreciate whatever you have now and dun look too far away forward or backward....

"Every man dies - not every man really lives." - William Ross Wallace

So live life to fullest and love your loved ones as u may not know when is your last day...
Rest In Peace my dear friend.

Can I Borrow time?

I am really having not enough time on everything...
so many things to do but so little time; really don't know how to manage my time well....( really annoyed...)
plus so many thing is happening... headache...
dunno what to type... juz dropped by to let go some emo...

Dad which is admitted in hospital 2 days due to dengue fever is still "drinking water" at there...
so worried ler...can't do much to help, felt so helpless...Urgh...
Just hope that he can recover soon...
Anything else can come later...

Dunno what else to say ler.. better get some shut eye ler... make another entry tomorrow...
now really no mood... haihz...

odd start....

Today,was a bad day for me. Just not my day as everything is like got haywire.My phone accidentally fell into the drain from my pocket while i was trying to put down the paint tray while i am painting at my dad's workshop. I was like what the heck as i can only look at the phone being soaked in the water as the drain is 1 meter something and the cover on it was welded. So no chance of taking the cover away n hop in to pick it up. Instead, i have trough crawl trough a small tunnel, of 2 meters, then go monkey bar on the cover while i am under the cover to prevent myself to fall into the deep water of the drain which is awfully colorful n dirty. ( As i am in a drain of an industrial area). Then, finally walk on the drain which have the water level till my ankle. ( luckily the boots were water proof).

After such hard work, then only i am able to pick up the spoil phone....T.T....
hoping that it can be fix ler, or else i will be losing a lot of the contacts i collected....(No...!!! can't call friend out edi...as i left the memorising work to the phone already....) Then, i had to go trough the same way to go back..what a day....

then caome back home, parents are arguing on something... ( too frustrated and to find out...)
seems to me that i mayb starting the new year with the wrong foot or something like that as trouble kept coming... can anyone help me here please?

I really feel like not working and just be away for sometime as i am sort of tired of what i am going through now, can anyone take me in? ( hahaha .... doubt that there will be people who are willing to take me in...)

talking about odd, a butterfly was chasing me around while i was playing tennis yesterday while i was sweating like mad. It kept flew to me from my nose to my arm then leg, it just don't get away no matter how i sway. ( I Doubt i smell good when i am sweating, its horrible...)
So, i came to the conclusion that the butterfly went overdose on the flower p..ollen and went drunk.... ( thats the reason i can think of...)

what an odd starting in the new 2008.... so what will be waiting ahead at the coming days of the year 2008?
i wonder..........

new year resolutions

new year new wishes, new goals and this year i wish to:

1. Clean up my room ( really messy... u will faint if u saw it ....)
2. Slim down a little and get rid of the belly of mine (already seems 2 be few months old)
3. Do more reading... at least 1 book per month
4. Spring Cleaning...( want a new view in the home...and clean the trash at the workshop)
5. Learn more and try to be better in ping pong
6. Teach my bro in their studies... ( it is so much harder to teach your own siblings than friends as they always ignore you and don't listen to you)
7. Get average of 85 above at least...( I really need to work my ass off on this...)
8. Get myself involve in something BIG.... ( I Dunno what i 1 2 get in but i juz hope it s sth big)
9. Finish some of the game that i haven't touch for ages...
10. Fall In Love??? ( juz hoping...)

i should work hard to this goals and make my year a better year...
and may all my friends also have all their wish n resolution come true and achieved....
nad let us enjoy this new year...