ass hurts...

wah... my buttock is damn sore as i had 2 bring my youngest brother on bicycle
going up and down the hill of "bukit cahaya" or sth like that and my yongest bro is not light...!
but u i think "bukit celaka" suits it better as so unlucky many thing happen 4 juz a short 3 hour ride there...
my 2nd bro was flung off the bike as he tried 2 corner at a high speed after coming down a slope,
and my 3rd bro was having both his black as his bike's chain kept falling off,
and the last brother tripped down on the road as he was walking,
and the worst was my mom,
trying to avoid and not to crash my 5th bro who stop suddenly when going down a slope,
she fell down the bike with her face 1st!!!*ouch*
i was damn worried and checked on her a.s.a.p,
luckily she was not injured badly but juz a small scratch on the nose and arms plus a patch of ateries are visible on her forehead but not bleeding... not to mention that she had injuries at her knee where i can't really see as she was wearing long jeans...
i went to get help and asked my mom to take a ride on the forest rangers car but she turned it down when the youngest brother insisted not to take the ride with her and wanted to stay and with me...
i was very mad at him at 1st as he made mom not able to take the ride and she had to ride with us back 2 the entrance... but i then forgot as the worries surpasses my anger where i worried bout mom injuries...
however she was fine and cycled back 2 the entrance at the end...
what a cycling experince which there is not much fun but many scary and shocking incident...
and i was very impressed by my mom that she still tolerate with my bro although she was injured... this should be what we call the power of motherly love...

also after the riding i saw my frens blog which were talking about a people characteristic... and i felt that i had simmilarities wif that guy and it maybe me who noes?
however, i was having an oddly felling where i was strip naked as many of it i think it is true and it also make me think am i really like that?
it really made me think...even if it wasn't me but it really taught me sth... thanks...
better get my sore butt off this chair and back 2 study... ciao...!

What a way 2 spend the holiday....doing nothing at all....

hey hey.... broke my promise and came on9,
but i juz 1 2 make a short entry before i go back to study.....(tired)
juz finished babaysitting brothers as parent went off to vacation at china...
but i actually have done except getting them food and make sure they dun fight...
the rest was the job of the powerful master...~PS2~...hahaha
and i was juz sleeping and t.v.ing the whole 5 days without touching anything on studies...
i am going 2 suffer for the coming TEE...i noe....but who cam i blame? me...!
now i am rushing like mad cow edi....
but at the 5 days i oso did sth meaningful...but doesn't really succeded back then but at least i accomplished it today...felt so nice to see her being happy...

also i finish the puzzle that wu jun gave me...but 6 were MISSING!!!! T.T....
all the hardwork....haihz... better get going lor....
back 2 studies....frens calling edi...

cute puppies....

guess what....?
my home took in two dogs 1 month ago.... and now both of them are pregnant and gave birth to 7 cute puppies....
although we dunno who the 'father' is.... (where both of them can go out from the house through the gates as we let them to move freely in n out to let them to make 'discharge' outside the home...)
my brother were very excited and suggest that each of us take 1 to take care.... and i think it is kind of nuts 2 hv 9 dogs at home....? what is the further action going to be taken ..? no idea but it is really nice to see the cute puppies... but we were not able totouch them yet as their mom is guarding them from us as the puppies eyes are not even open yet....
so i can only wait patiently 4 the puppies 2 grow old enough then oni can play wif them....
juz can't wait to get my hands on 1 of them as i always felt so nice 2 look at the puppies pic in the email and now i hv my chance to play wif it.... juz can't wait.... better get prepared as the drama is going to be show soon...will tell u all how was it later but after that i doubt i will hv any entry for quite a time as TEE is coming... hv 2 study....

oh ya .... i really enjoyed the badminton game yesterday guys,
(although i played badly...)thanks 4 inviting me 2 the game yesterday.....
had a great day.....

Year End......The time for seperation and 2 make choices......

end of the year is coming and this also means hv 2 be seperated again from frens,
and face the judgement from the exam papers, but what hurt me worst is 2 be seperated from frens, i really hate this feeling and ausmat 2 be so short...
juz as i got closer and noe all the frens a bit better we have 2 leave......
hate it when i come 2 think of it...
the feeling of emptiness and lonliness will be covering me from top to bottom as i am not with frens...
and i dunno why i feel so helpless and restless....
i miss the life of staying together for 6 years when i was in primary and hving close feeling wif each other...
also i feel so lost as i hv 2 make choices of life and planning for further studies which i obviously had not done any...
i am so lost... i want guidance but from who.... i am the 1 who should be the 1 who know myself the best and what suits me the best
but i really dunno and hv no idea of what i should do... i really hate myself to be so doubtful not daring to take a further step and to face the unknowns....(what a coward...)
i felt so useless....
what is my dream? an engineener? inventor? am i able to do it? or am i going to just continue the family business... i am so "fan" ar!!!!!
the oni thing i should do now is to just focus on studies 4 the coming TEE and forget bout this temporarily and think about it after TEE......but will it be too late?
sooner or later i am going to be mad i tell u...(hahaha....Muahahaha.....)
in short......... i hate end of the year but i do appreciate it as i grow everytime i hv 2 face the challanges, pain, sweet memories, everything the end of the year bring to me....
i really will miss all ausmat march intakes and i really didn't want to leave so soon....
i really enjoy ausmat not because of the studies but u all....