Feeling of seperation.... haihz....now which 1 i should choose ?

looong time didn't post anything edi...
i am feeling a bit akward 4 me 2 blog.... felt so unfamilliar and strange...weird...
altough its oni a few days but i started 2 miss all the campus life and the days we spent together...
all the days we had together now are only able to be kept n stored in our memories,
giving us smiles at our face when we recall it....
sounds stupid rite...?
now currently helping at dads workshop learning alot of things, but hands are getting dirty(hands on experince...)
so many things wanted 2 say... but dunno what 2 say .....
i think i am going nutz edi... mind is thinking so many things...
where i should go, what i should study, should i study...?
haihz..........headache.......

i am now quite lost....+ quite emo as quite many thing had happened....
quite "fan" lar..... better 2 let work 2 keep my mind off these...
dunno lar.... also i came to realise that not everyting may go as planned or thought...
one must hv some other plan 2 back things up...
or else u may regret like me....lol...
ppl around me sees 2 hv very clear path 2 walk but i am now still walking around the bushes searching.... doubting at every step i made....
dunno lar....
anyway felt quite tired edi as worked 1 whole day...
really hope that can get 2 gather wif ausmaties soon...
also looking 4ward 4 the trip 2 sibu.... yay.....!!!!