something i stole.... but really nice.....

this is sth i stole from my frens blog
but it is very maningful so i can't stop myself from sharing it wif everyone....
so sorry christine 4 grabbing it wifout permission...

喜欢一个人,是喜欢和他在一起,因他给的快乐;离开后,是会想念,想着想着就会笑,然后继续你平静的生活,并期待与他再次重逢...
爱一个人,是想和他在一起,因千肠挂肚的舍不得;离开后,也是想念,想着想着会叹气问说:"不知他现在过得怎样!",希望他早日回到你身边...

你喜欢的人,在你眼中是天使,无所不能,总会满足你任性的要求...
你爱的人,在你眼中是孩子,傻傻的,不期望他做什么,但一味地纵容他那些让人哭笑不得的举动...

你喜欢的人伤害了你,你会生气,并一定要他哄你,骗你,逗你笑,你才原谅他...
你爱的人伤害了你,你不会生气,只会独自伤心,偶尔忧伤笑着...

你可以同时喜欢很多人,想和他们在一起,但也许多年后你才发现,原来爱的人,只有他一个,怎么都不会变,你以为把他忘了,其实你只是忙得没空想起而已...

喜欢是和他讨论问题时争得面红耳赤,各不相让,像个刺猬一样从不认输,但早已默默地佩服他的才华...
爱是希望他和自己步调一致,心灵相通,无论他的哪一句话,都可左右自己的喜怒哀乐,在他面前的自己是从不设防的...

喜欢是在楼道里碰上他,愉快地和他打招呼,并简单寒暄几句,擦肩而过时像看见明媚阳光,心情无端好起来...
爱是在楼道里碰上他,脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情,但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气,于是忍不住回头望一眼...

喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩一起,心里有一点点疼,但很快就重新扬起笑脸...
爱是一场输不起的游戏,付出全部之后,留下的可能只是一道刻在心底的伤痕...
等等等...呵呵~!

喜欢是浅浅的爱,爱是深深的喜欢,深深的喜欢不一定会换来深深的喜欢,也可能只是换来浅浅的爱罢了...

love the last two line which she written which is true were we can't take it as a game...and what u give may get u sth not the equal of what u gave as return...
so try 2 appreciate if u r in one and not to be so down even if u r turned down or had ur heart shaterred...

long lost "twin" brother ......found...!?

ytd.... juz found out that i actually had a twin bro.....lol....
we hv quite similar situation but he is much better than me in person where he is a veri bright fella which can be the future nobel prize winner or sth great... i can guarantee.....
having quite simmilar intrest in games.... devil may cry n a few more.......lol....
n science where he hv great intrest n knowledge where mine mostly intrest....haihz...."chan qui"
oso he and i went through quite simillar exp....
sharing the same pain .... so we can say that we noe each other....(really?)
dunno ler.... but i do appreciate 2 hv a great fren like him ....
very reliable and oso can b funny 2.....enjoy spending wif him....
mayb i should b a gay as he suggested....!?.... nar... never.... i am not that kind neither do he....lol....
sos hope 2 see u soon.......dun 4get me ler.....

today ar... damn tiring ar....
finish work ay 11...thanks 2 a stupid car....
thought finish fixing the parts into the car after many effort where the time at then was 9 edi....
but i came out that the car couldn't start where we dunno why it cannot start as we never touch the relevant part....
then we were stuck wif the car.... tearing the car parts off 2 seek 4 the problem.....haihz...
after many trials and effort... finally..... its the small piece of box which controls the sparks into the engine where we actually change it with the new part where the owner brought....
it turn out that the part he brought was worst than the 1 he tried 2 change....
so at the end we use back the old part n all this took plenty of effort n time.... y so unlucky one...
oso than 2 this car i on9 so late i dun really see many ppl that i 1 2 chat wif....speciallly my twin bro...lol...as ytd had a great conversation wif him n still feel that its not enough....
n oso i came 2 a realise that i seems 2 addicted 2 msn edi.... die lor....
i am now like a "3 gu 6 po" cannot stop edi... die.... but it is oso because that this is the best way 2 chat wif frens tat i can't see edi as Ausmat end edi.....T.T
talking bout Ausmat... hv 2 start praying edi as result coming out at 27th....great christmas present...rite?
so lets hope that everyone who taken ausmat get good result....
including me....
talking bout christmas how would i celebrate christmas this year...? juz like always...not celebrating nstay at home facing tv ?
no idea.... lets wait 4 its arrival.... nitez.......

Feeling of seperation.... haihz....now which 1 i should choose ?

looong time didn't post anything edi...
i am feeling a bit akward 4 me 2 blog.... felt so unfamilliar and strange...weird...
altough its oni a few days but i started 2 miss all the campus life and the days we spent together...
all the days we had together now are only able to be kept n stored in our memories,
giving us smiles at our face when we recall it....
sounds stupid rite...?
now currently helping at dads workshop learning alot of things, but hands are getting dirty(hands on experince...)
so many things wanted 2 say... but dunno what 2 say .....
i think i am going nutz edi... mind is thinking so many things...
where i should go, what i should study, should i study...?
haihz..........headache.......

i am now quite lost....+ quite emo as quite many thing had happened....
quite "fan" lar..... better 2 let work 2 keep my mind off these...
dunno lar.... also i came to realise that not everyting may go as planned or thought...
one must hv some other plan 2 back things up...
or else u may regret like me....lol...
ppl around me sees 2 hv very clear path 2 walk but i am now still walking around the bushes searching.... doubting at every step i made....
dunno lar....
anyway felt quite tired edi as worked 1 whole day...
really hope that can get 2 gather wif ausmaties soon...
also looking 4ward 4 the trip 2 sibu.... yay.....!!!!