what a day.....wif the orphans....

today we went to the orphans house at klang and it was plain nice although slightly tired...
before this we were planning to hv a visit to rumah hope where i went b4 but the plan was changed as the home were left wif 2 kids....
when i listened 2 this news... the 1st thing in my mind was holy shit what 2 do....
calling like crazy and the end finally we r able to settle down at the srimarithan home....phiew....what a relief...
and also a coincidence, the other group, ee lin's also was hving trouble wif the original house they planned and end up 2 work under the same home today...
the 1st thing we reach there is that the god gave a grand entrance by cleaning us and the whole area with the heavy downpour... and all of us are soaked...(my feet still freezing,as i am still wearing the wet shoes...)
at 1st when we reach tere the 1st thing that came that i saw was the 3 babies....(yeoh....its damn cute and charming lar...) u wil feel like go and grab one of them n not 2 let go...
but its oso quite sad to say that the babies r quite pity as they were left at such early age, luckily they still hv a great home at there....
the kids there were wonderful and very sporting 2....but some of the elder 1 r really shy...
let me recall thekids name...
anthony.....the 1 which loook like the leader the head of the kids, eldest i think...
daniel..... a guy which is a little shy and still can play...
william .....the breakdancer!!!!WoW n he is like 5 years old leh...!!!!
david....future dota experts....
benjamin...the 1 who hides himself n dun 1 2 show but was forced by me to join in...."grin...lol"
john... the dictionary of jokes.....
michelle,joanna,peggy,sarah,unice"i dunno how 2 spell"....the cute small gurls...
but sarah was a little akwardas she was new n dunno how 2 blend in...
angel...just as her name the priceless small baby angel which r very very addorable....
christopher....the naughty one, running ere n there...
samuel.... cute kid which was loved by colin especially....
and the rest i really can't reacall....sori kids...but still i luv u all and spent a great afternoon wif u all although it is just a few hours....
and there was 1 accident that happened before anything started... angel fell down from the sofa and bumped her samll head...poor her...
also there is a kid where only kien lin can carry oni as other ppl try 2 cary the baby, he will cry...kien lin=natural father...lol!!!
when we started the 1st game the game was full of laughther and joy...
u guys should look at the expression of eelin and michelle when they are called out 4 the punishment...priceless...hahaha....
and then kean keet punishment is oso quite fun oso... if u 1 2 noe what happened...those who dunno please ask him... lol
anyway... while the 1st game was in process the chrismas tree were assembleed by a few guys at the back but i think none of us had experince setting up one so we were like going 4 trial n error and finally stil come up wif a tree.... yeah!!!
then the statue dance game which followed was in a chaos and at the end we played london bridge rojak version...
then i escaped from the home 2 bring lunch 4 the kids and came to realise that i sweated a lot and was freezing while waiting 4 the pizzas....
ya there is still a scene where richard was like a tree meant 4 the kids 2 climb where 3 ckids were hanging on his arm swinging...
after eating... i was hving quite some quality time with the "elder gang" of the kids n were sharring all the jokes and all of us was laughing like mad....
somemore they all still 1 2 pantang pantang when they trying 2 tell me as there is actually a few small kids beside us and the picture of that time was really funny....then richard,the bomb, came in which make the laughing stocks even more...
then we clean up everything and had the most important...group picture!!!yeepie...!!! and i get to take angel wif me in the photo...lucky...but still i doubt that i will look nice as there is many hands pressing on my head when the picture was taken...lol...dunno how many horns i will b hving?
then we all cleaned up and chiao but some of the kids dun 1 2 let us go n 1 us 2 stay back lol...
also they asked for our emails... hope that i can chat wif them soon...
anyway...while waiting 4 my mom 2 fetch us they were talking dota nonstop making me 2 feel akward n dunno what 2 do lar....haihz..."guai zai what 2 do"...syok sendiri...
really 1 2 put the pics into this blog n let u guys see lar...better get it from kelvin n teck hwa...
anyway...we then went back 2 campus and went 4 the boring m'sian studies
but sumthing seems 2 happened to sze ling when coming back... who noes?
hv 2 go edi mom called so bb.....

Aura or should i say colours?

Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon

What Color Is Your Aura?

love or like?

how do u feel and think about love & like...?
how do u diffrentate between this 2 similliar items?
what do u call love?
what do u call like?
what is the difference?
how can u tell u juz feel comfy and like to be wif sum1 and not in love?
and how do u noe u fell in love with him/her...?
can u tell? juz 1 2 noe what u all think... so ploease leave a comment about ur thoughts and share it... thanks...

mixed and twisted feeling....hard to describe verbally...

so long didn't blog edi as the exam was forcing me not to blog but study study study
finally i felt relieved that i finished the exam,
but worried in the other hand as i felt that i don't really done much for TEE but fooled around,
also feeling very down as this is the 1st time i had quarrel *sort of very serious*
as i never tried the situation where she try not to talk to me and neglect me ...
and this is continuing for 1 week edi and nothing seems to get better only worst...
all this starts just because of the lost of a small camera memory card where her pic that she took from china which were inside of it were lost...
how much stupider and dumb i can be...?
my mom said i am the worst kind of people the least responssible, useless, not to be trusted man is me but the ppl outside said that i am total reverse where i am helpful and trusted? am i?
since then she dun really spoken to me and sort of blamming everything i do, where everything i do is wrong and none of it seems to be right making me feeling very depressed and not feeling to do anything as i had the idea that i will screw everything again if i go and did sth..
i really dunno how to handle this...
who is true? is my frens trying to comfort me with what they compimented about me or they meant it?
i felt really lost and really lonely and confused...
now where TEE finished and decision of further studies hv 2 be make quick was another burden 4 me but i was so effected i doubt in myself weteher i should go on and study of juz give up?
all this is making doubting a bout myself wether i am capable? or am i juz a useless piece of shit?
now i sort of feeeling worst that i finished TEE...sort of stupid rite..?
the holiday i am hving now is not so comfy and i really hope that it end soon and i am able to see all the frens and 4et about all this or else i will be nuts sooner or later(am i too 'kua zhang")
felt better after spitting all this out at ere...dun worry bout me as i juz 1 2 get sth to take out all this unpleasent feeling....

really hope all this end soon and back to a normal, simple life.......(feeling really childish now....hahaha!!!)