A kit for the stress ones... might b the solution for u...

A kit that i found from a friend's blog and can be very useful during this period of time, the season of exams

so lets welcome the main star of this entry.....

courtesy of lip siang

Sudden Emo-ness

was going through friends blog n came across a song i missed n loved back then... its the end theme song of gensomaiden saiyuki- Alone. Reminds me of a friend who loved jap anime n jap anime soundtrack who had passed away... I wonder how is he doing now? enjoying at heaven? dunno... May he rest in peace n u guy who are reading the blog enjoy the music n song....

Japanese Lyric

kawaita kaze ga fuku
machi wa kogoete-iru
ikutsu no kisetsu ga sotto oto mo naku
sugisatta no darou

yukikau hito wa mina
omoi nimotsu seotte
tooku ni yureru kagerou no naka ni
ashita wo mitsukeru

kono te wo koboreochiru
suna no you na kanjou
ano toki mune ni sasatta
kotoba ga fui ni uzuku kedo

hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru doko made mo

doushite kono sora wa
konna ni hiroi no darou
sakende mite mo koe ni naranakute
namida ga afureta

jiyuu ni kaze kitte
tori-tachi wa doko e yuku no?
sugoshita jikan no you ni
onaji basho ni modorenai

kono mama yume wo akiramete mo
takanaru kodou osae kirenai
itsuka wa kitto chikadzukitai
ano kumo no takasa [1]
mou ichido kokoro ni tsubasa hiroge tabidatou

kanarazu tadoritsukeru hazu
hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru doko made mo


English Translation
A dry breeze is blowing
The city is getting cold
I wonder how many seasons have passed
without even a sound?

All of the people coming and going
bear heavy burdens,
searching for tomorrow
within the heat haze wavering in the distance.

Feelings like sand
falling through my hands...
Back then, the words that pierced my heart
suddenly started to throb with pain, but...

I've searched for pieces of myself,
counting the endless nights all the while.
These feelings are becoming so certain
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward, however far.

I wonder, why is the sky
so vast?
Even though I tried to yell, my voice didn't come
and the tears poured out.

I wonder where the birds are flying off to,
as they freely slice through the wind?
One can't return to the same place
as it once was in days gone by.
Even if I give up my dream like this,
I won't suppress my soaring heartbeat.
Someday, I want to reach
as high as the clouds. [1]
I'll spread wide the wings in my heart and journey once again

I will reach it, without fail.

I've searched for pieces of myself,
counting the endless nights all the while.
These feelings are becoming so certain
I almost lose myself.
Right now, without fail, I will walk forward, however far

Relieved... for a short while.....

Finally, computing test is over... was so relived that it had ended(was quite surprised as the paper was not as tough as imagined yet i dun think i do well... T.T...), i actually felt odd about today....so lost and dunno what to do, as most of the internal assesment was all done and suddenly there is free time to spare today till i really dunno how 2 spend... lol...so not use to it...( am i turning into workaholic?! NO!!!..... ). I dun want to die.... why? look below


Nuts right? no one realized after 5 long days.... madness.... what is happening to our world? even colleague don't talk to each other anymore? how can this be? i really hope i am not n will not b hving the same fate with this fella...scary to hv a death like that...but i mayb working my ass out starting tomorrow ler... as final exam is coming at the week after it... and i dun NOTHING at all... if i am not starting now.. i would b dead....hahaha...
so c u guys then... was longing 4 this kind of break for a long long time edi... n finally it is here but it is so short.... T.T....

First Tag i do....

so i think this is how it should b working
Rules:
1) The tag victim has to come out with 8 different points about his/her crush or perfect lover. Whichever applies.
2) Gender... Optional
3) Tag 8 other victims and leave a comment on their blogs.
4) If you're tagged a 2nd time, there is no need to repeat this again.
5) Lastly, HAVE FUN doing it!

Gender---> what else? opposite of mine...definitely Female....am not a gay....

The Points
i ---> Family Lover
ii ---> Active but not too much
iii --->Independent but not over (or else no point me caring 4 her)
iv --->No need to b very pretty ( Natural, Comfy to eyes can edi...)
v --->Able to cook( so that can satisfy my tummy)
vi --->Share common interest
vii---> Someone who can control or take care of me perhaps? ( guys need 2 b pampered 2...lol)
viii--> Definetly have to love me too...

Then the next 8 victim....
Anyone who reads this blog with a blog... better watch out... as i noe u guys who are reading this n i will check u up on ur blog...muahahaha.....

One Sweet Day--Mariah Carey Boyz 2 Men performed by Nick Pitera

Check It Out!! Bit Scary though....

Nick Pitera , This guy who can sing in both male n female voices... freaky but damn geng... impressed....Check out you tube on his other songs n its not bad.....

What A Day !!!

Finally.... ended the structure project and the presentations...it went not bad as nth serious happened but there is some change in our tutor jen nee , she turned bit aggressive by start shooting on ppl, but still i think its on mild scale compared to real 'hunters' The main thing she was trying is to help the presenters ler n check whether they understand whatever they did...

now... next thing to worry.... computing.... and sth which is coming soon... THE FINALS.... shit.... i am like trembling when listen to this word as i am freaking not prepared for this.... shit... i did not get much from the lecture for most of the subject nor done many of the tutorials..., which is 3 out of 4 subjects... going 2 die at this rate if i am not doing anything....

today is also a memorable day... where i am off from cructhes... i eveolved from 2 leg 2 four and now devolve to 1 1/2 leg (the leg are not fully healed yet...) So still no active lifestyle for me.... real toturing... Today at campus there is an introduction on dodge ball n i am like drooling looking at other playing from the outside... and i really do wish that i can play inside there...T.T....

However, there is sth gloomy too today... and its on the morning when i drove to monash...yup... u got it right... its the 'smart' security...i was like usual want to park at the parking for disabled but that fella who actually saw me n ignored me... ( i know he saw me as i was signaling to him).... making me to walk down to move the cone by myself... Urgh... I hardly get so pissed of with someone... but this fella is really on my nerves edi.... Sooner or later... if this go on... i would explode...

Tired edi ler... should go 4 a rest that i deserve ... Nitez....

walau eh...

for recent days... i dun really get to stay with family n home although my home is juz arnd my campus... I dun even stay at home more than 3 hours at the day... only at home during sleeping time.... so sad...

This is all thanks to the structure project that are given by the uni.... juz great.... i was practically spending all my quality time that i should hv spent at home with loads of work of structures....
for example today i practically woke up at 8 sth.... rushed to uni... work work work... till now i reach home... which is 12:39am... juz great right? and this is juz 2day... ytd worked till also the same... day b4 also... about that.... damn shity... i like no life edi...

then because of this project... i totally wasted the time i should hv been used to complete my matlab tutorials... at the end... for the long weekend... I planned 2 start work on Saturday... but postponed till now yet i haven't touched it at all... i am going 2 b dead...

and the computing test is coming this Friday.... shit shit shit... I am officially dead crap edi.... nothing much 2 say... enough craping here n back 2 work... plz wish me luck n hopefully i can get throught computing coming test....

T.T.........................................

Connie Wows Simon

Connie Talbot

The 6 year old girl with the sweetest voice and smile that i have ever seen...
so cute... she sang smoothly and gracefully... and is juz like an angel...
She made it to the finals in Brithish Got Talent and she would have got the title if she was juz a bit older....

here's some pic of her....

She with her tooth grown back

She with the missing teeth

I dunno y , but i kept have a feeling how i wish i can have a daughter as darling as her.
I know its odd... for a teenager to think of being a dad.... bu t really i can't deny i really hope to have a darling daughter like her....XD but this does not mean i am a phidophile...

Try search for connie at you tube and u will understand how amazing her voice it...

What i should hv written last week....

Monday

The day i sprained myself while walking down the freaking lecture theater... what the heck...how careless can i be? i really have no idea... was like can't even hold a pen where the whole body turned numb...(as this is the first time i sprained while studying, not active game in sports) . Was bz building the structure paper bridge as tue is due date n we hvn't assemle n everything... were like sitting ducks... work at uni till 1 until the guards chased us out and we continued building at sunway college till 3 am where the lights are turn out.Due to lack of time, the grand design of building the cable stayed bridge was scrapped and a simply supported bridge are built instead... haihz...so looking 4ward to cable stayed at 1st.....

Tuesday

The Judgement day where our bridge was tested and it was quite dissapointing 4 me ler... as the load are so not as what i expected... haahaha... not really a bright day...but also a great day 2... where finally the project is over and hv 2 work 4 elctrical test 2... and electrical lab...not to mention the PSA case study report due.... so many things.... argh!!! However... still manage to survive with the injured leg... were still limping n jumping here n there with 1 leg... reach home... too tired + mom not home.. so hv 2 postpone the doc session to tomorrow... One more thing, bout the parking system that the uni hv.... as i were picking up my car from the parking n the guard approach me and told me that the parking for the disabled ppl (which is normally blocked so that ppl dun simply park)
cannot juz be parked as i liked(I was like, look at my feet, dun i look disabled?). He told me that i hv 2 go get the permission from the gurad house so that he get the verificaton n by then i oni can park there....adding one more line that pissed me off... the parking there are meant for the Dato's.... what do u know? it is reserve for them not fo rthe disabled...and it had such a big logo drawn there !!! juz great

Wednesday

Where the pain strikes....before that, lets start with the part where pissed me out the most, the parking again....where this time,I want to park at the disabled place directly as he knew i am injured edi, but he says i can't park there as i haven't get the permission to park there?(what the heck?) he says i hv 2 get the permission, he get a radio call from the walkie talkie he is holidng then oni i can park....great... juz great.... I am facing an idiot or a very straight fella....

Fine, then i would want to double park at an empty place that were meant for someone and juz WALK to tell the guard at the guard house that i need the freaking disabled person parking where i will not need to walk so far due to the injury i have. However there guard which is so 'straight' says i can't double park at that place as what happened if the ppl who are reserved for the parking there reaches monash , he will kena 'tiao'. (I was on my limit) where i nearly burst out saying is there a prob for an injured ppl to juz park n get in and out to get the permission that he wants so much which will juz take 1 minute!!!)I was really pissed... i drove juz enough that i dun block the precious parking he were reserving and got down to get the FREAKING PERMISSION!! when i reach inside limping, the guard inside there was very concern n asked me what i need when i am walking towards him wiithout telling him 1st.(why is there such big diff between in side n outside guards??) and when i told him that i want the permission to park, he was like y not ? u can park, u r injured y u hv 2 come ere? I was like great.... finally the fella out there unwillingly took of the cone and let me in after he got his freaking walkie talkie call of permission...URGH....

nearly around noon after looking at kay boon's bridge great achivement,he brought me to MUSA to get me bandage n medicine, but turn out to b later, my leg suddenly harden became stiff and painful... can't even take the small steps i normally do as the steps hurts when the leg touches the ground. I was like, 'shit, what 2 do? still got PSA discussion. Die !' Then, turn out to b my saviour, kae jye n kay boon who acted as my leg n carried me all the way to the com lab. Was so glad that i knew this fellas as friend n i noe how lucky i was to hv friends like this. Yet... things were not brighthen up yet as i practically was squatting all the way though the PSA computing session and was not helping at all in the discussion as i was so p[ain till i can't do things right.... heck... Then juz as kae jye n kay boon finishes the discussion, Jye was away and then the new helper came in to the pic, and it was yi xiong... they carried me all the way from the lab to the parking lot and its a long walk i tell u, even longer when u r carrying a 70kg load on ur shoulder. Sending me back home... Really really need to thank all those who helped me all the way through especially Kay Boon, Kae Jye and Yi Xiong... who had saved me....my spare legs hahahaha....they were my legs when i can't walk


Thurs

The day where i used the wheel chair borrowed from monash, after one of the guard asked us why didn't we borrowed wheel chair instead of carrying me as we were leaving yesterday. Its was kind of fun with the wheel chair as i get to sit all the way through everywhere and need not to stand...plus it was kind of odd that day where all the place i go that day hv an empty space without chair waiting for me to take...(seems to be...) everywhere i go there is ppl asking what happened n ask whether i need help n helped pushed me arnd campus....Thanks a lot guys....
many ppl was like so shocked and curious what happened to me including the lectures... and once again... thanks for the concern.... At the end of the day... i learnt how 2 do wheely using the wheel chair... but at the expense of pain when the wheel chair settle back on the ground where the impact was transfered to the sprained ankle n its was painful...(I deserved that as i didn't use it correctly fooling too much)... Also there is sth funny happened as YX drifted the wheel chair with me on it and sth happened... will keep as an secret... but it was real funny... no injuries happened to the living things iun the incident.

Friday

Borrowed crutches from monash after learning that the they have crutches that can be borrowed. Took it as i knew there are available as it make the injury look less serious compared to the wheel chair which like over exaggerating edi. Then was carrying a survey for a fren from psychology school at sunway where i was entitled to use a mouse like device thingy that cost 200USD.... walau... where the main function i think is to take the pulse rate... my fren told me that it can also function as a lie detector too...wow....hehehe.... then, at the electrical lab ... it was all fine until i fell down flat on the floor face facing the earth.... luckily the fall was break by my hands and my injured foot didn't get sprain or hit... phew...lucky... than this ends my weekday...

Sunday(Mothers Day)

Nothing much happened today really juz me going out with parent with crutches this time.... then my mom was saying to hv lok lok at the road side as the dinner to celebrate mother's day... so we obeyed as it is her day... but it was canceled as my dad went on another direction an d stopped at a restaurant serving bak kut teh.... my mom was like saying.. it should b my day n she should b the 1 selecting the venue n yet my dad was the 1 selecting....she says she will revenge n take charge of what we are eating on the upcoming father's day...lol.... it was nth much later as i mainly juz focus studying for structure test on monday.

Pics... Finally they arrive....

Pictures speaks a thousand words... so there would be many many many words....

Sriram and me on our 1st job.... cleaning the place of water monitor...


One of the not so nice scence.... Tough Chick... been inside for almost whole day and still there... the fella also rides on the cobra n pecked him n still there... or should I say the cobra is patient... or not hungry yet...


The Star of the 1st job-- Water Monitors



2nd Job of the Day... world's 2nd largest totrtoise... n he is real huge....



Cleaning the fella...*scrub* *scrub*


Trying to 'kiss' the fella but dun really dare...XD

Cam whoring with a tortoise??

Yumni the pro tortoise crap collector n the big guy

Su Ying(The Photographer/ Animal Lover) sun bathing + sleeping with the tortoise...

Polish the shell after bathing.... *shiny*


Feeding time... Males are fast & picky eater...


Close up with the girrrafe... masara... i think thats her name....


Sriram effort to disguise himself as a tree worked!! The Giraffe came!!

Do you know that the zebra's stripe are never identical like our fingerprints?

I worked in reptile house, so how can i miss out snakes??hahaha... very nice python n me...


Sriram was so nervous holding on the 'lady' hahaha....


Vishnu, Sriram, me, and the python...

The Sun Bear Welcomed us warmly by stand upp n clap hands 2 welcome us....*bravo*



The Otters... tried to communicate with them,,, turn out to b they run away from me...T.T

THat should be all... its freaking late... eyes shutting... so see ya then... ciaoz!!

songs

lately, there are two tunes that are kept inside in my head where 1 is jay chao 我不配 (i don't match u)... think this should b the translation, and the other is a damn freaking lame yet easy to get song named cialat by local band named ben's bitches...

so finally i added sth new in the blog so u guys can try listen the tune i listen...
so hope u guys enjoy... especially cialat where u hardly hear it... lol... beware... as this song is really cialat one....

I can write a sajak? I also dunno how i did it...

My bro was rushing on an assignment for geography and he had a choice of writing a sajak, draw a some pic with dunno what given title or built a 3D model of an island. The last was passed as he dun hv the freaking time to make one. While drawing, he practically sucked. He shown me a pic he drew n planned 2 submit it the next day and i say u can die submitting that in as it was real bad untill my primary bro can beat that... it was done simply.... while his dun even hv an idea how 2 write the sajak, turn out to be i wrote this...( I dun even know the format of writing one sajak n io came up with one? geng leh? hahahaha... below is the sajak.. so try look at it n tell me how is it...hehehe....



Sayangi Bumi Kita by me !!

Keluhan bumi yang semakin kuat,
Pada masa yang sama, semakin lemah,
Di mana bumi tercinta kita menjerit kesakitan yang dia alami.

Kesakitan yang dialami bumi juga dirasai oleh kita,

Dimana kepanasan yang semakin meningkat,
Hangat terasa,
Ini disebabkan oleh aktiviti manusia yang lalai,
Menghasilkan asap-asap yang beracun,
Sehingga perisai bumi semakin menghilang.

Dimana kejernihan air sungai semakin keruh,
Kotor terasa,
Ini disebabkan oleh sikap pentingkan diri manusia,
Yang membuang sampah dan sisa toksik ke dalamnya semata-mata kesenangan,
Sehingga keanggunan sungai bagai berlian tidak kelihatan.

Dimana bilangan pokok semakin berkurangan,
Hilang terasa,
Ini disebabkan oleh ketamakan manusia,
Yang menghauskan sumber-sumber kaya bumi kita tanpa berfikir dalam,
Sehingga flora, fauna, dan alam semulajadi, semakin pudar dan pupus.

Terdengarkah manusia? Terasakah manusia? Sedarkah manusia?
Jangan lagi merosakkan bumi tercinta ini,
Memberhentikan aktiviti-aktiviti yang dikeji ini,
Hargailah kurniaan Tuhan yang berharga ini,
Bersama berusaha memulihkan bumi tercinta kita yang cedera parah ini.

can't believe i actually wrote this...

TRUE ME? Quite true ... I think...

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you save for a rainy day. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's The True You?

so many things happened....

Walau... was so freaking busy till i don't really have the time to blog... so many things to tell as there is so many things that i went through....

Within one week time i think i edi flung 2 paper, SHIT....and am going 2 be in deep shit for this...

then is the part where i went to zoo for the volunteery work last sunday is the part that is the fun and memorable part. It was awesome and much better than paying for your tickets to get to view the zoo. As a volunteer, we have 2 do some work for some time, but after that everything worth it. As we get to see so many behind the scenes things and get so close with the animals. At first i was hoping i can be assigned to the mammals but i was assigned to the creepy reptile world. And as we walked in, we saw so many snakes in the staff room. All in their own cage ler definitely.Big to small long to short, you name it u get it. Then, after that we were split into 3 groups and i were in the group to clean the place of a fella named water monitor.It was not easy getting in as there is no door into the cage, we need to use a ladder to climb down into their 'residential area'. The main task was to clean the place, where means we have to gather the dried leaves and clean the dirt at the drain there. Sriram, my senior and i was the who fella who did the hard core job where we practically were scooping pile of dirt with the smell of their 'discharge', while su ying was the main cleaner on land. The dirt was not friendly and i was glad with my decision of changing into the boots provided to us as my white who would have been gone . Sriram was feeling the same too..

While we were working, i was wondering where is this water monitor fella as i don't see them anywhere when i got into their home. The zoo keeper told us that there are 2 of them in the cage and told us that these fella are very cowardly fellas therefore not to worry that they will attack us and juz ask us to be steady and not to scare ourselves when it try to run away from us as they are more scare of us compared to how we are scared of them. I only found 1 of them lying at the lower part of the trees sleeping or observing us from there when we were cleaning. Didn't even moved a muscle and laid there all the time. Was a bit shocked when i found him as i saw him accidentally when i was cleaning. Then, as what normal human would do, we remain a distance from the fella. Yet, we were wondering where is the other one as we found one edi. around 60% work done, Sriram found the second one where it is sleeping soundly in the pond.

After the, great hardwork 1, we get a 15 min break and moving to our second task. I was astonished to see the resident of the 2nd cage as it was the giant tortoise and they are huge, very huge; very old too.They are the 2nd largest species of the tortoise in the world. We were so excited to see them at 1st as its different form the 1st job where we dun dare to get near the water monitor; tortoise was hugged n rubbed by us as we reached there. We bathed them and polished their shell with cooking oil, yes cooking oil, to make their shell look sparkling clean. During the bath, one of the macho male tortoise was making poo fresh in front of sriram and the expression of sriram was priceless looking at those eyes popping out when he saw.
I missed the scene as i was working at the front of the tortoise back then. We then swept the dry leaves n collected the poos and it was many of them lying here n there. gladly, no one accidentally stepped on them, the poos. Also, we can conclude that the male tortoise is a food picker as they eat only the sweet food like banana, papaya, and carrot. When i bring the cabbage to their mouth, they shut it tight ,not opening it. They open the mouth again when u bring the sweet food again to them.However the female was very obedient and ate everything we gave her including veggie slowly. The other 3 males were eating aggressively n rushing on their food as they like take 2 big bites and everything finished. The female takes small bites. Thanks to the aggresive males, he bit one of my fingers and i was lucky to get it out quick, couldn't imagine what happened if i let it chew. He might break my finger as they do eat crabs , written in the intro poster. We did some cam whoring there but i haven't get my hands on the pic from my frens. Will try to get it ASAP.

Thats it. All the work done. and we get to a back door tour in the zoo, as we get to see so many animals and fed them.We were so close to a giraffe, zebra,antelope so many more... we get to play with the snake - the python, she is a tame snake so it was practically harmless like the snake we normally see used as the decorative in photo shooting. dunno what to say... i will let the pic do the rest of talking and will get it ASAP.

on the road back, the buss met with a slight collision with a Wira where the Wira tried to overtake the bus from the left as the bus was moving towards its own lane, the left lane. The bus driver juz go on after the minor collision without thinking of stopping as we can't stop in a small road like that. Then, the wira which were caught up to the front of the bus and stopped in the middle of the road, coming down with a pedal lock on his hand looking very mad and whacked the bus door. The uncle who was the driver was very casual, cool and calm. He was pouring a cup of tea to drink while the fella was seeking trouble. He insisted not to open the door and ask the fella to take down the relevant info that he wants on the bus and ask the fella to report. As the uncle noe that the one violating the law is that fella. We were supporting the uncle and says that if the fella really wants to cari pasal, we have 20 sth guys to back him up, so no worries.He reply no need as if there were nth at all... was very impressed...by the uncle's way of handing things...

Then got a bit of achievement in ping-pong as i learnt a lot of new things and getting better then last time... i was a horrible player last time.... very horrible...
Then, the salsa class finally finished the whole set of steps of salsa and we were now requested to now dance on music with a faster beat and we practically screwed up at the 1st trial and getting the hang of it edi... for my case, i was a freaking bad dance partner as i always forget the dance steps and not really good at leading the partner as she was newbie where she came to class after we learnt 1/2 of all the steps. So can't blame her, while I on the other hand leading her 2 some fantasy world.T.T(a lot more to learn for me....)

That should b all... i think...oh ya.. its passed 12am edi so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kar Yie...sleepy edi... its 230am and i hvn't sleep... die.... tomorrow computing lecture somemore... 100% K.O. lor.... kk ciaoz...

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

BZ BZ week....

It was a very very busy week as my group was practically rushing an assignment of building a bungee jumping tower which hv a time span of 1mth within one week....
Practically, this results to minimum sleeps as i was sleeping at 3, 4 am every night almost for one week... am i over exagerating? but luckily it is done and over... so relived...but the mood was dropped back ti anither low point as i was not able to even understand the question for today's electrical exam.... am going 2 die soon in electrical at this rate... very horribly...was feeling like suiciding after i walk out from the exam hall.... so stressed...ARGH..... so so so 'mm gam yun'!!!!


Then there is a blog i read from a fren n it was a very true thing and made me think a lot, I always think that i am so 'cham' edi.. and now i realised how lucky i am and yet i never realised it... i hate myself after reading it, as how can i be so unappreciated about everything i had... never appreciated and still say that it is annoying... taking things 4 granted. So guys, please do read this as this is a good reminder 4 all of us. Also, Never give up in life... live it no matter how bad it is...
This is the link.

All the condolences, and continue stand strong ... u made me learnt a lot of things....

MIX rojak feeling.... up and down of life.....really lost....

Flashing back... this should be an entry on 4th, technically speaking should b 5th as it is after midnight.... but many obstacles...including a black out... will tell later....

Its the Monash Culture Night and i managed to sneak in without a ticket so shh.... keep it low profile... hehehehe....
The performance was great....real great song performed by the singers and band...quite enjoyed the whole thing but there was one bit bored ler....Also the fashion show is an eye opener as u really see many different clothing from all over the world. but there is sonething thing that shocked me that night... they actually gave free flying tickets to colombo, sri lanka for the lucky draw. Wah, how they manage to get the sponsors like that? Also at there, manage to see her again....XD... is it me being perasaan? or am i falling for her? am i? so lost....but really hope to noe her more.... as i am a quite conseravative guy (is it?) i do hope that i am not falling for because of her looks but the inner beauty of her... but indeed instinctively i can tell she is... juz hope that can go confront her and talk to her but am stunned when like with her ler... dunno what 2 talk...always use the same excuse...felt real stupid...hahaha...but am really hope can noe her better....hehehe

Then, at the same night, went to KFC with friends and double park at out the side and was thinking of we will take away and be gone in few minutes, but at the end we sat down and wat n chat. I really forgot that i double park and when i came back, i was wondering how come the car i blocked is missing and it became terrified when i found out that the car headlamp was broken. I was like what to do? Shit... I am going to be in deep shit already... and came back with a real low feeling. Juz great... why me? then i also blame myself how come i am so careless and stupid.
Feeling like strangling myself.

Then, when i was confessing to my father the next day, there was a black out. Then, my dad was rushing to go out that day, so it turns to be a short n not heavy lecture from him. was so relieved that it was over. However, i was not that lucky as my dad hold on me and sounded me for what i did on the other day... and it is not fun...

Then today, family is getting really tense and really feel hard and heavy, coming back home. Its really hard for me, really feeling like running away... but i know that it is not the solution. Then assignment deadline are pouring in soon and many things not done yet so i am like i am in deep trouble.
Real mix of feeling here as everything came in one shot...hahaha...
Anyway, sleepy edi better go sleep ler... also wish me luck things can get better soon.

Quite an active life lately

Would like to make this entry short as i dun really have much to say...hahaha...
Lately, I way too active in all the activities at campus. (Is this good or bad?) maybe neglecting the academic side of uni. Works piling up and really need to start work now... so better focus...hehehe...

then, recently was exposed with the dance lessons i wished for but i kinda find out i am not a good dancer as i pick things slow.... Really hope that i can master the steps soon...XD...and not forget it...
ping pong that i juz picked up is getting slightly better than the old me when i started.... Thinking back to it, it was horrible the way I started playing.... its 'unlookable'...lol... Today, thanks to the class canceled I finally able to join the performing arts club activity that clashed with it. Then turn out to be, only the dance session is the part i learnt the most and the rest is like so so where the important skills haven't set in yet.

Then, the main event of the day, April Fool....( :D ...
As the playful and naughty me, i would not let this precious chance to slip away juz that... and at the end of the day, i actually fooled more than 20 sth ppl... mayb 30....hehehe....can't blame... i am playful....hahaha....sorry if i actually offended anyone on the jokes i made but i really hv no bad intentions other than share some small jokes to cheer up the day. So no harsh feelings....

really need to get the co-parents our daughter to gather and write the letter i badly wanted to get it for out daughter....till now i still haven't get the chance to say hi to her leh...T.T....really need to take action soon...

Last but not least, am here also want to wish Happy birthday to my maid, Tina, Eu Yang and Jun Yuan....Happy Birthday!!! may all ur wishes and dreams come true.