Dragons Are Enjoying Great Luck This New Year according to most of the "fengshui master" am i right as i don't know what to use to address them….but is it real? I doubt so as I am now enjoying mostly ill luck in my time.
Today, while I finished my breakfast at the mamak just opposite the workshop, I came back and asked my colleague about why he didn’t go and take his breakfast and he told me that he lost he appetite when he checked out the mamak and there was a argument of a customer as the customer found the cockroach antenna (I don’t know what’s the name of it) in the bihun and that’s why he lost his appetite. Then, I asked him he saw this before or after I went the mamak and he replied me before. I was like why didn’t you tell me earlier before I went mamak? As now I had taken a whole plate of bihun there without knowing the existence of the extra “ingredient”….T.T…..
Last 2 days I just had an accident due to my carelessness and never looked behind while reversing my car and “bang”…and I go oh shit I am going to be in deep trouble, as I was out without my wallet nor hand phone as I was just going to the bookshop near my housing area. At the end I ended up giving him my contact and the workshop address to let my dad settle with him tomorrow since I have no idea of what to do. It went ok till I told my parents I had an accident. They didn’t get very angry as I expected but still they nagged me through saying why I didn’t take their advice and drive carefully and all the driving lesson advice we normally hear. I felt bad and agreed with what they said as I am really careless and I think I shouldn’t drive as I only will cause trouble again for my parents when I am driving, its just the matter of time I get myself into trouble.
But from the accident I also learnt a thing as the bumper of the Wira I bumped was cracked although it was a small bump while there was nothing on my car. Sad to say, Malaysian car quality sucks.
Not only that, I got my finger injured by hitting it by a hammer. It happened while I was repairing a car and I accidentally hit it and it was really painful. Now, I still can slightly feel the pain on my finger. Ouch!
So many things happened but I don’t think I should blame it to the luck that I endure all this, I should blame my carelessness to all the accident I had. It all can be prevented if I were more careful with all the things I do. I really have to change and be more careful always and not to be repeating all the mistake I had done. I really have to change the clumsiness that I have and not taking it as an excuse for me to make a mistake as all this mistake is very troubling to my loved ones and friends. I don’t want to trouble people so I have to change.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Thursday, February 15, 2007
pig pig pig...
try visit this... it is very funny.... sth i stole 2 ... haha but really should be shared...
i dunno how 2 put the youtube ere so just go to tis link...
sth bout pig year one....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBDA_4DKrbM
so enjoy....
i dunno how 2 put the youtube ere so just go to tis link...
sth bout pig year one....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBDA_4DKrbM
so enjoy....
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
same valentine
the same valentine spent by me again tis year doing nth...
juz great? when will be my time 2 celebrate it with the special someone?
god knows...? but was feeling sad for a girl ....from the radio...
the valentine gift she recieved this year is something she would never forget...
it was the request from the husband to divorce...walau!!!
imagine u were her... wat feeling u will hv 2 go through at the special day... and 2 recall it at the special day of the year, every year... it is really toturing....hope she would let it go and had another new life...
but i am now getting more and more anxious and worried ler...
as people nowadays don't seems 2 take love as a serious thing edi (from wat i see)
it is common for people 2 constantly change partners and giving up on the relationship they had build on before... it is sad...
people tend to give up easily compared to the old times...now are breaking off due to small matters and saying that they are different people which cannot stay together.....
but people last times stayed together and learnt 2 tolerate and from the mistakes they did but ppl now normally resolute to breaking up instead of fixing it as it is so called 2 prevent each other experince greater pain as the relationship get longer...(but did they tried 2 fix it?)
also people don't appreciate the one they have ... and constantly seeking for a better one in life...
i read bout a mail long time ago but it is really meaningful one... sth bout cornfield 1...
hv 2 go search at the pile of e mail... post it next time...
but the story really made me wonder is everyone really greedy? including me...as i am always doubting for myself whether should i go for and wonder does she suit me the best or i may meet a better person which may come after her...? or even should i grab on her as she maybe the 1 suit me the best?
i think i am thinking 2 much and restricting myself from expressing myself...
i felt so freaking weak and felt shamed by my own cowardness...haihz...
back 2 my question juz now is everyone now changed and blinded wif the urge 2 seek the better one...therefore they give up so easily? or is it the nature of human 2 seek new things and give up on the old 1(espcially guys...including me ler...haha)
but is tis the influence of the media, society, peer pressure?
"as everyone is doing it, whats wrong with me doing it" attitude....
so people have no consideration 2 give up so easily compared 2 back then when divorce is not common... yes people there is people who really suffered in their marriage but was it a majority?
it is juz a minority i think... people do not give up so easily and persisted and lastly overcomed many problem as people nowadays sees as impossible to overcome...
love is actually sth very lovely , beautiful and pure but are distorted by the materialistic life we lived in and by ourselves... making love into a very ugly thing where there is people not even dare to step in to get involve.. but tis is not the love of general love but the relationship kind of love ler... as people always argue wif me there is still family love and others but i am now talking the "coupling love" {is there such word?lol!!}
but am i one of them? i really hoped not but i think i am... mayb ...mayb not...
so blur.... dunno ler... (who knows...)
anyway so late edi... better get going or else dad scold again...
nitez...
hope all the ppl who r coupling would appreciate what they have now and not 2 let it go easily...
those who r not... like me... good luck and hope you will find ur partner soon...
juz great? when will be my time 2 celebrate it with the special someone?
god knows...? but was feeling sad for a girl ....from the radio...
the valentine gift she recieved this year is something she would never forget...
it was the request from the husband to divorce...walau!!!
imagine u were her... wat feeling u will hv 2 go through at the special day... and 2 recall it at the special day of the year, every year... it is really toturing....hope she would let it go and had another new life...
but i am now getting more and more anxious and worried ler...
as people nowadays don't seems 2 take love as a serious thing edi (from wat i see)
it is common for people 2 constantly change partners and giving up on the relationship they had build on before... it is sad...
people tend to give up easily compared to the old times...now are breaking off due to small matters and saying that they are different people which cannot stay together.....
but people last times stayed together and learnt 2 tolerate and from the mistakes they did but ppl now normally resolute to breaking up instead of fixing it as it is so called 2 prevent each other experince greater pain as the relationship get longer...(but did they tried 2 fix it?)
also people don't appreciate the one they have ... and constantly seeking for a better one in life...
i read bout a mail long time ago but it is really meaningful one... sth bout cornfield 1...
hv 2 go search at the pile of e mail... post it next time...
but the story really made me wonder is everyone really greedy? including me...as i am always doubting for myself whether should i go for and wonder does she suit me the best or i may meet a better person which may come after her...? or even should i grab on her as she maybe the 1 suit me the best?
i think i am thinking 2 much and restricting myself from expressing myself...
i felt so freaking weak and felt shamed by my own cowardness...haihz...
back 2 my question juz now is everyone now changed and blinded wif the urge 2 seek the better one...therefore they give up so easily? or is it the nature of human 2 seek new things and give up on the old 1(espcially guys...including me ler...haha)
but is tis the influence of the media, society, peer pressure?
"as everyone is doing it, whats wrong with me doing it" attitude....
so people have no consideration 2 give up so easily compared 2 back then when divorce is not common... yes people there is people who really suffered in their marriage but was it a majority?
it is juz a minority i think... people do not give up so easily and persisted and lastly overcomed many problem as people nowadays sees as impossible to overcome...
love is actually sth very lovely , beautiful and pure but are distorted by the materialistic life we lived in and by ourselves... making love into a very ugly thing where there is people not even dare to step in to get involve.. but tis is not the love of general love but the relationship kind of love ler... as people always argue wif me there is still family love and others but i am now talking the "coupling love" {is there such word?lol!!}
but am i one of them? i really hoped not but i think i am... mayb ...mayb not...
so blur.... dunno ler... (who knows...)
anyway so late edi... better get going or else dad scold again...
nitez...
hope all the ppl who r coupling would appreciate what they have now and not 2 let it go easily...
those who r not... like me... good luck and hope you will find ur partner soon...
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Visit at SIBU....!!!
wah...so late oni i post tis blog....
thanks to my streamyx which can't work....
anyway....
first thing first....very very very thank you to Daniel and his family as I and Ching Cheang like bother them for 5 days and had eat and stay for free there....hehehe...
also very thank you for you all (Ee Gee, Christine, Janice, Johnny?) who accompanied and brought us around Sibu...
Anyway...the trip was started at 4:30 in the morning as we have 2 be at the airport by 7:30
and i was freaking out when i realised my IC is left at the wrkshop and we ahad no time to pickit up... so mom asked me 2 bring the pasport instead of the IC and i was really doubting whether this method will work...
i was damn worried as if i screwed it up CC would like came from Muar for nothing... and i will be
wasting 600 for the airplane ticket...
luckily everything went well and we met a couple from sibu and guided us noobs which is the 1st time taking plane wifout parents.
And as we landed at sibu...both of us were like wat are we going 2 visit later as we saw most thing on the land is only trees and both of us remebered wat my mom said..."wats the point going to sibu which is 'sam ba' = jungle". as we arrived there the 1st thing we saw was the huge house with the land of a football field! its really gigantic...and all the houses there are huge compared 2 PJ houses as the terrace house there is like the semiD ere edi...
daniel's house is also huge and really tidy where you can see it shiningly clean...
also he had a farm at the back of his house wif fruits tat i had 4 dessert at his home...
daniels room are as expected filled wif books but its his brothers....
they have a study room wif a real cool rules and regulation notice by his dad...
talking bout his parents aunty is a very warm person and seems like a person who will never get angry and his father is quite a technical person which is very up to date wif us teenagers as he listen and watches the latest movie and musics including jay chou....his sis and bro i can't tell as both of them are real shy n like haven't said a word wif us strangers ?
as for ee gee father, he is a very funny person and a little forceful persin as he said i and ching cheang are not allowed 2 leave sibu if we didn't finish the food he belanja us...
he gee and his 2 sis doesn't look alike, juz like daniel and his brother and sis...
all three hv diff faces but all inherited parens facial characteritics
And at the 1st day we like went through almost every shopping complex there as the complex there are not really big but the common thing there is tat the complexes there sells pirated DVD openly there an it is not one but many of it selling openly....it is like the heaven of pirated discs...
and it is damn cheap there...4 for 20 oni...
after tat we like went to eat the the kong pia there...and ried a lot of stuff u can't find here....
there is kampua mee- the white version of wanton mee but wif another kind of taste also come in dark sause and chili sauce flavour , also the wanton there is named "bian niu"fu chow dialect.
chao zhu mian- a noodle which is like fried first then cook in starch... taste a bit like loh mee which is burnt
santan drink-santan mix wif water and drink
"millan" vegie-a vegie i never seen here very crunchy and quite nice
yam kuih-normally the 1 i eat is salty but this is the sweet 1 which i first time tried
umai -which is damn sour...the native sushi, where it is the raw fish which is diped in the vineger and chili
"ga lan"- a black colour fruit which is olive . now only i know ablut existence of olive in m'sia and realised that it is not a flower but a fruit. In Sibu it is cooked with soy sauce and sugar and is eaten wif rice and it is very common there. It taste like mustard and most younger generation nowadays can't take it as the taste is really weird.
oso the soy sauce there is thick 1 but taste like the thin one... u noe wat i meant...?
"kwong pia"- a bread which is like a snack for us 2 chewand it is a very healthy snack. i bought 30 of it and at the end can't finish it...=.=!!!....
longan there is real different one as their outer shelll is green in colour and it is spikey instead of the normal brown smooth skin. but it taste nicer as it is no chemical taste in it like the one we normally eat as it is plucked fresh from the jungle.
we went 2 see the visit most of the ppl's house at there not visited ee gee's and janice's(next time must go... hahaha)
christine room is huge and she has a real furry hamster and it is huge compared 2 the 1 we normally see. i think christine gave it special and good food so it get untill so big. oso at her home we found her pic when she was a kid and was very enjoying looking at it as there is many cute and funny pic inside.
lets talk bout the city....
it is a city of a blend of old and modern building and it is really harmony...
u can still see the real antique kind of rumah papan, and next 2 it is a a simen buiding and semi-d houses,
there is oso a huge pagoda but didn't get 2 go in 2 see....
they oso hv a very big field forgot the name but it is really "zhen han"
u can see the shops wif the old plastic sign board that u can hardly see here,
the road there is damn rojak and funny one as u can like find divider in the middle of the road for no purpose at all,
the road design is much complicated than KL's and it can be very headaching if u dun hv a guide 2 lead u on the road, u will be dying giving the direction as the name there is like in chinese and it is ranging from 3 to 12 words for a road and it is not easy 2 say it as it is translation of the malay word,
oso u can see a very cute thing on the junction of the road as there will be a big stop word at the junction instead of the berhenti sign...
also the town is actually more 4 chinese at the sign board main language is BC and sub language is BM...
oso u can hardly find the mousqe there instead churches are very common there...the reverse of here...
but really 1 2 try visit the stone mountain tat ee gee said as it is said it is haunted and it is very spooky, but it is closed down few years ago,(daniel, ee gee, next time i go there we go sneak in there ok? joking ler...hahaha i oso scare ler...)
oso we went 2 visit the biggest structure there, some bridge which is built lately,
we were like trying 2 see the view from the bridge carefully as it costs us 6 bucks juz 2 cross it... and there is nothing special bout the river under it... it is just a huge bridge and we had the sattisfaction of "we were on the largest structure in sibu!! wow!!??"
the schedule we have there is mainly like eat, sight seeing the city within the car, play computer at daniel's home and watched movie at home, not 2 mentioned we sang karaoke in his house and i sucked ... hahaha as always....
not 2 forget the PSP i get 2 play there ....hehehe ( i am a game freak)...
it is a great experince there and the whole trip was juz nice....
and the plane ride home was another intresting 1 as we met an engineer there and i learnt alot from him as he solve many of my curiosity bout the plane,
oso from him we found out tat the pilot of tat flight is actually first time flying....
both of us were shocked but it is true as the landing and taking off of the plane the is very shaky and rough, but luckily we oni knew it at the end of the flight....
imagine if you found out the pilot is new at the beginning of the flight, u will like scared 2 death throughout the flight and can't even sit still...
and at the end we took the bus 2 sentral n splitted there as we hv diffrent place 2 return...
on the bus i came 2 know a dentisit who serve the army and he told me a lot bout his work... and he actually oso a anime fan...!!! one piece and bleach lover...hahaha
at home mom was shocked thati actually like go sibu 2 buy groceries as the souvinier i bought is longan, millan vegie, and the kwong pia,oso the DVD....
i was shocked tat she said tat there vegie are available ere and it is very common ere.... i was like wat the!!?? is it real.... i was like trying 2 show her the vegie and she said tat i was damn silly 2 get the vegie so far from there while she can get it at the market...
haihz,.... i am so blur....
anyway it is very late and the blog is damn long so i better stop...
ciao guys....
really hope 2 go there again.... like the enviroment there as it is not as tense as here...
Nitez...
thanks to my streamyx which can't work....
anyway....
first thing first....very very very thank you to Daniel and his family as I and Ching Cheang like bother them for 5 days and had eat and stay for free there....hehehe...
also very thank you for you all (Ee Gee, Christine, Janice, Johnny?) who accompanied and brought us around Sibu...
Anyway...the trip was started at 4:30 in the morning as we have 2 be at the airport by 7:30
and i was freaking out when i realised my IC is left at the wrkshop and we ahad no time to pickit up... so mom asked me 2 bring the pasport instead of the IC and i was really doubting whether this method will work...
i was damn worried as if i screwed it up CC would like came from Muar for nothing... and i will be
wasting 600 for the airplane ticket...
luckily everything went well and we met a couple from sibu and guided us noobs which is the 1st time taking plane wifout parents.
And as we landed at sibu...both of us were like wat are we going 2 visit later as we saw most thing on the land is only trees and both of us remebered wat my mom said..."wats the point going to sibu which is 'sam ba' = jungle". as we arrived there the 1st thing we saw was the huge house with the land of a football field! its really gigantic...and all the houses there are huge compared 2 PJ houses as the terrace house there is like the semiD ere edi...
daniel's house is also huge and really tidy where you can see it shiningly clean...
also he had a farm at the back of his house wif fruits tat i had 4 dessert at his home...
daniels room are as expected filled wif books but its his brothers....
they have a study room wif a real cool rules and regulation notice by his dad...
talking bout his parents aunty is a very warm person and seems like a person who will never get angry and his father is quite a technical person which is very up to date wif us teenagers as he listen and watches the latest movie and musics including jay chou....his sis and bro i can't tell as both of them are real shy n like haven't said a word wif us strangers ?
as for ee gee father, he is a very funny person and a little forceful persin as he said i and ching cheang are not allowed 2 leave sibu if we didn't finish the food he belanja us...
he gee and his 2 sis doesn't look alike, juz like daniel and his brother and sis...
all three hv diff faces but all inherited parens facial characteritics
And at the 1st day we like went through almost every shopping complex there as the complex there are not really big but the common thing there is tat the complexes there sells pirated DVD openly there an it is not one but many of it selling openly....it is like the heaven of pirated discs...
and it is damn cheap there...4 for 20 oni...
after tat we like went to eat the the kong pia there...and ried a lot of stuff u can't find here....
there is kampua mee- the white version of wanton mee but wif another kind of taste also come in dark sause and chili sauce flavour , also the wanton there is named "bian niu"fu chow dialect.
chao zhu mian- a noodle which is like fried first then cook in starch... taste a bit like loh mee which is burnt
santan drink-santan mix wif water and drink
"millan" vegie-a vegie i never seen here very crunchy and quite nice
yam kuih-normally the 1 i eat is salty but this is the sweet 1 which i first time tried
umai -which is damn sour...the native sushi, where it is the raw fish which is diped in the vineger and chili
"ga lan"- a black colour fruit which is olive . now only i know ablut existence of olive in m'sia and realised that it is not a flower but a fruit. In Sibu it is cooked with soy sauce and sugar and is eaten wif rice and it is very common there. It taste like mustard and most younger generation nowadays can't take it as the taste is really weird.
oso the soy sauce there is thick 1 but taste like the thin one... u noe wat i meant...?
"kwong pia"- a bread which is like a snack for us 2 chewand it is a very healthy snack. i bought 30 of it and at the end can't finish it...=.=!!!....
longan there is real different one as their outer shelll is green in colour and it is spikey instead of the normal brown smooth skin. but it taste nicer as it is no chemical taste in it like the one we normally eat as it is plucked fresh from the jungle.
we went 2 see the visit most of the ppl's house at there not visited ee gee's and janice's(next time must go... hahaha)
christine room is huge and she has a real furry hamster and it is huge compared 2 the 1 we normally see. i think christine gave it special and good food so it get untill so big. oso at her home we found her pic when she was a kid and was very enjoying looking at it as there is many cute and funny pic inside.
lets talk bout the city....
it is a city of a blend of old and modern building and it is really harmony...
u can still see the real antique kind of rumah papan, and next 2 it is a a simen buiding and semi-d houses,
there is oso a huge pagoda but didn't get 2 go in 2 see....
they oso hv a very big field forgot the name but it is really "zhen han"
u can see the shops wif the old plastic sign board that u can hardly see here,
the road there is damn rojak and funny one as u can like find divider in the middle of the road for no purpose at all,
the road design is much complicated than KL's and it can be very headaching if u dun hv a guide 2 lead u on the road, u will be dying giving the direction as the name there is like in chinese and it is ranging from 3 to 12 words for a road and it is not easy 2 say it as it is translation of the malay word,
oso u can see a very cute thing on the junction of the road as there will be a big stop word at the junction instead of the berhenti sign...
also the town is actually more 4 chinese at the sign board main language is BC and sub language is BM...
oso u can hardly find the mousqe there instead churches are very common there...the reverse of here...
but really 1 2 try visit the stone mountain tat ee gee said as it is said it is haunted and it is very spooky, but it is closed down few years ago,(daniel, ee gee, next time i go there we go sneak in there ok? joking ler...hahaha i oso scare ler...)
oso we went 2 visit the biggest structure there, some bridge which is built lately,
we were like trying 2 see the view from the bridge carefully as it costs us 6 bucks juz 2 cross it... and there is nothing special bout the river under it... it is just a huge bridge and we had the sattisfaction of "we were on the largest structure in sibu!! wow!!??"
the schedule we have there is mainly like eat, sight seeing the city within the car, play computer at daniel's home and watched movie at home, not 2 mentioned we sang karaoke in his house and i sucked ... hahaha as always....
not 2 forget the PSP i get 2 play there ....hehehe ( i am a game freak)...
it is a great experince there and the whole trip was juz nice....
and the plane ride home was another intresting 1 as we met an engineer there and i learnt alot from him as he solve many of my curiosity bout the plane,
oso from him we found out tat the pilot of tat flight is actually first time flying....
both of us were shocked but it is true as the landing and taking off of the plane the is very shaky and rough, but luckily we oni knew it at the end of the flight....
imagine if you found out the pilot is new at the beginning of the flight, u will like scared 2 death throughout the flight and can't even sit still...
and at the end we took the bus 2 sentral n splitted there as we hv diffrent place 2 return...
on the bus i came 2 know a dentisit who serve the army and he told me a lot bout his work... and he actually oso a anime fan...!!! one piece and bleach lover...hahaha
at home mom was shocked thati actually like go sibu 2 buy groceries as the souvinier i bought is longan, millan vegie, and the kwong pia,oso the DVD....
i was shocked tat she said tat there vegie are available ere and it is very common ere.... i was like wat the!!?? is it real.... i was like trying 2 show her the vegie and she said tat i was damn silly 2 get the vegie so far from there while she can get it at the market...
haihz,.... i am so blur....
anyway it is very late and the blog is damn long so i better stop...
ciao guys....
really hope 2 go there again.... like the enviroment there as it is not as tense as here...
Nitez...
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
finally.... an update....
wah....its seems ages ago from my last post...
so really have alot of things to say as ihad many experince that i want to share and tell...
but i think i am currently short of the energy which i need 2 blog
as i had so many work load 4 the past 2 weeks,
thanks 2 the new maid who came late i had to take her place...
after a tiring day working at workshop during the day, back at night i am doing this and thatm
plus tuition classes wif my brotheres as their schooling started,
so i am really dead tired,
and really appreciate the hardwork the maids worked on as the work they do daily is not little but a lot, as my family is a big family, the clothes washing alone is a very tiring job,
and that is one of the jobs they have 2 do daily...
oso i had crashed a car while reversing my car,
luckily volvo was tough enough had nth but a few scratches at the bumper, while the wira which were parked there went kemik by 1 part, and got scolding from both parents...haihz...what a careless person i am.
other than this finally made a small decision on my further studies...
should be going 2 be mechatronics engineering,
place... not sure...as still applying...but hopefully UTAR or NTU,
but 1 thing 4 sure is i am not going 4 the early year intake but the mid year 1 as constrains of family ....
but really 1 2 reenter the studying life as i really enjoyed the campus life...
talking bout this, really misses every1 from SYUC, especially ausmaties....
miss u all, but i sort of lost contact wif most ppl edi... but really hope 2 see everybody again,
also tis is the reason y i really looking 4ward 2 the trip 2 sibu...
can't wait 2 c u guys...lol...also a break from ny tiring scedhule here...
better get going edi.... mom should be nagging by now as i haven't go back 2 take dinner and its almost 10, also i am sort of tired edi
so bye bye...nites
really hope 2 get a gathering 2 meet everyone........
so really have alot of things to say as ihad many experince that i want to share and tell...
but i think i am currently short of the energy which i need 2 blog
as i had so many work load 4 the past 2 weeks,
thanks 2 the new maid who came late i had to take her place...
after a tiring day working at workshop during the day, back at night i am doing this and thatm
plus tuition classes wif my brotheres as their schooling started,
so i am really dead tired,
and really appreciate the hardwork the maids worked on as the work they do daily is not little but a lot, as my family is a big family, the clothes washing alone is a very tiring job,
and that is one of the jobs they have 2 do daily...
oso i had crashed a car while reversing my car,
luckily volvo was tough enough had nth but a few scratches at the bumper, while the wira which were parked there went kemik by 1 part, and got scolding from both parents...haihz...what a careless person i am.
other than this finally made a small decision on my further studies...
should be going 2 be mechatronics engineering,
place... not sure...as still applying...but hopefully UTAR or NTU,
but 1 thing 4 sure is i am not going 4 the early year intake but the mid year 1 as constrains of family ....
but really 1 2 reenter the studying life as i really enjoyed the campus life...
talking bout this, really misses every1 from SYUC, especially ausmaties....
miss u all, but i sort of lost contact wif most ppl edi... but really hope 2 see everybody again,
also tis is the reason y i really looking 4ward 2 the trip 2 sibu...
can't wait 2 c u guys...lol...also a break from ny tiring scedhule here...
better get going edi.... mom should be nagging by now as i haven't go back 2 take dinner and its almost 10, also i am sort of tired edi
so bye bye...nites
really hope 2 get a gathering 2 meet everyone........
Thursday, December 14, 2006
something i stole.... but really nice.....
this is sth i stole from my frens blog
but it is very maningful so i can't stop myself from sharing it wif everyone....
so sorry christine 4 grabbing it wifout permission...
喜欢一个人,是喜欢和他在一起,因他给的快乐;离开后,是会想念,想着想着就会笑,然后继续你平静的生活,并期待与他再次重逢...
爱一个人,是想和他在一起,因千肠挂肚的舍不得;离开后,也是想念,想着想着会叹气问说:"不知他现在过得怎样!",希望他早日回到你身边...
你喜欢的人,在你眼中是天使,无所不能,总会满足你任性的要求...
你爱的人,在你眼中是孩子,傻傻的,不期望他做什么,但一味地纵容他那些让人哭笑不得的举动...
你喜欢的人伤害了你,你会生气,并一定要他哄你,骗你,逗你笑,你才原谅他...
你爱的人伤害了你,你不会生气,只会独自伤心,偶尔忧伤笑着...
你可以同时喜欢很多人,想和他们在一起,但也许多年后你才发现,原来爱的人,只有他一个,怎么都不会变,你以为把他忘了,其实你只是忙得没空想起而已...
喜欢是和他讨论问题时争得面红耳赤,各不相让,像个刺猬一样从不认输,但早已默默地佩服他的才华...
爱是希望他和自己步调一致,心灵相通,无论他的哪一句话,都可左右自己的喜怒哀乐,在他面前的自己是从不设防的...
喜欢是在楼道里碰上他,愉快地和他打招呼,并简单寒暄几句,擦肩而过时像看见明媚阳光,心情无端好起来...
爱是在楼道里碰上他,脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情,但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气,于是忍不住回头望一眼...
喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩一起,心里有一点点疼,但很快就重新扬起笑脸...
爱是一场输不起的游戏,付出全部之后,留下的可能只是一道刻在心底的伤痕...
等等等...呵呵~!
喜欢是浅浅的爱,爱是深深的喜欢,深深的喜欢不一定会换来深深的喜欢,也可能只是换来浅浅的爱罢了...
love the last two line which she written which is true were we can't take it as a game...and what u give may get u sth not the equal of what u gave as return...
so try 2 appreciate if u r in one and not to be so down even if u r turned down or had ur heart shaterred...
but it is very maningful so i can't stop myself from sharing it wif everyone....
so sorry christine 4 grabbing it wifout permission...
喜欢一个人,是喜欢和他在一起,因他给的快乐;离开后,是会想念,想着想着就会笑,然后继续你平静的生活,并期待与他再次重逢...
爱一个人,是想和他在一起,因千肠挂肚的舍不得;离开后,也是想念,想着想着会叹气问说:"不知他现在过得怎样!",希望他早日回到你身边...
你喜欢的人,在你眼中是天使,无所不能,总会满足你任性的要求...
你爱的人,在你眼中是孩子,傻傻的,不期望他做什么,但一味地纵容他那些让人哭笑不得的举动...
你喜欢的人伤害了你,你会生气,并一定要他哄你,骗你,逗你笑,你才原谅他...
你爱的人伤害了你,你不会生气,只会独自伤心,偶尔忧伤笑着...
你可以同时喜欢很多人,想和他们在一起,但也许多年后你才发现,原来爱的人,只有他一个,怎么都不会变,你以为把他忘了,其实你只是忙得没空想起而已...
喜欢是和他讨论问题时争得面红耳赤,各不相让,像个刺猬一样从不认输,但早已默默地佩服他的才华...
爱是希望他和自己步调一致,心灵相通,无论他的哪一句话,都可左右自己的喜怒哀乐,在他面前的自己是从不设防的...
喜欢是在楼道里碰上他,愉快地和他打招呼,并简单寒暄几句,擦肩而过时像看见明媚阳光,心情无端好起来...
爱是在楼道里碰上他,脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情,但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气,于是忍不住回头望一眼...
喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩一起,心里有一点点疼,但很快就重新扬起笑脸...
爱是一场输不起的游戏,付出全部之后,留下的可能只是一道刻在心底的伤痕...
等等等...呵呵~!
喜欢是浅浅的爱,爱是深深的喜欢,深深的喜欢不一定会换来深深的喜欢,也可能只是换来浅浅的爱罢了...
love the last two line which she written which is true were we can't take it as a game...and what u give may get u sth not the equal of what u gave as return...
so try 2 appreciate if u r in one and not to be so down even if u r turned down or had ur heart shaterred...
long lost "twin" brother ......found...!?
ytd.... juz found out that i actually had a twin bro.....lol....
we hv quite similar situation but he is much better than me in person where he is a veri bright fella which can be the future nobel prize winner or sth great... i can guarantee.....
having quite simmilar intrest in games.... devil may cry n a few more.......lol....
n science where he hv great intrest n knowledge where mine mostly intrest....haihz...."chan qui"
oso he and i went through quite simillar exp....
sharing the same pain .... so we can say that we noe each other....(really?)
dunno ler.... but i do appreciate 2 hv a great fren like him ....
very reliable and oso can b funny 2.....enjoy spending wif him....
mayb i should b a gay as he suggested....!?.... nar... never.... i am not that kind neither do he....lol....
sos hope 2 see u soon.......dun 4get me ler.....
today ar... damn tiring ar....
finish work ay 11...thanks 2 a stupid car....
thought finish fixing the parts into the car after many effort where the time at then was 9 edi....
but i came out that the car couldn't start where we dunno why it cannot start as we never touch the relevant part....
then we were stuck wif the car.... tearing the car parts off 2 seek 4 the problem.....haihz...
after many trials and effort... finally..... its the small piece of box which controls the sparks into the engine where we actually change it with the new part where the owner brought....
it turn out that the part he brought was worst than the 1 he tried 2 change....
so at the end we use back the old part n all this took plenty of effort n time.... y so unlucky one...
oso than 2 this car i on9 so late i dun really see many ppl that i 1 2 chat wif....speciallly my twin bro...lol...as ytd had a great conversation wif him n still feel that its not enough....
n oso i came 2 a realise that i seems 2 addicted 2 msn edi.... die lor....
i am now like a "3 gu 6 po" cannot stop edi... die.... but it is oso because that this is the best way 2 chat wif frens tat i can't see edi as Ausmat end edi.....T.T
talking bout Ausmat... hv 2 start praying edi as result coming out at 27th....great christmas present...rite?
so lets hope that everyone who taken ausmat get good result....
including me....
talking bout christmas how would i celebrate christmas this year...? juz like always...not celebrating nstay at home facing tv ?
no idea.... lets wait 4 its arrival.... nitez.......
we hv quite similar situation but he is much better than me in person where he is a veri bright fella which can be the future nobel prize winner or sth great... i can guarantee.....
having quite simmilar intrest in games.... devil may cry n a few more.......lol....
n science where he hv great intrest n knowledge where mine mostly intrest....haihz...."chan qui"
oso he and i went through quite simillar exp....
sharing the same pain .... so we can say that we noe each other....(really?)
dunno ler.... but i do appreciate 2 hv a great fren like him ....
very reliable and oso can b funny 2.....enjoy spending wif him....
mayb i should b a gay as he suggested....!?.... nar... never.... i am not that kind neither do he....lol....
sos hope 2 see u soon.......dun 4get me ler.....
today ar... damn tiring ar....
finish work ay 11...thanks 2 a stupid car....
thought finish fixing the parts into the car after many effort where the time at then was 9 edi....
but i came out that the car couldn't start where we dunno why it cannot start as we never touch the relevant part....
then we were stuck wif the car.... tearing the car parts off 2 seek 4 the problem.....haihz...
after many trials and effort... finally..... its the small piece of box which controls the sparks into the engine where we actually change it with the new part where the owner brought....
it turn out that the part he brought was worst than the 1 he tried 2 change....
so at the end we use back the old part n all this took plenty of effort n time.... y so unlucky one...
oso than 2 this car i on9 so late i dun really see many ppl that i 1 2 chat wif....speciallly my twin bro...lol...as ytd had a great conversation wif him n still feel that its not enough....
n oso i came 2 a realise that i seems 2 addicted 2 msn edi.... die lor....
i am now like a "3 gu 6 po" cannot stop edi... die.... but it is oso because that this is the best way 2 chat wif frens tat i can't see edi as Ausmat end edi.....T.T
talking bout Ausmat... hv 2 start praying edi as result coming out at 27th....great christmas present...rite?
so lets hope that everyone who taken ausmat get good result....
including me....
talking bout christmas how would i celebrate christmas this year...? juz like always...not celebrating nstay at home facing tv ?
no idea.... lets wait 4 its arrival.... nitez.......
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Feeling of seperation.... haihz....now which 1 i should choose ?
looong time didn't post anything edi...
i am feeling a bit akward 4 me 2 blog.... felt so unfamilliar and strange...weird...
altough its oni a few days but i started 2 miss all the campus life and the days we spent together...
all the days we had together now are only able to be kept n stored in our memories,
giving us smiles at our face when we recall it....
sounds stupid rite...?
now currently helping at dads workshop learning alot of things, but hands are getting dirty(hands on experince...)
so many things wanted 2 say... but dunno what 2 say .....
i think i am going nutz edi... mind is thinking so many things...
where i should go, what i should study, should i study...?
haihz..........headache.......
i am now quite lost....+ quite emo as quite many thing had happened....
quite "fan" lar..... better 2 let work 2 keep my mind off these...
dunno lar.... also i came to realise that not everyting may go as planned or thought...
one must hv some other plan 2 back things up...
or else u may regret like me....lol...
ppl around me sees 2 hv very clear path 2 walk but i am now still walking around the bushes searching.... doubting at every step i made....
dunno lar....
anyway felt quite tired edi as worked 1 whole day...
really hope that can get 2 gather wif ausmaties soon...
also looking 4ward 4 the trip 2 sibu.... yay.....!!!!
i am feeling a bit akward 4 me 2 blog.... felt so unfamilliar and strange...weird...
altough its oni a few days but i started 2 miss all the campus life and the days we spent together...
all the days we had together now are only able to be kept n stored in our memories,
giving us smiles at our face when we recall it....
sounds stupid rite...?
now currently helping at dads workshop learning alot of things, but hands are getting dirty(hands on experince...)
so many things wanted 2 say... but dunno what 2 say .....
i think i am going nutz edi... mind is thinking so many things...
where i should go, what i should study, should i study...?
haihz..........headache.......
i am now quite lost....+ quite emo as quite many thing had happened....
quite "fan" lar..... better 2 let work 2 keep my mind off these...
dunno lar.... also i came to realise that not everyting may go as planned or thought...
one must hv some other plan 2 back things up...
or else u may regret like me....lol...
ppl around me sees 2 hv very clear path 2 walk but i am now still walking around the bushes searching.... doubting at every step i made....
dunno lar....
anyway felt quite tired edi as worked 1 whole day...
really hope that can get 2 gather wif ausmaties soon...
also looking 4ward 4 the trip 2 sibu.... yay.....!!!!
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
what a day.....wif the orphans....
today we went to the orphans house at klang and it was plain nice although slightly tired...
before this we were planning to hv a visit to rumah hope where i went b4 but the plan was changed as the home were left wif 2 kids....
when i listened 2 this news... the 1st thing in my mind was holy shit what 2 do....
calling like crazy and the end finally we r able to settle down at the srimarithan home....phiew....what a relief...
and also a coincidence, the other group, ee lin's also was hving trouble wif the original house they planned and end up 2 work under the same home today...
the 1st thing we reach there is that the god gave a grand entrance by cleaning us and the whole area with the heavy downpour... and all of us are soaked...(my feet still freezing,as i am still wearing the wet shoes...)
at 1st when we reach tere the 1st thing that came that i saw was the 3 babies....(yeoh....its damn cute and charming lar...) u wil feel like go and grab one of them n not 2 let go...
but its oso quite sad to say that the babies r quite pity as they were left at such early age, luckily they still hv a great home at there....
the kids there were wonderful and very sporting 2....but some of the elder 1 r really shy...
let me recall thekids name...
anthony.....the 1 which loook like the leader the head of the kids, eldest i think...
daniel..... a guy which is a little shy and still can play...
william .....the breakdancer!!!!WoW n he is like 5 years old leh...!!!!
david....future dota experts....
benjamin...the 1 who hides himself n dun 1 2 show but was forced by me to join in...."grin...lol"
john... the dictionary of jokes.....
michelle,joanna,peggy,sarah,unice"i dunno how 2 spell"....the cute small gurls...
but sarah was a little akwardas she was new n dunno how 2 blend in...
angel...just as her name the priceless small baby angel which r very very addorable....
christopher....the naughty one, running ere n there...
samuel.... cute kid which was loved by colin especially....
and the rest i really can't reacall....sori kids...but still i luv u all and spent a great afternoon wif u all although it is just a few hours....
and there was 1 accident that happened before anything started... angel fell down from the sofa and bumped her samll head...poor her...
also there is a kid where only kien lin can carry oni as other ppl try 2 cary the baby, he will cry...kien lin=natural father...lol!!!
when we started the 1st game the game was full of laughther and joy...
u guys should look at the expression of eelin and michelle when they are called out 4 the punishment...priceless...hahaha....
and then kean keet punishment is oso quite fun oso... if u 1 2 noe what happened...those who dunno please ask him... lol
anyway... while the 1st game was in process the chrismas tree were assembleed by a few guys at the back but i think none of us had experince setting up one so we were like going 4 trial n error and finally stil come up wif a tree.... yeah!!!
then the statue dance game which followed was in a chaos and at the end we played london bridge rojak version...
then i escaped from the home 2 bring lunch 4 the kids and came to realise that i sweated a lot and was freezing while waiting 4 the pizzas....
ya there is still a scene where richard was like a tree meant 4 the kids 2 climb where 3 ckids were hanging on his arm swinging...
after eating... i was hving quite some quality time with the "elder gang" of the kids n were sharring all the jokes and all of us was laughing like mad....
somemore they all still 1 2 pantang pantang when they trying 2 tell me as there is actually a few small kids beside us and the picture of that time was really funny....then richard,the bomb, came in which make the laughing stocks even more...
then we clean up everything and had the most important...group picture!!!yeepie...!!! and i get to take angel wif me in the photo...lucky...but still i doubt that i will look nice as there is many hands pressing on my head when the picture was taken...lol...dunno how many horns i will b hving?
then we all cleaned up and chiao but some of the kids dun 1 2 let us go n 1 us 2 stay back lol...
also they asked for our emails... hope that i can chat wif them soon...
anyway...while waiting 4 my mom 2 fetch us they were talking dota nonstop making me 2 feel akward n dunno what 2 do lar....haihz..."guai zai what 2 do"...syok sendiri...
really 1 2 put the pics into this blog n let u guys see lar...better get it from kelvin n teck hwa...
anyway...we then went back 2 campus and went 4 the boring m'sian studies
but sumthing seems 2 happened to sze ling when coming back... who noes?
hv 2 go edi mom called so bb.....
before this we were planning to hv a visit to rumah hope where i went b4 but the plan was changed as the home were left wif 2 kids....
when i listened 2 this news... the 1st thing in my mind was holy shit what 2 do....
calling like crazy and the end finally we r able to settle down at the srimarithan home....phiew....what a relief...
and also a coincidence, the other group, ee lin's also was hving trouble wif the original house they planned and end up 2 work under the same home today...
the 1st thing we reach there is that the god gave a grand entrance by cleaning us and the whole area with the heavy downpour... and all of us are soaked...(my feet still freezing,as i am still wearing the wet shoes...)
at 1st when we reach tere the 1st thing that came that i saw was the 3 babies....(yeoh....its damn cute and charming lar...) u wil feel like go and grab one of them n not 2 let go...
but its oso quite sad to say that the babies r quite pity as they were left at such early age, luckily they still hv a great home at there....
the kids there were wonderful and very sporting 2....but some of the elder 1 r really shy...
let me recall thekids name...
anthony.....the 1 which loook like the leader the head of the kids, eldest i think...
daniel..... a guy which is a little shy and still can play...
william .....the breakdancer!!!!WoW n he is like 5 years old leh...!!!!
david....future dota experts....
benjamin...the 1 who hides himself n dun 1 2 show but was forced by me to join in...."grin...lol"
john... the dictionary of jokes.....
michelle,joanna,peggy,sarah,unice"i dunno how 2 spell"....the cute small gurls...
but sarah was a little akwardas she was new n dunno how 2 blend in...
angel...just as her name the priceless small baby angel which r very very addorable....
christopher....the naughty one, running ere n there...
samuel.... cute kid which was loved by colin especially....
and the rest i really can't reacall....sori kids...but still i luv u all and spent a great afternoon wif u all although it is just a few hours....
and there was 1 accident that happened before anything started... angel fell down from the sofa and bumped her samll head...poor her...
also there is a kid where only kien lin can carry oni as other ppl try 2 cary the baby, he will cry...kien lin=natural father...lol!!!
when we started the 1st game the game was full of laughther and joy...
u guys should look at the expression of eelin and michelle when they are called out 4 the punishment...priceless...hahaha....
and then kean keet punishment is oso quite fun oso... if u 1 2 noe what happened...those who dunno please ask him... lol
anyway... while the 1st game was in process the chrismas tree were assembleed by a few guys at the back but i think none of us had experince setting up one so we were like going 4 trial n error and finally stil come up wif a tree.... yeah!!!
then the statue dance game which followed was in a chaos and at the end we played london bridge rojak version...
then i escaped from the home 2 bring lunch 4 the kids and came to realise that i sweated a lot and was freezing while waiting 4 the pizzas....
ya there is still a scene where richard was like a tree meant 4 the kids 2 climb where 3 ckids were hanging on his arm swinging...
after eating... i was hving quite some quality time with the "elder gang" of the kids n were sharring all the jokes and all of us was laughing like mad....
somemore they all still 1 2 pantang pantang when they trying 2 tell me as there is actually a few small kids beside us and the picture of that time was really funny....then richard,the bomb, came in which make the laughing stocks even more...
then we clean up everything and had the most important...group picture!!!yeepie...!!! and i get to take angel wif me in the photo...lucky...but still i doubt that i will look nice as there is many hands pressing on my head when the picture was taken...lol...dunno how many horns i will b hving?
then we all cleaned up and chiao but some of the kids dun 1 2 let us go n 1 us 2 stay back lol...
also they asked for our emails... hope that i can chat wif them soon...
anyway...while waiting 4 my mom 2 fetch us they were talking dota nonstop making me 2 feel akward n dunno what 2 do lar....haihz..."guai zai what 2 do"...syok sendiri...
really 1 2 put the pics into this blog n let u guys see lar...better get it from kelvin n teck hwa...
anyway...we then went back 2 campus and went 4 the boring m'sian studies
but sumthing seems 2 happened to sze ling when coming back... who noes?
hv 2 go edi mom called so bb.....
Monday, November 13, 2006
Aura or should i say colours?
| Your Aura is Red |
 You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon |
love or like?
how do u feel and think about love & like...?
how do u diffrentate between this 2 similliar items?
what do u call love?
what do u call like?
what is the difference?
how can u tell u juz feel comfy and like to be wif sum1 and not in love?
and how do u noe u fell in love with him/her...?
can u tell? juz 1 2 noe what u all think... so ploease leave a comment about ur thoughts and share it... thanks...
how do u diffrentate between this 2 similliar items?
what do u call love?
what do u call like?
what is the difference?
how can u tell u juz feel comfy and like to be wif sum1 and not in love?
and how do u noe u fell in love with him/her...?
can u tell? juz 1 2 noe what u all think... so ploease leave a comment about ur thoughts and share it... thanks...
mixed and twisted feeling....hard to describe verbally...
so long didn't blog edi as the exam was forcing me not to blog but study study study
finally i felt relieved that i finished the exam,
but worried in the other hand as i felt that i don't really done much for TEE but fooled around,
also feeling very down as this is the 1st time i had quarrel *sort of very serious*
as i never tried the situation where she try not to talk to me and neglect me ...
and this is continuing for 1 week edi and nothing seems to get better only worst...
all this starts just because of the lost of a small camera memory card where her pic that she took from china which were inside of it were lost...
how much stupider and dumb i can be...?
my mom said i am the worst kind of people the least responssible, useless, not to be trusted man is me but the ppl outside said that i am total reverse where i am helpful and trusted? am i?
since then she dun really spoken to me and sort of blamming everything i do, where everything i do is wrong and none of it seems to be right making me feeling very depressed and not feeling to do anything as i had the idea that i will screw everything again if i go and did sth..
i really dunno how to handle this...
who is true? is my frens trying to comfort me with what they compimented about me or they meant it?
i felt really lost and really lonely and confused...
now where TEE finished and decision of further studies hv 2 be make quick was another burden 4 me but i was so effected i doubt in myself weteher i should go on and study of juz give up?
all this is making doubting a bout myself wether i am capable? or am i juz a useless piece of shit?
now i sort of feeeling worst that i finished TEE...sort of stupid rite..?
the holiday i am hving now is not so comfy and i really hope that it end soon and i am able to see all the frens and 4et about all this or else i will be nuts sooner or later(am i too 'kua zhang")
felt better after spitting all this out at ere...dun worry bout me as i juz 1 2 get sth to take out all this unpleasent feeling....
really hope all this end soon and back to a normal, simple life.......(feeling really childish now....hahaha!!!)
finally i felt relieved that i finished the exam,
but worried in the other hand as i felt that i don't really done much for TEE but fooled around,
also feeling very down as this is the 1st time i had quarrel *sort of very serious*
as i never tried the situation where she try not to talk to me and neglect me ...
and this is continuing for 1 week edi and nothing seems to get better only worst...
all this starts just because of the lost of a small camera memory card where her pic that she took from china which were inside of it were lost...
how much stupider and dumb i can be...?
my mom said i am the worst kind of people the least responssible, useless, not to be trusted man is me but the ppl outside said that i am total reverse where i am helpful and trusted? am i?
since then she dun really spoken to me and sort of blamming everything i do, where everything i do is wrong and none of it seems to be right making me feeling very depressed and not feeling to do anything as i had the idea that i will screw everything again if i go and did sth..
i really dunno how to handle this...
who is true? is my frens trying to comfort me with what they compimented about me or they meant it?
i felt really lost and really lonely and confused...
now where TEE finished and decision of further studies hv 2 be make quick was another burden 4 me but i was so effected i doubt in myself weteher i should go on and study of juz give up?
all this is making doubting a bout myself wether i am capable? or am i juz a useless piece of shit?
now i sort of feeeling worst that i finished TEE...sort of stupid rite..?
the holiday i am hving now is not so comfy and i really hope that it end soon and i am able to see all the frens and 4et about all this or else i will be nuts sooner or later(am i too 'kua zhang")
felt better after spitting all this out at ere...dun worry bout me as i juz 1 2 get sth to take out all this unpleasent feeling....
really hope all this end soon and back to a normal, simple life.......(feeling really childish now....hahaha!!!)
Friday, October 27, 2006
ass hurts...
wah... my buttock is damn sore as i had 2 bring my youngest brother on bicycle
going up and down the hill of "bukit cahaya" or sth like that and my yongest bro is not light...!
but u i think "bukit celaka" suits it better as so unlucky many thing happen 4 juz a short 3 hour ride there...
my 2nd bro was flung off the bike as he tried 2 corner at a high speed after coming down a slope,
and my 3rd bro was having both his black as his bike's chain kept falling off,
and the last brother tripped down on the road as he was walking,
and the worst was my mom,
trying to avoid and not to crash my 5th bro who stop suddenly when going down a slope,
she fell down the bike with her face 1st!!!*ouch*
i was damn worried and checked on her a.s.a.p,
luckily she was not injured badly but juz a small scratch on the nose and arms plus a patch of ateries are visible on her forehead but not bleeding... not to mention that she had injuries at her knee where i can't really see as she was wearing long jeans...
i went to get help and asked my mom to take a ride on the forest rangers car but she turned it down when the youngest brother insisted not to take the ride with her and wanted to stay and with me...
i was very mad at him at 1st as he made mom not able to take the ride and she had to ride with us back 2 the entrance... but i then forgot as the worries surpasses my anger where i worried bout mom injuries...
however she was fine and cycled back 2 the entrance at the end...
what a cycling experince which there is not much fun but many scary and shocking incident...
and i was very impressed by my mom that she still tolerate with my bro although she was injured... this should be what we call the power of motherly love...
also after the riding i saw my frens blog which were talking about a people characteristic... and i felt that i had simmilarities wif that guy and it maybe me who noes?
however, i was having an oddly felling where i was strip naked as many of it i think it is true and it also make me think am i really like that?
it really made me think...even if it wasn't me but it really taught me sth... thanks...
better get my sore butt off this chair and back 2 study... ciao...!
going up and down the hill of "bukit cahaya" or sth like that and my yongest bro is not light...!
but u i think "bukit celaka" suits it better as so unlucky many thing happen 4 juz a short 3 hour ride there...
my 2nd bro was flung off the bike as he tried 2 corner at a high speed after coming down a slope,
and my 3rd bro was having both his black as his bike's chain kept falling off,
and the last brother tripped down on the road as he was walking,
and the worst was my mom,
trying to avoid and not to crash my 5th bro who stop suddenly when going down a slope,
she fell down the bike with her face 1st!!!*ouch*
i was damn worried and checked on her a.s.a.p,
luckily she was not injured badly but juz a small scratch on the nose and arms plus a patch of ateries are visible on her forehead but not bleeding... not to mention that she had injuries at her knee where i can't really see as she was wearing long jeans...
i went to get help and asked my mom to take a ride on the forest rangers car but she turned it down when the youngest brother insisted not to take the ride with her and wanted to stay and with me...
i was very mad at him at 1st as he made mom not able to take the ride and she had to ride with us back 2 the entrance... but i then forgot as the worries surpasses my anger where i worried bout mom injuries...
however she was fine and cycled back 2 the entrance at the end...
what a cycling experince which there is not much fun but many scary and shocking incident...
and i was very impressed by my mom that she still tolerate with my bro although she was injured... this should be what we call the power of motherly love...
also after the riding i saw my frens blog which were talking about a people characteristic... and i felt that i had simmilarities wif that guy and it maybe me who noes?
however, i was having an oddly felling where i was strip naked as many of it i think it is true and it also make me think am i really like that?
it really made me think...even if it wasn't me but it really taught me sth... thanks...
better get my sore butt off this chair and back 2 study... ciao...!
Thursday, October 26, 2006
What a way 2 spend the holiday....doing nothing at all....
hey hey.... broke my promise and came on9,
but i juz 1 2 make a short entry before i go back to study.....(tired)
juz finished babaysitting brothers as parent went off to vacation at china...
but i actually have done except getting them food and make sure they dun fight...
the rest was the job of the powerful master...~PS2~...hahaha
and i was juz sleeping and t.v.ing the whole 5 days without touching anything on studies...
i am going 2 suffer for the coming TEE...i noe....but who cam i blame? me...!
now i am rushing like mad cow edi....
but at the 5 days i oso did sth meaningful...but doesn't really succeded back then but at least i accomplished it today...felt so nice to see her being happy...
also i finish the puzzle that wu jun gave me...but 6 were MISSING!!!! T.T....
all the hardwork....haihz... better get going lor....
back 2 studies....frens calling edi...
but i juz 1 2 make a short entry before i go back to study.....(tired)
juz finished babaysitting brothers as parent went off to vacation at china...
but i actually have done except getting them food and make sure they dun fight...
the rest was the job of the powerful master...~PS2~...hahaha
and i was juz sleeping and t.v.ing the whole 5 days without touching anything on studies...
i am going 2 suffer for the coming TEE...i noe....but who cam i blame? me...!
now i am rushing like mad cow edi....
but at the 5 days i oso did sth meaningful...but doesn't really succeded back then but at least i accomplished it today...felt so nice to see her being happy...
also i finish the puzzle that wu jun gave me...but 6 were MISSING!!!! T.T....
all the hardwork....haihz... better get going lor....
back 2 studies....frens calling edi...
Friday, October 13, 2006
cute puppies....
guess what....?
my home took in two dogs 1 month ago.... and now both of them are pregnant and gave birth to 7 cute puppies....
although we dunno who the 'father' is.... (where both of them can go out from the house through the gates as we let them to move freely in n out to let them to make 'discharge' outside the home...)
my brother were very excited and suggest that each of us take 1 to take care.... and i think it is kind of nuts 2 hv 9 dogs at home....? what is the further action going to be taken ..? no idea but it is really nice to see the cute puppies... but we were not able totouch them yet as their mom is guarding them from us as the puppies eyes are not even open yet....
so i can only wait patiently 4 the puppies 2 grow old enough then oni can play wif them....
juz can't wait to get my hands on 1 of them as i always felt so nice 2 look at the puppies pic in the email and now i hv my chance to play wif it.... juz can't wait.... better get prepared as the drama is going to be show soon...will tell u all how was it later but after that i doubt i will hv any entry for quite a time as TEE is coming... hv 2 study....
oh ya .... i really enjoyed the badminton game yesterday guys,
(although i played badly...)thanks 4 inviting me 2 the game yesterday.....
had a great day.....
my home took in two dogs 1 month ago.... and now both of them are pregnant and gave birth to 7 cute puppies....
although we dunno who the 'father' is.... (where both of them can go out from the house through the gates as we let them to move freely in n out to let them to make 'discharge' outside the home...)
my brother were very excited and suggest that each of us take 1 to take care.... and i think it is kind of nuts 2 hv 9 dogs at home....? what is the further action going to be taken ..? no idea but it is really nice to see the cute puppies... but we were not able totouch them yet as their mom is guarding them from us as the puppies eyes are not even open yet....
so i can only wait patiently 4 the puppies 2 grow old enough then oni can play wif them....
juz can't wait to get my hands on 1 of them as i always felt so nice 2 look at the puppies pic in the email and now i hv my chance to play wif it.... juz can't wait.... better get prepared as the drama is going to be show soon...will tell u all how was it later but after that i doubt i will hv any entry for quite a time as TEE is coming... hv 2 study....
oh ya .... i really enjoyed the badminton game yesterday guys,
(although i played badly...)thanks 4 inviting me 2 the game yesterday.....
had a great day.....
Year End......The time for seperation and 2 make choices......
end of the year is coming and this also means hv 2 be seperated again from frens,
and face the judgement from the exam papers, but what hurt me worst is 2 be seperated from frens, i really hate this feeling and ausmat 2 be so short...
juz as i got closer and noe all the frens a bit better we have 2 leave......
hate it when i come 2 think of it...
the feeling of emptiness and lonliness will be covering me from top to bottom as i am not with frens...
and i dunno why i feel so helpless and restless....
i miss the life of staying together for 6 years when i was in primary and hving close feeling wif each other...
also i feel so lost as i hv 2 make choices of life and planning for further studies which i obviously had not done any...
i am so lost... i want guidance but from who.... i am the 1 who should be the 1 who know myself the best and what suits me the best
but i really dunno and hv no idea of what i should do... i really hate myself to be so doubtful not daring to take a further step and to face the unknowns....(what a coward...)
i felt so useless....
what is my dream? an engineener? inventor? am i able to do it? or am i going to just continue the family business... i am so "fan" ar!!!!!
the oni thing i should do now is to just focus on studies 4 the coming TEE and forget bout this temporarily and think about it after TEE......but will it be too late?
sooner or later i am going to be mad i tell u...(hahaha....Muahahaha.....)
in short......... i hate end of the year but i do appreciate it as i grow everytime i hv 2 face the challanges, pain, sweet memories, everything the end of the year bring to me....
i really will miss all ausmat march intakes and i really didn't want to leave so soon....
i really enjoy ausmat not because of the studies but u all....
and face the judgement from the exam papers, but what hurt me worst is 2 be seperated from frens, i really hate this feeling and ausmat 2 be so short...
juz as i got closer and noe all the frens a bit better we have 2 leave......
hate it when i come 2 think of it...
the feeling of emptiness and lonliness will be covering me from top to bottom as i am not with frens...
and i dunno why i feel so helpless and restless....
i miss the life of staying together for 6 years when i was in primary and hving close feeling wif each other...
also i feel so lost as i hv 2 make choices of life and planning for further studies which i obviously had not done any...
i am so lost... i want guidance but from who.... i am the 1 who should be the 1 who know myself the best and what suits me the best
but i really dunno and hv no idea of what i should do... i really hate myself to be so doubtful not daring to take a further step and to face the unknowns....(what a coward...)
i felt so useless....
what is my dream? an engineener? inventor? am i able to do it? or am i going to just continue the family business... i am so "fan" ar!!!!!
the oni thing i should do now is to just focus on studies 4 the coming TEE and forget bout this temporarily and think about it after TEE......but will it be too late?
sooner or later i am going to be mad i tell u...(hahaha....Muahahaha.....)
in short......... i hate end of the year but i do appreciate it as i grow everytime i hv 2 face the challanges, pain, sweet memories, everything the end of the year bring to me....
i really will miss all ausmat march intakes and i really didn't want to leave so soon....
i really enjoy ausmat not because of the studies but u all....
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
tired tired tired.....
walau...tired of blogging leh.... 3rd entry in 1 day........
nevermind must learn from gary.....
this few days was the continuos day of working 4 me as from mooncake festival night continued with gary promo tour and now cousin sis wedding...
i had to help out to move all the tables and chair in my cousin's wed as soon as i arrived for the party
my uncle ordered me as soon he sees me... haihz...
that day i never reall had the chance to eat properly as i was moving ere and there and didn't hv the chance 2 warm up my seat....
also on the next day i was the photographer for them really really tiring leh....
i am now relly worn out and now currently i have somemore dance practices 2 attend as this coming saturday is the big day...
walau...should i take a break...? yup i think so...
but i really appreciate that i filled my holiday time to the max i think...(although not on
studies.... where this reminds me of coming TEE and Mock result coming....haihz)
i really don't want to finish this course lar as i haven't really made any decision on my further studies and do not want 2 be seperated wif my frens now which i juz get to know them more...
really "mm seh tak " lar....
ireally hope that time would slow down and let us to have more time together as i really enjoy the campus life....
but i know i hv 2 be rational as time wait 4 no one and i better start planning my future or i may regret 1 day...
who knows....?
juz hope that everyone i noe will not forget me at and also i wouldn't forget u guys at the future...
really tired edi so this should be it ...so see u guys and hope we can always keep in touch...
nevermind must learn from gary.....
this few days was the continuos day of working 4 me as from mooncake festival night continued with gary promo tour and now cousin sis wedding...
i had to help out to move all the tables and chair in my cousin's wed as soon as i arrived for the party
my uncle ordered me as soon he sees me... haihz...
that day i never reall had the chance to eat properly as i was moving ere and there and didn't hv the chance 2 warm up my seat....
also on the next day i was the photographer for them really really tiring leh....
i am now relly worn out and now currently i have somemore dance practices 2 attend as this coming saturday is the big day...
walau...should i take a break...? yup i think so...
but i really appreciate that i filled my holiday time to the max i think...(although not on
studies.... where this reminds me of coming TEE and Mock result coming....haihz)
i really don't want to finish this course lar as i haven't really made any decision on my further studies and do not want 2 be seperated wif my frens now which i juz get to know them more...
really "mm seh tak " lar....
ireally hope that time would slow down and let us to have more time together as i really enjoy the campus life....
but i know i hv 2 be rational as time wait 4 no one and i better start planning my future or i may regret 1 day...
who knows....?
juz hope that everyone i noe will not forget me at and also i wouldn't forget u guys at the future...
really tired edi so this should be it ...so see u guys and hope we can always keep in touch...
Monday, September 25, 2006
A day with celebrity.....nice...
on saturday.... i skipped martial arts and dance class juz to be the assistant 4 Gary Yap(the 8TV VJ)
that day when i 1st met him oni one thing....TALL.....
but he is a really friendly nice sweet guy...
we were rushing down 2 JB at the early morning with wu jun and another 2 reporter(Yong Zhi And Kiwi) (or sophia by now?) we were the feqw lucky ones to get Gary to be our Ahmad(driver)hahaha....
nice guy gary as i mentioned juz now was very considerate that he bought us drinks before we started the journey not to mention he belanja us breakfast 2......
the journey was started with acoompanies of the noise of the wind which caused by the damaged rubber of gary's new car...
we tried 2 fixed it with tissue and we had succedded
at the journey down 2 JB i was the talkative 1 and shared the cold jokes that sze ling and zi hang taught me and we laughed like mad...
we also talk bout the ghost stories experinces we heard b4...
that day was quite exciting and new to me not to mention blur also as i hv no idea what i hv 2 do 2 be an assistance...
i oni help out carry things and help to drive off unnessecary ppl away from gary...
i had enjoyed great food from the neway karaoke gathering.... it was juz nice....
also had to sell his CD near the stage as the distributour didn't distribute his album at JB....
and i was impresseed by him as he had a fan club of his own after such a short time...
anyway met even more atrtist from singapore which is his fens who came to support him...
we were juz like a short 3 hours at JB and rushed back 2 KL 4 another performance he is in...
at the journey back, the noise caused by the wind was gone but there was another source of noise( my snores...so embarrasing) they told me after that i was awake.....
very impressed of his hardworking attitude and came to realise it is not easy to be an artist...
he went JB juz for a karaoke gathering and a short stage performance and he had 2 rush back edi 4 another...as he finished everything.... he was really tired and sore untill u can see his eyes turn red leh....
i felt pity for him and still on the early of next morning he is going to hv a drama series 2 shoot...
i was saluting 2 him as he was really really "pok" for his carrer and published his own album all by himself...
despite this... lets talk bad bout him leh...(evil grin...)
i realised ar that gary had 2 practice more on his dance step... not to say i am talking bad bout him... juz i think he need 2 learn more to strenghthen his abillity in his carreer...
now after socialised wif him for a whole day... i came to rea;ised that artisit is not what i had imagined and was a much tougher than i thought.
know 2 new frens that day and still finding their mail add at home...(dunno where i left it..=.=!!!)
he also gave me an album of his and a poster wif his signature leh...!(actually this is what i insisted as he actually want 2 give me money as wages)
now the only thing i can do is to wish that gary can have a very succesful carreer and may he get more breaks to rest himself fully before he work himself out...
So GOOD LUCK 2 U GARY.... may ur album sell as good as jays hahaha.....
that day when i 1st met him oni one thing....TALL.....
but he is a really friendly nice sweet guy...
we were rushing down 2 JB at the early morning with wu jun and another 2 reporter(Yong Zhi And Kiwi) (or sophia by now?) we were the feqw lucky ones to get Gary to be our Ahmad(driver)hahaha....
nice guy gary as i mentioned juz now was very considerate that he bought us drinks before we started the journey not to mention he belanja us breakfast 2......
the journey was started with acoompanies of the noise of the wind which caused by the damaged rubber of gary's new car...
we tried 2 fixed it with tissue and we had succedded
at the journey down 2 JB i was the talkative 1 and shared the cold jokes that sze ling and zi hang taught me and we laughed like mad...
we also talk bout the ghost stories experinces we heard b4...
that day was quite exciting and new to me not to mention blur also as i hv no idea what i hv 2 do 2 be an assistance...
i oni help out carry things and help to drive off unnessecary ppl away from gary...
i had enjoyed great food from the neway karaoke gathering.... it was juz nice....
also had to sell his CD near the stage as the distributour didn't distribute his album at JB....
and i was impresseed by him as he had a fan club of his own after such a short time...
anyway met even more atrtist from singapore which is his fens who came to support him...
we were juz like a short 3 hours at JB and rushed back 2 KL 4 another performance he is in...
at the journey back, the noise caused by the wind was gone but there was another source of noise( my snores...so embarrasing) they told me after that i was awake.....
very impressed of his hardworking attitude and came to realise it is not easy to be an artist...
he went JB juz for a karaoke gathering and a short stage performance and he had 2 rush back edi 4 another...as he finished everything.... he was really tired and sore untill u can see his eyes turn red leh....
i felt pity for him and still on the early of next morning he is going to hv a drama series 2 shoot...
i was saluting 2 him as he was really really "pok" for his carrer and published his own album all by himself...
despite this... lets talk bad bout him leh...(evil grin...)
i realised ar that gary had 2 practice more on his dance step... not to say i am talking bad bout him... juz i think he need 2 learn more to strenghthen his abillity in his carreer...
now after socialised wif him for a whole day... i came to rea;ised that artisit is not what i had imagined and was a much tougher than i thought.
know 2 new frens that day and still finding their mail add at home...(dunno where i left it..=.=!!!)
he also gave me an album of his and a poster wif his signature leh...!(actually this is what i insisted as he actually want 2 give me money as wages)
now the only thing i can do is to wish that gary can have a very succesful carreer and may he get more breaks to rest himself fully before he work himself out...
So GOOD LUCK 2 U GARY.... may ur album sell as good as jays hahaha.....
finish exam + Moon cake festival = busy day
wah.... so long didn't make an entry edi leh....
thanx 2 the mock exam....
but thanx 2 it oso now i am having one week holiday...yeah...!
but after the exam i had not really rested as i had many things and projects 2 work on
it was damn tiring but the result had washed off all the sweat and pain....
at friday where i started 2 build the biggest lantern in the campus...
i panicked as didn't noe what 2 do...
i never builded one and went through many trials n error n finally succeded 2 build the main frame with the help of mom...
it was easy as the main frame was done where i juz need 2 extend the frame and make the shape out with wires...
but there is also some tedious part like pasting the glass paper was quite a hard work as i had 2 do it piece by piece and it was really tiring....
had 2 work on it from morning till evening 4 2 whole days leh....
but all was forgotten when i saw the result and also get compliments from fren.....
at that same evening on saturday...
i was rushing like mad ere and there as i forgot 2bring this and that for that event...
i went home n came back 2 campus with the things i forgot 2 bring i was relived....
but trouble starts again as i wore the sandals instead of the shoe when i was leaving...
die...
i can only wait 4 my mom to bring it 4 me when she fetch my bros to the campus...
that nite i was like nuts as i ran here and there through out the whole event...
and when decorating the whole event it was juz plain stress as everyone was rushing like mad as the event was going 2 start...
also because of this i didn't have the chance 2 look at the drama....T.T(i really looked 4wrd 2 it)
that night was just nice but i think i had done a few mistake as i took the place of the original mc and talk through out the event...
so i here say sorry for taking ur job that night...
but i must admit that i crapped a lot that night and did a ok job 4 m.c.ing
and i performed a dance that night and it was better than i expected as i thought of that i might do more mistake while performing...
juz glad the girls showed up in time also or else i would be in a lot of trouble....
but while performing, my leg started 2 cramp a little edi (think it is because of running the whole day gua)
i still manage 2 perform all with few mistake that i manage 2 escape with...
we were lucky that night as we had fireworks that night on sunway lagoon but 4 what reason i dunno...
but i take advantage and said it was prepared by the society but i was "cheh"ed...T.T(hahaha)
in short it was a busy and tiring but enjoyable and fun as i met my frens and had fun wif them...
oh ya.... 4 those who came please don't be jealous about the lucky drawas my brother won 3 of it hahahaha... actually i done something on the box hahaha... (joking...it was juz pure luck and coincidence)
btw... also had 2 thank wu jun 4 fetching me home that night...(thank you!)
also those who came 1 2 give comments please do as i 1 2 noe wether u all enjoyed the nite or not...
better stop ere or else it will be another really long entry....
thanx 2 the mock exam....
but thanx 2 it oso now i am having one week holiday...yeah...!
but after the exam i had not really rested as i had many things and projects 2 work on
it was damn tiring but the result had washed off all the sweat and pain....
at friday where i started 2 build the biggest lantern in the campus...
i panicked as didn't noe what 2 do...
i never builded one and went through many trials n error n finally succeded 2 build the main frame with the help of mom...
it was easy as the main frame was done where i juz need 2 extend the frame and make the shape out with wires...
but there is also some tedious part like pasting the glass paper was quite a hard work as i had 2 do it piece by piece and it was really tiring....
had 2 work on it from morning till evening 4 2 whole days leh....
but all was forgotten when i saw the result and also get compliments from fren.....
at that same evening on saturday...
i was rushing like mad ere and there as i forgot 2bring this and that for that event...
i went home n came back 2 campus with the things i forgot 2 bring i was relived....
but trouble starts again as i wore the sandals instead of the shoe when i was leaving...
die...
i can only wait 4 my mom to bring it 4 me when she fetch my bros to the campus...
that nite i was like nuts as i ran here and there through out the whole event...
and when decorating the whole event it was juz plain stress as everyone was rushing like mad as the event was going 2 start...
also because of this i didn't have the chance 2 look at the drama....T.T(i really looked 4wrd 2 it)
that night was just nice but i think i had done a few mistake as i took the place of the original mc and talk through out the event...
so i here say sorry for taking ur job that night...
but i must admit that i crapped a lot that night and did a ok job 4 m.c.ing
and i performed a dance that night and it was better than i expected as i thought of that i might do more mistake while performing...
juz glad the girls showed up in time also or else i would be in a lot of trouble....
but while performing, my leg started 2 cramp a little edi (think it is because of running the whole day gua)
i still manage 2 perform all with few mistake that i manage 2 escape with...
we were lucky that night as we had fireworks that night on sunway lagoon but 4 what reason i dunno...
but i take advantage and said it was prepared by the society but i was "cheh"ed...T.T(hahaha)
in short it was a busy and tiring but enjoyable and fun as i met my frens and had fun wif them...
oh ya.... 4 those who came please don't be jealous about the lucky drawas my brother won 3 of it hahahaha... actually i done something on the box hahaha... (joking...it was juz pure luck and coincidence)
btw... also had 2 thank wu jun 4 fetching me home that night...(thank you!)
also those who came 1 2 give comments please do as i 1 2 noe wether u all enjoyed the nite or not...
better stop ere or else it will be another really long entry....
Friday, September 01, 2006
plain birthday 2006......
yesterday birthday was juz like nth but a normal they wif extra cake on the day,
no one felt really excited bout it including me,
but the most enjoyable part is to recieve wishing from frens,
so i want to thank you all again who wished me!
"thank you","arigatou","grassiass","terima kasih","xie xie","gam sia",do zheh"...etc
but the funny thing bout my birthday yesterday is that i oni blow the candle around 11.55pm,
where 5 more mins b4 my birthday ends.....
the merdeka eve where i went 4 the ambang merdeka,
wif william they all where that day i was stuck outside wif food
where foods are not allowed to enter but i managed to sneak it in....*evil grin...*
the performance were ok ok oni lor, but the so call "Bangla" dance is damn chun....!
n i enjoyed the song "pernah"
& a song wif a chorus of "over the mountain, deeper than sea"(dunno the name)
last but not least the fireworks...! (it was just plain beautiful)
but the oni dissapointed part is where i didn't meet her or else i edi told her my feelings....
and it would be such a nice timing but it didn't,
so stop dreaming and start working...
at that nite i didn't get what i wanted but i got sth else,
sth i felt disgusted, where a sms saying that a gurl is kidnapped,
what is this girl becoming? its becoming so horrible...
so ppl please be careful when outside, and dun be alone
(sounds like a old man babbling huh?) but i am serious...
please be careful as ppl nowadays do anything....
humanity and morality are fading fast ...
better get going...
mom's ere...
no one felt really excited bout it including me,
but the most enjoyable part is to recieve wishing from frens,
so i want to thank you all again who wished me!
"thank you","arigatou","grassiass","terima kasih","xie xie","gam sia",do zheh"...etc
but the funny thing bout my birthday yesterday is that i oni blow the candle around 11.55pm,
where 5 more mins b4 my birthday ends.....
the merdeka eve where i went 4 the ambang merdeka,
wif william they all where that day i was stuck outside wif food
where foods are not allowed to enter but i managed to sneak it in....*evil grin...*
the performance were ok ok oni lor, but the so call "Bangla" dance is damn chun....!
n i enjoyed the song "pernah"
& a song wif a chorus of "over the mountain, deeper than sea"(dunno the name)
last but not least the fireworks...! (it was just plain beautiful)
but the oni dissapointed part is where i didn't meet her or else i edi told her my feelings....
and it would be such a nice timing but it didn't,
so stop dreaming and start working...
at that nite i didn't get what i wanted but i got sth else,
sth i felt disgusted, where a sms saying that a gurl is kidnapped,
what is this girl becoming? its becoming so horrible...
so ppl please be careful when outside, and dun be alone
(sounds like a old man babbling huh?) but i am serious...
please be careful as ppl nowadays do anything....
humanity and morality are fading fast ...
better get going...
mom's ere...
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