so many things happened....

Walau... was so freaking busy till i don't really have the time to blog... so many things to tell as there is so many things that i went through....

Within one week time i think i edi flung 2 paper, SHIT....and am going 2 be in deep shit for this...

then is the part where i went to zoo for the volunteery work last sunday is the part that is the fun and memorable part. It was awesome and much better than paying for your tickets to get to view the zoo. As a volunteer, we have 2 do some work for some time, but after that everything worth it. As we get to see so many behind the scenes things and get so close with the animals. At first i was hoping i can be assigned to the mammals but i was assigned to the creepy reptile world. And as we walked in, we saw so many snakes in the staff room. All in their own cage ler definitely.Big to small long to short, you name it u get it. Then, after that we were split into 3 groups and i were in the group to clean the place of a fella named water monitor.It was not easy getting in as there is no door into the cage, we need to use a ladder to climb down into their 'residential area'. The main task was to clean the place, where means we have to gather the dried leaves and clean the dirt at the drain there. Sriram, my senior and i was the who fella who did the hard core job where we practically were scooping pile of dirt with the smell of their 'discharge', while su ying was the main cleaner on land. The dirt was not friendly and i was glad with my decision of changing into the boots provided to us as my white who would have been gone . Sriram was feeling the same too..

While we were working, i was wondering where is this water monitor fella as i don't see them anywhere when i got into their home. The zoo keeper told us that there are 2 of them in the cage and told us that these fella are very cowardly fellas therefore not to worry that they will attack us and juz ask us to be steady and not to scare ourselves when it try to run away from us as they are more scare of us compared to how we are scared of them. I only found 1 of them lying at the lower part of the trees sleeping or observing us from there when we were cleaning. Didn't even moved a muscle and laid there all the time. Was a bit shocked when i found him as i saw him accidentally when i was cleaning. Then, as what normal human would do, we remain a distance from the fella. Yet, we were wondering where is the other one as we found one edi. around 60% work done, Sriram found the second one where it is sleeping soundly in the pond.

After the, great hardwork 1, we get a 15 min break and moving to our second task. I was astonished to see the resident of the 2nd cage as it was the giant tortoise and they are huge, very huge; very old too.They are the 2nd largest species of the tortoise in the world. We were so excited to see them at 1st as its different form the 1st job where we dun dare to get near the water monitor; tortoise was hugged n rubbed by us as we reached there. We bathed them and polished their shell with cooking oil, yes cooking oil, to make their shell look sparkling clean. During the bath, one of the macho male tortoise was making poo fresh in front of sriram and the expression of sriram was priceless looking at those eyes popping out when he saw.
I missed the scene as i was working at the front of the tortoise back then. We then swept the dry leaves n collected the poos and it was many of them lying here n there. gladly, no one accidentally stepped on them, the poos. Also, we can conclude that the male tortoise is a food picker as they eat only the sweet food like banana, papaya, and carrot. When i bring the cabbage to their mouth, they shut it tight ,not opening it. They open the mouth again when u bring the sweet food again to them.However the female was very obedient and ate everything we gave her including veggie slowly. The other 3 males were eating aggressively n rushing on their food as they like take 2 big bites and everything finished. The female takes small bites. Thanks to the aggresive males, he bit one of my fingers and i was lucky to get it out quick, couldn't imagine what happened if i let it chew. He might break my finger as they do eat crabs , written in the intro poster. We did some cam whoring there but i haven't get my hands on the pic from my frens. Will try to get it ASAP.

Thats it. All the work done. and we get to a back door tour in the zoo, as we get to see so many animals and fed them.We were so close to a giraffe, zebra,antelope so many more... we get to play with the snake - the python, she is a tame snake so it was practically harmless like the snake we normally see used as the decorative in photo shooting. dunno what to say... i will let the pic do the rest of talking and will get it ASAP.

on the road back, the buss met with a slight collision with a Wira where the Wira tried to overtake the bus from the left as the bus was moving towards its own lane, the left lane. The bus driver juz go on after the minor collision without thinking of stopping as we can't stop in a small road like that. Then, the wira which were caught up to the front of the bus and stopped in the middle of the road, coming down with a pedal lock on his hand looking very mad and whacked the bus door. The uncle who was the driver was very casual, cool and calm. He was pouring a cup of tea to drink while the fella was seeking trouble. He insisted not to open the door and ask the fella to take down the relevant info that he wants on the bus and ask the fella to report. As the uncle noe that the one violating the law is that fella. We were supporting the uncle and says that if the fella really wants to cari pasal, we have 20 sth guys to back him up, so no worries.He reply no need as if there were nth at all... was very impressed...by the uncle's way of handing things...

Then got a bit of achievement in ping-pong as i learnt a lot of new things and getting better then last time... i was a horrible player last time.... very horrible...
Then, the salsa class finally finished the whole set of steps of salsa and we were now requested to now dance on music with a faster beat and we practically screwed up at the 1st trial and getting the hang of it edi... for my case, i was a freaking bad dance partner as i always forget the dance steps and not really good at leading the partner as she was newbie where she came to class after we learnt 1/2 of all the steps. So can't blame her, while I on the other hand leading her 2 some fantasy world.T.T(a lot more to learn for me....)

That should b all... i think...oh ya.. its passed 12am edi so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kar Yie...sleepy edi... its 230am and i hvn't sleep... die.... tomorrow computing lecture somemore... 100% K.O. lor.... kk ciaoz...

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

BZ BZ week....

It was a very very busy week as my group was practically rushing an assignment of building a bungee jumping tower which hv a time span of 1mth within one week....
Practically, this results to minimum sleeps as i was sleeping at 3, 4 am every night almost for one week... am i over exagerating? but luckily it is done and over... so relived...but the mood was dropped back ti anither low point as i was not able to even understand the question for today's electrical exam.... am going 2 die soon in electrical at this rate... very horribly...was feeling like suiciding after i walk out from the exam hall.... so stressed...ARGH..... so so so 'mm gam yun'!!!!


Then there is a blog i read from a fren n it was a very true thing and made me think a lot, I always think that i am so 'cham' edi.. and now i realised how lucky i am and yet i never realised it... i hate myself after reading it, as how can i be so unappreciated about everything i had... never appreciated and still say that it is annoying... taking things 4 granted. So guys, please do read this as this is a good reminder 4 all of us. Also, Never give up in life... live it no matter how bad it is...
This is the link.

All the condolences, and continue stand strong ... u made me learnt a lot of things....

MIX rojak feeling.... up and down of life.....really lost....

Flashing back... this should be an entry on 4th, technically speaking should b 5th as it is after midnight.... but many obstacles...including a black out... will tell later....

Its the Monash Culture Night and i managed to sneak in without a ticket so shh.... keep it low profile... hehehehe....
The performance was great....real great song performed by the singers and band...quite enjoyed the whole thing but there was one bit bored ler....Also the fashion show is an eye opener as u really see many different clothing from all over the world. but there is sonething thing that shocked me that night... they actually gave free flying tickets to colombo, sri lanka for the lucky draw. Wah, how they manage to get the sponsors like that? Also at there, manage to see her again....XD... is it me being perasaan? or am i falling for her? am i? so lost....but really hope to noe her more.... as i am a quite conseravative guy (is it?) i do hope that i am not falling for because of her looks but the inner beauty of her... but indeed instinctively i can tell she is... juz hope that can go confront her and talk to her but am stunned when like with her ler... dunno what 2 talk...always use the same excuse...felt real stupid...hahaha...but am really hope can noe her better....hehehe

Then, at the same night, went to KFC with friends and double park at out the side and was thinking of we will take away and be gone in few minutes, but at the end we sat down and wat n chat. I really forgot that i double park and when i came back, i was wondering how come the car i blocked is missing and it became terrified when i found out that the car headlamp was broken. I was like what to do? Shit... I am going to be in deep shit already... and came back with a real low feeling. Juz great... why me? then i also blame myself how come i am so careless and stupid.
Feeling like strangling myself.

Then, when i was confessing to my father the next day, there was a black out. Then, my dad was rushing to go out that day, so it turns to be a short n not heavy lecture from him. was so relieved that it was over. However, i was not that lucky as my dad hold on me and sounded me for what i did on the other day... and it is not fun...

Then today, family is getting really tense and really feel hard and heavy, coming back home. Its really hard for me, really feeling like running away... but i know that it is not the solution. Then assignment deadline are pouring in soon and many things not done yet so i am like i am in deep trouble.
Real mix of feeling here as everything came in one shot...hahaha...
Anyway, sleepy edi better go sleep ler... also wish me luck things can get better soon.

Quite an active life lately

Would like to make this entry short as i dun really have much to say...hahaha...
Lately, I way too active in all the activities at campus. (Is this good or bad?) maybe neglecting the academic side of uni. Works piling up and really need to start work now... so better focus...hehehe...

then, recently was exposed with the dance lessons i wished for but i kinda find out i am not a good dancer as i pick things slow.... Really hope that i can master the steps soon...XD...and not forget it...
ping pong that i juz picked up is getting slightly better than the old me when i started.... Thinking back to it, it was horrible the way I started playing.... its 'unlookable'...lol... Today, thanks to the class canceled I finally able to join the performing arts club activity that clashed with it. Then turn out to be, only the dance session is the part i learnt the most and the rest is like so so where the important skills haven't set in yet.

Then, the main event of the day, April Fool....( :D ...
As the playful and naughty me, i would not let this precious chance to slip away juz that... and at the end of the day, i actually fooled more than 20 sth ppl... mayb 30....hehehe....can't blame... i am playful....hahaha....sorry if i actually offended anyone on the jokes i made but i really hv no bad intentions other than share some small jokes to cheer up the day. So no harsh feelings....

really need to get the co-parents our daughter to gather and write the letter i badly wanted to get it for out daughter....till now i still haven't get the chance to say hi to her leh...T.T....really need to take action soon...

Last but not least, am here also want to wish Happy birthday to my maid, Tina, Eu Yang and Jun Yuan....Happy Birthday!!! may all ur wishes and dreams come true.

qing ming-清明 aka tomb sweeping

Finally I learnt that tomb sweeping was not easy... and i thought it will b juz be a breeze as i never really go tomb sweeping all the way...

I was wondering why the heck i have to wake up at 5am in the morning for tomb sweeping...
how much time it will take? why so early?
It was not a pleasant start in the morning as throughout the drive to Klang... i only get mumbles and nags from dad saying how poor i am maintaining the car n how bad i am taking care of it...
I was quite blood boiled back then as i am like lack of sleep... and i was like feeling 2 shout out loud in front of dad saying, STOP with the bragging...., but luckily i didn't or else i wouldn't be blogging here now...hahaha

When we actually go to the destination then i realise why we have to wake up at 5am...
it is 3 locations where we are going as we have to pray the grandfather of my father, and his god father, and my grandfather. Two were at the klang memorial park and one at kajang....
way way far...
then the one at klang memorial park was the unexpected ones as i never went there before, not to talk about cleaning for them. The memorial park is actually look more like an abondened graveyarf as we pass by whenever we go to my grandma's place. and today i was quite shocked that i actually have relatives which "rest" at there. Both tomb look quite maintained as my father n his brother to clean them once a year and as comparison, some of the 'neighbour' around are really in bad shape.... looks deserted and some even vandalized. Then all the tools they put in the car where the spade , the parang came into use as there is a lot of weed there. I was wondering why they are brining so many things for what? After cleaning and 2 tombs at klang now come to the tough part, the kajang one.

My grandfather 'stays' at the Nirvana memorial park which are well maintained... so tools was left back at home when we be3gin to go there. As usual, there are a lot of tombs there and it look like an increase of the number of it. I was thinking , sooner or later, the land here are surely not enough to hold that many 'residents' edi, and its going 2 reach its max capacity. Then, something changed my thought when we moved into the tomb area. There were a sign there stating how benefiting it is to buy a land here as the old price at 1997 was RM5500++ and at 2007 the price of the land are 21,000++.... which trying to say that it is a very good investment to gbook one for urself before the price appreciate again. Also, there are quite a number of tomb which are built but not used yet as they are still alive. We can differentiate it with the colour of the words on the toms as Gold would indicate that this tomb has a dead man/ woman as 'resident' while the tomb with red wording for the names states that the person is still alive and building the tomb for themselves actually increases their luck, life and fortune. People would do anything for these, including 'digging their own graves' literally....hahaha...

Coming back to cleaning the tomb, the weathere was shiny and clear... and it was 12pm... so its burning hot.... real hot...and sweats dripping here and there.... However, luckily there were the umbrella service for free...(expected as the maintainance fee there not cheap) but our family was over exploiting i personally think as they set up 2 big umbrella there and yet we say its not enough and ask for another three... 2 were sufficiently enough for me... but they said more shades better can cover more of us... so juz follow the orders they gave cleanig the surroundings and plucking some of the weeds on the tomb, placing the 'moneys' n fruits.....etc. Then, one of the uncle was coming back with a bag of thing in his hand, and it turn out to be a big bag of carlsberg.... just great.... they actually enjoyed themselves woth the chilled drinks they bought while the mean time praying my grandfather. Its sort of like a mini gathering party there juz with absence of 'someone'. Also they actually bought a toyota hilux model car for grandfather.The deisgn details n picture are the same exactly, but the car itself have some changes at the names printed on the car itself. It is named HELLYOTA instead of TOYOTA; and the model for tis car was HILUX was changed to HELLUX... what a creative idea... to show that the vehicle are use in the world....lol...

Then, the journey back home was quite tiring and exhausted. Came back slept directly b4 showering....hahahaha...It was quite a memorable n nice experience though...Do wish i hv ppl visiting once a year n not deserted like the ppl at the klang memorial hill... as i am a fella who quite scare of lonliness... :p

rocking cave trip...

finally was able to go to the Dark Cave trip that was organised by the MNSM.
Actually was planning to pull out from the trip as mom was not giving the permission to go to the trip as dad was not in and there is 2 shops 2 take care off. Luckily, the fella who should hv work half day helped me out and did the job 4 full day taking the post i should hv taken at that day. So, really thank her and really need 2 belanja makan edi. At the end hurray!! Dark Cave trip here i come...

(Pic will b post later as i dun hv the pics now)
Back to the cave trip,
the e-mail that gave us instruction stated that we have to meet up at campus at 730am and would leave 745 am sharp. As i reach there i was thinking i would barely made it on time as i left my home at 720 am. As I reach, I was relieved as I saw only 10 sth ppl there, but then trouble come in as most of the people arrived but the main 'star' of the trip was not there. It was the bus. It was missing and late and made us wait like half and hour. As it reached, we were so excited that finally we are moving towards the destination, and came in the news, the bus broke down therefore we hv to switch to the other bus which is coming, and from there we finally knew why our ride was late, hence the driver was forgiven, but the funny thing is before the bus came, we were like making all the nonsense guess we were saying that the driver was juz awake as we called him.

Then, after a smooth ride from the campus, we reached our destination, Batu Cave.
Went there for few times already, yet i never realised there was a Dark Cave there.
Now, Batu Cave looks way more equipped and grand compared to the last time as a lot more structures sprung up and the HUGE golden statue of some god was built compared to my previous visits. We were having our so called breakfast(buns) before we started climbing up the stairs to the Dark Cave, and were warned to eat before climbing the stairs, as they say if we go up there on the stair with food, we would have to fight for eat as the monkeys would attack us and try to snatch the food, told from their experience.

Then, finally at step, 204, we take the turn into the entrance of Dark Cave, and the 1st thing that welcomed us was the smell of the cave. Its is not very pleasant but we became immune to it as we were briefed by the tour guides. Then, we were given a helmet each with the light on it so that we can see.(Its really pitch dark inside without light as we had a session to juz sit down n be silence with lights off...and it was real silent and those who are achluophbic, scraed of the dark would have gone mad) Then as we move in the 1st thing they introduce us on the ground was , guano aka bat poo. Then, as we moved on we saw the whole colony of cockroaches, big, small, cave and common cockroach, we saw them all and its not a few of them, its hundreds or maybe thousands of them. The tour guide was asking us, who wants to train for fear factor can just come here., and it is really scary looking at so many of them and there were some girls like shouting along that path. Luckily in the deeper part of the cave, they were not roaming there, or else some of the people would scream the lungs off.

Then, along the way towards the entrance of our adventurous part of the trip, we saw many beautiful artwork form the mother nature and learn a lot new knowledge about the items in the cave. Do you know that the stalagmite takes 50 years to make 1 cubic cm? and the stalagmite there was like so freaking huge. Also, the curtains, not the one at home, was so beautiful...speechless... but there was something that made us speechless too...all the graffiti done by the ppl previously spoilt quite some view as they wrote the famous ' I was here' or 'someone loves someone' quote at the cave wall. There are even people who destroyed the curtains stalagmite thet take ages to built on that small bit. How reckless they are.

And the best part came in, the adventurous part of the trip. Dallel(dunno its the right spelling) the tall big guy was the 1st to go into the passage and it was not an easy task for him i think as i enter into the passage, it was quite small and juz around my size with few inch wider than me. The crawl was quite scary as it is not like u can juz go through a section anyway u want but u have to really follow the instruction or else definitely can't get through. There is one part you can only get through if ur head is tilted left n cheek down on the ground.Oh ya, did i forgot to say the floor is quite moisty as it rained yesterday and there were like mud everywhere? It was quite exciting though as we really gone through many types of movement, form walking, crawling, sliding, climbing and 'snaking'.

At the end of the trip we all came out from the cave like we had juz survive some earthquake or as we were all drenched in mud and the girls hair when they took off the helmet made them look like mad woman. We took a group photo at the end of the trip and we shall compare what we look like before and after. hahaha....

It was quite an enjoyable trip and made quite a number of friends... few medic ones too... It was a real enjoyable one and i can't wait to go for the next...XD... MNSM Rocks!!!

I am a salsa dancing dad now!!!!

was planning 2 blog the entry since CNY but procrastinated till now...
many things happen was to lazy 2 say about everything tat happened... so i pick the most recetly happen lar...

there was an exhibition at monash wherethe name of it was ONE LIFE, it was a showcase of children in the poverty and who live with AIDS. but its not like the normal walk in and look at pictures and the captions.
You are given an mp3 each when you go in which will explain the story n what the kids have endure. Also, they have decoration on the scenes of what the children endure and did it well, placing all the old stuff that are hrad to find nowadays to strenghten the barrier between us an the the kids and feel what they feel. There is one part where you requested to wait for the result of your HIV test, and it really shattered one's heart when you are told you have HIV and thinking that the life was not hard enough.

Then, the part where i become dad come in, where after the exhibition, there is a world vision booth recruiting ppl to sponsor the children which in need. I met a gang of friends outside and was planning to share the money and sponsor a kid and we got a girl from India and she is real cute.
This would be her
this is dhrajanani( not sure bout the spelling), and she is now turning 4 this year,
isn't she cute? with the 2 large eyes ...hahaha...
guess what is under her favourite subject? its singing... mayb a bollywood starin future, and i will turn out to be dad of a star.... who noes...( day dreaming).....hahaha

Next, would be the monash welcome back party, its not bad fo rthe price of RM 10 only,
not the food but the performance. everyone was high till the max during the show as they are real good. Some guys and gurls was showing all the moves at the stage wand was not bad... not to mention there is superman flying here n there at the party as quite few guys was doing the sleep on the crowd and let the crowd move u thingy..(dunno whether there is a word for it)... I was
quite a noob at there as i dun really know how 2 dance. Haihz... it was a waste, there was one gurl that try to dance with me yet knowing the fact that i dun really noe how to dance made me result in juz keep a distance as i dun 1 2 embarass myself and her. How i wish i could dance with her. but now the only thing can do is juz regret.
After that , few friend was asking me to go clubbing, after the party as it was not enough. I was like want to follow, but was held back when mom say hv to go home b4 1. urgh... didn't get to go there with her... but genereally quite enjoy the nightand its good ler, as it was real high the crowd was all heated up n all are all out.

Lastly, its the latin dance workshop i went with a friend. Both of us was exposed of what is rumba and salsa. and both of us was miserabily teribble dancer at the starting of the salsa. was like lost duck when the teacjher is counting the steps. It was quite funny as 2 guys was like brining the partner no where as we don't know how to lead them. Then , when it comes to rumba, it was better although the beats are faster, the steps is easier. at the end we manage to learn the basics of both dance
hahahaa.... then we were asked whether we want to continue to learn and it will be classes taht u hv 2 pay. Registered but they hvn't give me the price of the fees that hv 2 pay, so i am not sure i am going to join or not. hopefully its not expensive and i can accomplish one of the goals i set for new year resolution.XD


That should be everything most of the things happeneing.
Also, TO DANIEL: HAPPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY....
may ur 20th bda will make u r dreams come true and all the best in ur studies and may u go paris soon.

Life Is So Unpredictable.....

Was freaking too busy from work till i can't even spare out some time to blog edi...
it was just a short week from last few weeks n so many things happened....

First,
Dad's was free from danger of dengue as the blood count stabilized last week, and he was as happy as a kid when he was allowed to dispatch from the hospital as he is the kind of man who really cannot let the workshop unmanaged by him... and was very energetic giving us orders here n there doing this n that as usual...so no more worries...and thank you very much to all those who concerned about him

Second,
Mom won a motorcycle from a lucky draw of a dinner... She was shocked as she had no idea what to do with the bike... as she is the kind of ppl who thinks it is really unsafe riding a bike and always says that she rather let the metal wrap the flesh (which means car); than flesh wrapping the metal ( which means bike)...She was insisting not to let me ride at first but now she is doubting what to do with it, to let me ride or sell it...while she was having the dilemma, i actually took a few test ride on the bike after taking some advise from senior biker on how to drive it. It is quite nice as the breeze breezes through the face but still suck at shifting gears..(reminds me my days of learning manual car...)

Third,
This is the one that made me put the title above,
This is part is for the memories of a fellow friend/ course mate Nian Ning...
was quite shocked when i heard the news from my liong ee at first as someone i knew passed away in the freak accident which involved the double decker bus at slim river.
she was a very friendly and helpful person, although i only get to see her a few time last time back at ausmat...
It is a pity for someone like her with such bright future lose her life in such a way...
I still cannot accept the fact how the bus with 13, i repeat 13!!! outstanding summons is still on the road servicing people... and the fact of there is a statment form one of the passenger saying that the bus driver was actually sms-ing while driving in that poor weather.... i was stunned when i read this line... and due to his carelessness he actually killed 3 innocent lives and he himself juz broken a leg... it seems really unfair in this world where normally the innocent are killed than the culprit are juz injured... why...

this is the 2nd death among my friends... young ppl who died at early age... really feel sad n pity for them, as they actually has lot more things to try n enjoy... y must God be so cruel? haihz...
tis also made me ponder, will the next be me? will i juz die n regretted in all the things i never did and procrastinated while i am alive...i really dun 1 that to happen... so i decided... no more holding back... i will live my life to the fullest... but yet am i able to hold on what i said? i doubt....

life is so unpredictable.... and yet it is interesting because of this...or else life will be boring... so appreciate whatever you have now and dun look too far away forward or backward....

"Every man dies - not every man really lives." - William Ross Wallace

So live life to fullest and love your loved ones as u may not know when is your last day...
Rest In Peace my dear friend.

Can I Borrow time?

I am really having not enough time on everything...
so many things to do but so little time; really don't know how to manage my time well....( really annoyed...)
plus so many thing is happening... headache...
dunno what to type... juz dropped by to let go some emo...

Dad which is admitted in hospital 2 days due to dengue fever is still "drinking water" at there...
so worried ler...can't do much to help, felt so helpless...Urgh...
Just hope that he can recover soon...
Anything else can come later...

Dunno what else to say ler.. better get some shut eye ler... make another entry tomorrow...
now really no mood... haihz...

odd start....

Today,was a bad day for me. Just not my day as everything is like got haywire.My phone accidentally fell into the drain from my pocket while i was trying to put down the paint tray while i am painting at my dad's workshop. I was like what the heck as i can only look at the phone being soaked in the water as the drain is 1 meter something and the cover on it was welded. So no chance of taking the cover away n hop in to pick it up. Instead, i have trough crawl trough a small tunnel, of 2 meters, then go monkey bar on the cover while i am under the cover to prevent myself to fall into the deep water of the drain which is awfully colorful n dirty. ( As i am in a drain of an industrial area). Then, finally walk on the drain which have the water level till my ankle. ( luckily the boots were water proof).

After such hard work, then only i am able to pick up the spoil phone....T.T....
hoping that it can be fix ler, or else i will be losing a lot of the contacts i collected....(No...!!! can't call friend out edi...as i left the memorising work to the phone already....) Then, i had to go trough the same way to go back..what a day....

then caome back home, parents are arguing on something... ( too frustrated and to find out...)
seems to me that i mayb starting the new year with the wrong foot or something like that as trouble kept coming... can anyone help me here please?

I really feel like not working and just be away for sometime as i am sort of tired of what i am going through now, can anyone take me in? ( hahaha .... doubt that there will be people who are willing to take me in...)

talking about odd, a butterfly was chasing me around while i was playing tennis yesterday while i was sweating like mad. It kept flew to me from my nose to my arm then leg, it just don't get away no matter how i sway. ( I Doubt i smell good when i am sweating, its horrible...)
So, i came to the conclusion that the butterfly went overdose on the flower p..ollen and went drunk.... ( thats the reason i can think of...)

what an odd starting in the new 2008.... so what will be waiting ahead at the coming days of the year 2008?
i wonder..........

new year resolutions

new year new wishes, new goals and this year i wish to:

1. Clean up my room ( really messy... u will faint if u saw it ....)
2. Slim down a little and get rid of the belly of mine (already seems 2 be few months old)
3. Do more reading... at least 1 book per month
4. Spring Cleaning...( want a new view in the home...and clean the trash at the workshop)
5. Learn more and try to be better in ping pong
6. Teach my bro in their studies... ( it is so much harder to teach your own siblings than friends as they always ignore you and don't listen to you)
7. Get average of 85 above at least...( I really need to work my ass off on this...)
8. Get myself involve in something BIG.... ( I Dunno what i 1 2 get in but i juz hope it s sth big)
9. Finish some of the game that i haven't touch for ages...
10. Fall In Love??? ( juz hoping...)

i should work hard to this goals and make my year a better year...
and may all my friends also have all their wish n resolution come true and achieved....
nad let us enjoy this new year...

New Year is Dull for me?

Is it just me? I don't find excitement in the arrival of the new year 2008...
I wonder why? not feeling enthusiastic to the future which yet to be explore...
i seems to lose my interest in everything... i just feel empty for no reason....
maybe it is that too much working days? ( for the past few holidays i am working ler, on dong zhi, day after dong zhi which is sunday, x'mas, today which is another sunday...)
*p.s. it should be holidays on sunday but i didn't get it as dad 1 2 rush on the workloads...T.T
seems that i am not having any holiday since LIMA.... hahaha... and this must the culprit to this sucky feeling...haihz....
Or even am I getting older? ( Am i that old you wonder? i got asked whether i am a father of 3 kids by an aunty!!) lol....

kind of sad to start a new year like this right? in such blurry and grayish mood... It sucks....
but it is stuck with me... I seems to be lifeless when i am out of school life...
So i really hope that i can just get myself back into uni life once more... sooner the better...
or else i may juz be a lifeless zombie when i got back into uni...hahaha.....

new year resolutions?
plenty .. yet its all unclear .... better start stating it down now...
so that i have a clearer goal on what i 1 2 do.... it really sucks that living so aimlessly...
will be posting it later n sharing with everyone.....
so that u guys who actually read my blog give me a push n warn me if i were slacking in working towards my goals... thanks...

better get some nap edi as tomorrow should be just another busy day...
nitez n an early wishing to everyone... happy new year...

magic...

here sis some video i just found out that i grabbed from my friend...
quite impressive and cool too...

FREE Food!!!



anyone who knows the trick, can you teach me how to grab food from menu...?

or let us see how this fella pranks the old fella in a train...
u will love the expression of the old man, and how does he get that drink?
i really wonder...

the pranking starts...


can anyone explain any of the tricks he shows?
or maybe teach me so that i will not get myself far away from starvation... :p
lazy 2 upload more ler...
as it is taking a freaking long time...
will upload more next time...hehe...

SHIT....my blog add....

I juz realised that my add of my blog is actually very close to a porn site...
SHIT...
i was showing my bro my blog n forgot to type the blogger in my site where it will be...
www.simpleteen.com and i saw the headings in the window and saw in the saying XXX....
i was so freaked out as my bro is juz beside me...
but luckily it took time to load the site n manage to close the window....phew...close call...

so now i think i will be changing the add of my blog if i can... checking how can i change and what should i change...will let you all noe the new add when i thought of it....

oh ya..last but not least b4 i log out....

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE....
HO ho HO....

a looong trip

wah.. really freaking tired ler....

really lazy 2 blog ler....
hahaha

but hv 2... tis precious trip from LIMA n penang must be blogged as there was a lot of things that happen ler... (WARNING: This will be very freaking long entry…)

where should i start? there was 1 AUNTY , i repeat , aunty at the bus is being very in for her standard as can u imagine a 30++ mayb 40 aunty to be a blond wearing mini skirt n glittering belt ler....
another impressive thing about this particular lady is the group she is in as they can chat for 6 hours none stop during the whole bus trip from KL to penang...non stop... very impressive as they are like are hving unlimited topics to talk 2.

Then when we were going to reach there we stucked in the massive traffic jam on the famous penang bridge....( lets look on the bright side... we spent more time on the bridge...=_=...)
also, while we were on the bridge the bridge is actually being "renovated" ( i dunno the word)... as the bridge are being expanded by one extra lane... but were feeling really worried for the ppl floating ion the sea on a small raft under the huge downpour... they are the worker in charge of the project and u can imagine how torturing it can be in that situation...

then when we reach my friends home, then only we knew that day was his sis birthday where we went out 2 hv dinner 2 celebrate for her... but 1 thing 4 sure is that his sis face hardly reflect her age... she juz finished SPM but she had the face of a form 2,3 face...its quite hard 2 believe at first....( the exact opposite of my case as i had ppl saying me am i the father of my bro by my bro friends, another worst case is that i was asked by a tauke soh of a mini market when i brought my 3 youngest bro 2 buy things..."wah, u so young got 3 children edi ar?" -.-"... no comment)
n the ppl at penang like to bring the whole family out for supper 1... as we saw many family coming the mamak at night bringing the whole family... then tried the 2meter high roti tissue there...

next day went to the famous, snake temple which dun seems to have little n few snakes only... the day i went there is like no more than 10....for a snake temple... ahuh...real sien n dissapointed... but the next stop were different.. we went to the "kek lok si"极乐寺 and had the nice few there.... went climbing the tower till the highest floor that we can go n had a time enjoying ther breezes there coming to the face...really very windy there... real nice.... can see a great view...how i wish it i am there at night...breeze there + night view...wow...
but on my way to the kek lok si... there were many stalls that sells small stuff n decoration ...
a lighter with laser pointer in a shape of a handgun caught my eye and i ask the price...
he answered me that RM35... i straight away say no thanks...n walk away... the further i go guess what... the more the price fall...ei "25 can ar, 20 20, 1515ok lar 7,7...."
i ignored as i hv 2 catch up with the friends in front but was like shocked as the price put on were such high and the price dropped without me bargaining... siao... they really slaughther ppl there...then on the way back down i asked 7 ok... then he say 10... i really 1 2 get it then i take it ler... after getting it we went down n at the next stall at the lower place saw the same gun i ask the price... she say 25.... then i shake head n walk away...as i go...the same thing happened and she said 5 at the end.... i felt so so geram....urgh....

but the laksa there that we take is very very nice ler....a bowl of very satisfying laksa... although that was my first laksa i tried....hehehe...then the curry puff there is real different...then skin is the super crunchy 1 n dun look loke any of the currypuff we see here... on top of it is eat together with a spoon of diced onion on top of it...the taste real diff....the stay at penang mainly is juz food... eating till very very full...phew... should b gaining a few pounds edi....

then next day is the exciting 1 as we taken the boat to langkawi and it was torturing...as it is getting really wavy at the deep sea and we were in the head of the boat where it is very dizzying when we reached the deep sea... as the boat rocks quite heavily and the air ventilation there is not that good...so tips for everyone take the higher seats if u hv a double storey one n dun take boat head seat very dizzying 1.... my friend nearly vommited ler.... but there was one thing good bout the boat is that they hv a small deck that u can stand outside... n its a very nice seat if it wasn;t the sea water splashing up on us...very comfy wind refreshing if u r having a bad time feeling dizzy... it helps a lot... stayed at the deck although the big splashes n actually napped there getting mysely thoroughly wet when i woke up... then go dry myself inside n find a lot of salt on my face.... hahaha... preserving my skin...

as we reached langkawi... checked in n everything... we went roaming on the car we rent...we reached a beach named tanjung aru... very deep inside, but it is worth it as there was really nice fine white sand and crystal clear sea water... (sth i hardly expect from m'sia sea as the only sea i saw previously are the Pulau Ketam sea..the green 1....) anyway, it is very beautiful scenery there....then there was a resort there n many caucasians are sun bathing there.... yet we didn't get to play at such fine beach... as we were planning 2 find the airport 2 watch LIMA n therefore didn't bring clothes or sth.... ARGH...... no playing at the beach... so regreted not to....but we actually went into the resort as it is linked to the beach but got chased out by the guard saying the facilities are for house guest only...so cocky... but indeed he should as i asked him how much is it for a night at the resort...he answered RM1300 per night for the CHEAPEST room....walau, no wonder he chase us out... we were wearing cheap clothings.... hahahaha.....

on the deck of ferry...with NJ n Bryan

a pic of us 5 in front of the landmark of langkawi

then went to the bukit Machinchang and wanted to take a ride on the cable car there to have the view of the whole island and it was really walau... u can see how steep is the cables and imagined that if the cable snaps...(oh no... really scary....) but we were not able to take a ride on it as the wind speed was exceeding the safety limit hence the cable car operation were cut off... so next time u 1 2 go there make a phone call n check whether it is running or not or else it will b juz a waste of time driving all the way there.... so change of plans... instead we went to the nearest tourist spot there... some waterfall and its quite nice....however the road there is not easy as it is freaking steep the road there and it really makes u work out alot...yet the same happened thing again... juz able to take pictures as we dun hv the clothes... it really get my nerves wei... i really 1 2 play ler....can see cannot play... it is so torturing...

the vable car that we can't ride.... geram :(

the steep cable car

me at the waterfall

then we went shopping at the duty free shops... all the choclates are so tempting and its so much cheaper than here...oh how i wish i bring it all back home.... and all the liqours there...although i fun drink... still get fantasize by all the liquors displayed there...

then at the evening went to the famous pantai cenang where it is said one of the most beautiful beach there...but its was late night edi... so can't really play...instead we went shopping and looking 4 souviniers and coicidencely met the sales girl from the Bukit Machinchang and she actually recognise us n had a chat with her... then we also tried to start a camp fire at the beach for half and hour... it lit a little and dimmed , lit , dimmed ... at the end failed completely...haihz...
finally it turned out to be writing n drawing using light by adjusting the shutter speed of the camera after we saw the fire playing performance there on the beach and it is real nice...below are few of the creations...

star


heart but a bit cacat

my name..hehehe...but d and x cacat

the next day we went to the main event for this wholer trip... the LIMA exhibition... it was loud as the jets passed by...n u can really feel the sonicboom n feel the difference of sound travelling slower than plane....helicopter doing "somersaults" or 360 loops... and my favorite... the Red Arrows Aircrobats.... they put up a very nice show for us...the tight loops... 2plane going towards each other at high speed...impressive co-ordination...so much more... then the exhibition have so many display items... from guns to grenades... flight simulatour to unmanned flight machine... Malaysia Army vehicles....so many more....especially the jets there.. wow... can never imaggined i can get close to one n even board 1.... one picture says thousand words...let the picture speaks... juz a few here...the rest are with friends.. will get it later....

Red Arrows In Action....

Red Arrows in one of its formation

one formation that i can't remeber the name

I am just the same height as this plane

Pic with one of the army man

the arrow formation


corkscrew formation

line formation

another performance from the red arrows

Helicopter n Me.....so hoping tis is mine

getting my head chop of with style....

a fire show....wasting its fuel actually for sake of performance...
one of the pilot told me

but spend around half day there edi... at the end insisted to go to the beach again as i tak puas not playing at the beach...as we reached there the sun also set edi.. this is the problem u stay at motel not near the beach but near the town....urgh...
but manage to be make myself like an idiot holding a torch like at dark to look for seashell...
found a lot nice shells...however the shells have hermit inside it...so annoyed... hv 2 let them go... but at least found 1 without the hermit inside... but i forgot to bring it back... it is the really nice 1... got spike that kind of shell....urgh....but 4 doing deeds letting those hermit go ... i discovered the tears of the sea...
u should try it when u r there next time:
i) get a dark spot at night.... preferbally no light one...
ii) then u can try juz spread the send on the sea... u can see there is some glowing light there 1
its very quick one but it is very clear... its some glow in the dark light... even u step i on the stand oso can see some 1...
u can try tapping the sand u can see the light glowing reacting to the hits u done on the sand... we made a conclusion that the glowing things are small jellyfish... i think...its really nice n u should try it when u hv the chance... mayb should try it in the time of the tide is subsiding b4 the tide rise that time period....

Then at that night, freaking funny stories come out as we shared the stories of our odd experiences and stories before we slept... then there was lot of laughs...NJ who slept beside me said i was like teaching when i was sleeping as i was like pointing this n that while i was sleeping..lol...

Then the trip back was the scary part but b4 that.. there was some funny stories,we met a white fella that had quite a chat with us... he introduce us to a place at Amsterdam which is called the Big Banana where u pay 200 euro or ringgit i dunno.. then u can drink anything u want for two hours, plus all the waitress there is bare naked!!! then he if u participate in a game n won in it, u can spend another 2 hours there for free...( so guys, u noe where to go when u r there ler...evil grin...) then, we actually was worried whether we are able to smuggle the extra liquour that we bought as each ppl are entitled 4 1 liter only... but at the end they dun even check,went trough juz that worried for nothing... as we reach kuala perlis port... we went to the bus station n got the news of the bus ticket to KL was sold out... and the only tickets acailable was the night bus 10PM!!! shit!! then we try to get the train ticket..also sold out...walau...panic edi...
dunno what to do... then i suddenly thought of my relative at Alor Setar n really we went there to take a night there and bought our bus ticket there... we took the train to Alor Setar and because of this detour... we get to see the ancient traffic light machine... there was this machine that uses cable to lower the gates that hold car back from crossing the railing when the train passes. The machine date of manufacture was clearly stated there and it was 1924... walau!! and still servicing till today... Also thanks to the detour of train ride... we get to see the nice vast paddy field on the country... it was really beautiful...

The 1924 traffic light machine

The key holder of the machine

Paddy field scene..very wide

then when we reached Alor Setar we were greeted warmly and was stuffed with food till we say can take in anymore but it was real nice... the food there.. really delicious...then we went karaoke-ing , after we bought the tickets. It was really funny as all 4 of us dun really noe how to sing and its not the kind of in a small room one but an open stage 1 where the mic is taken to your table n u sing in that hall... jonathan face expression was really priceless when he saw the karaoke place as he is the 1 who suggested to karaoke...haha...yi xiong on the other hand was a bit drunk from drinking at the karaoke... haha...

on the next day... we taken our long distance bus back and saw the legendary KLG the pirated KFC that i heard so much...snapped a pic of it ler.. but the pic is not with me... post it up later...then when we reached KL we had to take LRT back to sentral then switch to KTM.... we like taken almost all the mode of transport for this trip, taxi,car,boat,train... almost everything but the plane...i had it.. the simulation one ler....swt =.="
then finally home sweet home... the blog post is freaking long ler... better stop here edi...hahaha
sleepy also....

back finally.....

how long since i last posted at this blog?
a freaking looong time....
sorry to desert this blog for so long, but i think things will start to change as now my homw has FINALLY fixed internet connection....(Yippie...)

on the other hand, i am now having a freaking long working days, as now i am hving my sem break which is 4 months long....( really dunno what 2 do with it....)
but on the down side of this holiday.. is that i have to work 4 my dad for the whole 4 months... urgh...real tired wei....
as my holiday is normally = working for dad..... sienz....
but am going 2 langkawi to see the LIMA (Langkwai International Maritim Aerosapce Exhibition) with friends next month... at the mean time get to hang out with friends....my first time to go a trip with friends... (so excited wei...really looking forward 2 it)

was browsing through my blog juz now....
and was having a lot of memories... really miss all my old friend... long time didn't see them already..... wonder how is everyone doing....?

urgh... need to go pick up brother edi...
continue blog next time ler...

dream....

a wierd dream that i had few days ago....
i dreamt of myself seeing a lot of old frens n it was very funy,
and its mostly ausmats,
dun really remeber how it goes,
but i remebered i saw daniel, chin cheang n george freaking buddy 2gether( where the u can only see it in a dream)
hsin ling, sze ling bunch were bz shopping,
i were riding at the back of the bike driven by colin with the stunts he do....
a lot more.... but i can't realy recall but its really sweet to see u all...
i dun really remeber as i hardly remebers wat i dreamt but tis is one of the dreams tat i remebered (although partially)....
maybe the dreams indicate tat i misses ausmat...
i really hope june to reach soon so i can have the campus life again,
but on the other hand i hope that it would be slower....i dunno y,
i am hving a feeling that the time now are getting faster n faster compraed 2 last time....
dunno wat am i saying or thinking... better stop...

labour's day

never thought i would appreciate this day as for all this times i take it as an extra holiday in the busy school schedule....
untill i now worked and i really do appricated some one creating this day so that we can have a rest...
also it means time to enjoy the myself and to entertain myself n get 2 meet old frens 2 hang out...
but it all turned out no holiday for me and i worked on that precious holiday,
that morning me and dad was opening the workshop juz to do some prayers as it is the 15th day in the lunar calander...
thought it will be done in a short while and i would be out to enjoy myself ....
yet fate had fooled me and made fun out of me as there was one customer who came in and wanted 2 service the car
its juz some easy job n can be done very quick,
yup, one perfct job done and there comes the second one, the third one, and it juz keep coming after finishing one ( i wonder why it dosen'd happen on normal days as sometimes ther ecan be no cars in 1 day.....)
juz great... the holiday at the and turned out 2 be working day... haha...
the shirt i worn that day gone ....
and it was damn sien as all my plan 2 go movie n all crushed....urgh...
really hv 2 ask 4 a holiday edi.... damn sien n 1 2 go out lar....

am i helping?

ytd nite was juz fresking funny and scary....
on the way back to home from the workshop...
saw a man who had his car boot opened showing signs of a car incurring overheating,
so as a mechanic and a curious boy i went there to offer help and 2 check how is his car,
went down had a look chat and offered him some water since he is near the workshop,
then when i wanted to get into my car ....
i was panicking as the doors was lock and i can't find my keys anywhere on my body,
so u can guess it where it is.... its in the car... and i was like feeling to shout holy shit....
what should i do? i am outside and the phone keys n everything inside...
i was behaving really like a clown back then as i was trying to pull the the locked door to open as hard as i could although knowing the lock won't go off untill the handle is pulled from inside...
yet i tried and tried till i gave up.... but if it opened by brute i would be in worst trouble and i would consider myself to go for the world record ...

at the end the man borrowed me his phone to call my dad and it was freaking emberassing n funny as a person who wanted to help turn out to be the needed help... juz great...haihz....
then was sort of sounded by dad as he says the car has no spare keys for the car...
by then i though t i am going to get a lot of trouble....
so while waiting for help (my dad)... a motorcyclist drop by and asked what happened and the uncle turned out to be a mechanic and he had wire with him and he said he can try hook the lock up from outside....
and boy i was damn happy to see him....
at 1st we were struggling to open up an opening for the wire and it was achieved very fast but the most annoying part is the hooking part...
as the indian uncle first few attemps were so close yet the wire keep slipping off and it was all so close... (at the mean time i was holding on the screwdriver trying to keep the opening open till the man unlocked the door)
then he tooked out the wire and meant the shape of the hook for a while and by the 3rd attemp using the new hook... the door is unreleased and so do my happy soul... feeling relived and happy that the door was opened...

at the end i gave the indian uncle some money for helping me out ...
he refused at 1st but i insisted as he saved me from a lot of trouble edi...
i was lucky tat nite...
imagine tat if the indian uncle never showed up, who knows what will happen to me...
also i voluteranly get the man 2 bottles of water before i go home...
so everyone, before helping try to see are u able to help and dun leave ur keys in the car if u hv auto locking alarm fixed onto your car... nitez

update......after a looong break... 1:p

it seems that i had deserted this blog for ages edi....
and it is true... i hardly get myself a chance to online as i am getting lazier to get myself out from my home just to online...
i might be too tired of working and had no more energy to go out... (doesn't soud like me being a unactive person rite?)
or i might just be too bored of getting online aimlessly...
hopping from pages of webpage without target of search, get into msn but seems of dunno what to chat or no one 2 chat or maybe i am online when late night.......
i am now feeling really left out of this world... damn sad and alone...
everyday home and work...
lost contact with most of the people as i am the kind who hardly take the initiative to be the one asking people out...(sort of weird and not expecting this kind of situation from me? but it is me....)
long time never went out and hang out wif frens...(really miss the old school life... although wif the pressure of teacher and exams.... still i love it when i am with friends)
i really hope to join in the study life that most of you all doing yet slightly affraid of it as many said that Uni life very very tough.... so rojak my thoughts..

enough of this sad atmosphere...
let you know sth cheerful... i am getting fatter( from what my mom told me though i dun think there is any difference)
thanks to the cury chicken that i am taking in daily...YUP... daily.... and it is for months edi.... so it is logical for me to be fat...hahaha... but what can i do? the nearest pfod stall is the mamak opposite the workshop.. the rest of the food choices especially the chinese ones are within DRIVING distance and it is hard to get a car park when i came back from my lunch if i went off to eat far
as the mamak business is damn freaking good where at luch time the parking is always fully ocuppied and once you went out of the space you have to wait... till the lunch time to be over to get a place...
so the lazy me resulted into taking nasi kandar often...( quite impressed by myself as i never realised that i can stand eating the same food for so long....i am getting nuts i think for taking so long... or no, curried to be precise...lol)

urgh...i really need to get myself to get out of home and get some enterteiment edi...
planning to watch spider man 3... hehehe.... going to take up daniel's advise to call people up.. so be prepared to get my call hahaha....
sth really akward is happening 2 me too... i hardly played the PS2 nor most gaming console for long time edi and it really weird for a gamer like me not to touch it... ama i changing? or should i say am i getting older? i dunno...
tired edi lar... finger oso not really used to typing edi... so long never typed... better rest... bye... and i wishes good luck to all the people who i know, reading or not reading this... in whatever you all doing ....ALL THe BEST especially to those having the A-lvl & STPM!

wat a great guy....

juz heard from the radio about a guy's proposal 2wards a gurl....
it was so damn romantic and nice....love the idea...
tat fella actually shot a video clip b4 his proposal and made her girlfriend's friends 2 ask her out 4 a movie,
then when the gurl went in, while waiting 4 the movie 2 start, the commercials start rolling, the was a clip showing him saying tat "i noe u waited tis 4 a long time and please look back"
when the girl turned, the guy was in a tux wif flowers and ring and the gurl said "i do"
the whole audience went wild cheering for them and after all that they continued watching movie where they will never forget.

i do wish i can do sth tat nice 4 my special 1....but still not found yet...
hv an idea of make sth big at 2011 september 11th 11:11:11.....
2 tell her tat she is the oni 1（唯一）... but it would be to early 4 a proposal rite ? as i would be like oni 23 lar...
may take tis day and time 2 cheer that "her" up...or i may spent tat day alone in the future who noes?better dun think bout it and juz let it be till tat days come...
or will i able 2 live till tat day? who noes?hahaha

am i the still the old me? doubt so...

Luck... sth i need....

Dragons Are Enjoying Great Luck This New Year according to most of the "fengshui master" am i right as i don't know what to use to address them….but is it real? I doubt so as I am now enjoying mostly ill luck in my time.


Today, while I finished my breakfast at the mamak just opposite the workshop, I came back and asked my colleague about why he didn’t go and take his breakfast and he told me that he lost he appetite when he checked out the mamak and there was a argument of a customer as the customer found the cockroach antenna (I don’t know what’s the name of it) in the bihun and that’s why he lost his appetite. Then, I asked him he saw this before or after I went the mamak and he replied me before. I was like why didn’t you tell me earlier before I went mamak? As now I had taken a whole plate of bihun there without knowing the existence of the extra “ingredient”….T.T…..

Last 2 days I just had an accident due to my carelessness and never looked behind while reversing my car and “bang”…and I go oh shit I am going to be in deep trouble, as I was out without my wallet nor hand phone as I was just going to the bookshop near my housing area. At the end I ended up giving him my contact and the workshop address to let my dad settle with him tomorrow since I have no idea of what to do. It went ok till I told my parents I had an accident. They didn’t get very angry as I expected but still they nagged me through saying why I didn’t take their advice and drive carefully and all the driving lesson advice we normally hear. I felt bad and agreed with what they said as I am really careless and I think I shouldn’t drive as I only will cause trouble again for my parents when I am driving, its just the matter of time I get myself into trouble.

But from the accident I also learnt a thing as the bumper of the Wira I bumped was cracked although it was a small bump while there was nothing on my car. Sad to say, Malaysian car quality sucks.

Not only that, I got my finger injured by hitting it by a hammer. It happened while I was repairing a car and I accidentally hit it and it was really painful. Now, I still can slightly feel the pain on my finger. Ouch!

So many things happened but I don’t think I should blame it to the luck that I endure all this, I should blame my carelessness to all the accident I had. It all can be prevented if I were more careful with all the things I do. I really have to change and be more careful always and not to be repeating all the mistake I had done. I really have to change the clumsiness that I have and not taking it as an excuse for me to make a mistake as all this mistake is very troubling to my loved ones and friends. I don’t want to trouble people so I have to change.

pig pig pig...

try visit this... it is very funny.... sth i stole 2 ... haha but really should be shared...
i dunno how 2 put the youtube ere so just go to tis link...
sth bout pig year one....


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBDA_4DKrbM

so enjoy....

same valentine

the same valentine spent by me again tis year doing nth...
juz great? when will be my time 2 celebrate it with the special someone?
god knows...? but was feeling sad for a girl ....from the radio...
the valentine gift she recieved this year is something she would never forget...
it was the request from the husband to divorce...walau!!!
imagine u were her... wat feeling u will hv 2 go through at the special day... and 2 recall it at the special day of the year, every year... it is really toturing....hope she would let it go and had another new life...

but i am now getting more and more anxious and worried ler...
as people nowadays don't seems 2 take love as a serious thing edi (from wat i see)
it is common for people 2 constantly change partners and giving up on the relationship they had build on before... it is sad...
people tend to give up easily compared to the old times...now are breaking off due to small matters and saying that they are different people which cannot stay together.....
but people last times stayed together and learnt 2 tolerate and from the mistakes they did but ppl now normally resolute to breaking up instead of fixing it as it is so called 2 prevent each other experince greater pain as the relationship get longer...(but did they tried 2 fix it?)

also people don't appreciate the one they have ... and constantly seeking for a better one in life...
i read bout a mail long time ago but it is really meaningful one... sth bout cornfield 1...
hv 2 go search at the pile of e mail... post it next time...
but the story really made me wonder is everyone really greedy? including me...as i am always doubting for myself whether should i go for and wonder does she suit me the best or i may meet a better person which may come after her...? or even should i grab on her as she maybe the 1 suit me the best?
i think i am thinking 2 much and restricting myself from expressing myself...
i felt so freaking weak and felt shamed by my own cowardness...haihz...
back 2 my question juz now is everyone now changed and blinded wif the urge 2 seek the better one...therefore they give up so easily? or is it the nature of human 2 seek new things and give up on the old 1(espcially guys...including me ler...haha)

but is tis the influence of the media, society, peer pressure?
"as everyone is doing it, whats wrong with me doing it" attitude....
so people have no consideration 2 give up so easily compared 2 back then when divorce is not common... yes people there is people who really suffered in their marriage but was it a majority?
it is juz a minority i think... people do not give up so easily and persisted and lastly overcomed many problem as people nowadays sees as impossible to overcome...

love is actually sth very lovely , beautiful and pure but are distorted by the materialistic life we lived in and by ourselves... making love into a very ugly thing where there is people not even dare to step in to get involve.. but tis is not the love of general love but the relationship kind of love ler... as people always argue wif me there is still family love and others but i am now talking the "coupling love" {is there such word?lol!!}
but am i one of them? i really hoped not but i think i am... mayb ...mayb not...
so blur.... dunno ler... (who knows...)
anyway so late edi... better get going or else dad scold again...
nitez...
hope all the ppl who r coupling would appreciate what they have now and not 2 let it go easily...
those who r not... like me... good luck and hope you will find ur partner soon...

Visit at SIBU....!!!

wah...so late oni i post tis blog....
thanks to my streamyx which can't work....
anyway....
first thing first....very very very thank you to Daniel and his family as I and Ching Cheang like bother them for 5 days and had eat and stay for free there....hehehe...
also very thank you for you all (Ee Gee, Christine, Janice, Johnny?) who accompanied and brought us around Sibu...

Anyway...the trip was started at 4:30 in the morning as we have 2 be at the airport by 7:30
and i was freaking out when i realised my IC is left at the wrkshop and we ahad no time to pickit up... so mom asked me 2 bring the pasport instead of the IC and i was really doubting whether this method will work...
i was damn worried as if i screwed it up CC would like came from Muar for nothing... and i will be
wasting 600 for the airplane ticket...
luckily everything went well and we met a couple from sibu and guided us noobs which is the 1st time taking plane wifout parents.

And as we landed at sibu...both of us were like wat are we going 2 visit later as we saw most thing on the land is only trees and both of us remebered wat my mom said..."wats the point going to sibu which is 'sam ba' = jungle". as we arrived there the 1st thing we saw was the huge house with the land of a football field! its really gigantic...and all the houses there are huge compared 2 PJ houses as the terrace house there is like the semiD ere edi...
daniel's house is also huge and really tidy where you can see it shiningly clean...
also he had a farm at the back of his house wif fruits tat i had 4 dessert at his home...
daniels room are as expected filled wif books but its his brothers....
they have a study room wif a real cool rules and regulation notice by his dad...
talking bout his parents aunty is a very warm person and seems like a person who will never get angry and his father is quite a technical person which is very up to date wif us teenagers as he listen and watches the latest movie and musics including jay chou....his sis and bro i can't tell as both of them are real shy n like haven't said a word wif us strangers ?
as for ee gee father, he is a very funny person and a little forceful persin as he said i and ching cheang are not allowed 2 leave sibu if we didn't finish the food he belanja us...
he gee and his 2 sis doesn't look alike, juz like daniel and his brother and sis...
all three hv diff faces but all inherited parens facial characteritics

And at the 1st day we like went through almost every shopping complex there as the complex there are not really big but the common thing there is tat the complexes there sells pirated DVD openly there an it is not one but many of it selling openly....it is like the heaven of pirated discs...
and it is damn cheap there...4 for 20 oni...
after tat we like went to eat the the kong pia there...and ried a lot of stuff u can't find here....
there is kampua mee- the white version of wanton mee but wif another kind of taste also come in dark sause and chili sauce flavour , also the wanton there is named "bian niu"fu chow dialect.
chao zhu mian- a noodle which is like fried first then cook in starch... taste a bit like loh mee which is burnt
santan drink-santan mix wif water and drink
"millan" vegie-a vegie i never seen here very crunchy and quite nice
yam kuih-normally the 1 i eat is salty but this is the sweet 1 which i first time tried
umai -which is damn sour...the native sushi, where it is the raw fish which is diped in the vineger and chili
"ga lan"- a black colour fruit which is olive . now only i know ablut existence of olive in m'sia and realised that it is not a flower but a fruit. In Sibu it is cooked with soy sauce and sugar and is eaten wif rice and it is very common there. It taste like mustard and most younger generation nowadays can't take it as the taste is really weird.
oso the soy sauce there is thick 1 but taste like the thin one... u noe wat i meant...?
"kwong pia"- a bread which is like a snack for us 2 chewand it is a very healthy snack. i bought 30 of it and at the end can't finish it...=.=!!!....
longan there is real different one as their outer shelll is green in colour and it is spikey instead of the normal brown smooth skin. but it taste nicer as it is no chemical taste in it like the one we normally eat as it is plucked fresh from the jungle.


we went 2 see the visit most of the ppl's house at there not visited ee gee's and janice's(next time must go... hahaha)
christine room is huge and she has a real furry hamster and it is huge compared 2 the 1 we normally see. i think christine gave it special and good food so it get untill so big. oso at her home we found her pic when she was a kid and was very enjoying looking at it as there is many cute and funny pic inside.

lets talk bout the city....
it is a city of a blend of old and modern building and it is really harmony...
u can still see the real antique kind of rumah papan, and next 2 it is a a simen buiding and semi-d houses,
there is oso a huge pagoda but didn't get 2 go in 2 see....
they oso hv a very big field forgot the name but it is really "zhen han"
u can see the shops wif the old plastic sign board that u can hardly see here,
the road there is damn rojak and funny one as u can like find divider in the middle of the road for no purpose at all,
the road design is much complicated than KL's and it can be very headaching if u dun hv a guide 2 lead u on the road, u will be dying giving the direction as the name there is like in chinese and it is ranging from 3 to 12 words for a road and it is not easy 2 say it as it is translation of the malay word,
oso u can see a very cute thing on the junction of the road as there will be a big stop word at the junction instead of the berhenti sign...
also the town is actually more 4 chinese at the sign board main language is BC and sub language is BM...
oso u can hardly find the mousqe there instead churches are very common there...the reverse of here...
but really 1 2 try visit the stone mountain tat ee gee said as it is said it is haunted and it is very spooky, but it is closed down few years ago,(daniel, ee gee, next time i go there we go sneak in there ok? joking ler...hahaha i oso scare ler...)
oso we went 2 visit the biggest structure there, some bridge which is built lately,
we were like trying 2 see the view from the bridge carefully as it costs us 6 bucks juz 2 cross it... and there is nothing special bout the river under it... it is just a huge bridge and we had the sattisfaction of "we were on the largest structure in sibu!! wow!!??"

the schedule we have there is mainly like eat, sight seeing the city within the car, play computer at daniel's home and watched movie at home, not 2 mentioned we sang karaoke in his house and i sucked ... hahaha as always....
not 2 forget the PSP i get 2 play there ....hehehe ( i am a game freak)...

it is a great experince there and the whole trip was juz nice....
and the plane ride home was another intresting 1 as we met an engineer there and i learnt alot from him as he solve many of my curiosity bout the plane,
oso from him we found out tat the pilot of tat flight is actually first time flying....
both of us were shocked but it is true as the landing and taking off of the plane the is very shaky and rough, but luckily we oni knew it at the end of the flight....
imagine if you found out the pilot is new at the beginning of the flight, u will like scared 2 death throughout the flight and can't even sit still...
and at the end we took the bus 2 sentral n splitted there as we hv diffrent place 2 return...
on the bus i came 2 know a dentisit who serve the army and he told me a lot bout his work... and he actually oso a anime fan...!!! one piece and bleach lover...hahaha

at home mom was shocked thati actually like go sibu 2 buy groceries as the souvinier i bought is longan, millan vegie, and the kwong pia,oso the DVD....
i was shocked tat she said tat there vegie are available ere and it is very common ere.... i was like wat the!!?? is it real.... i was like trying 2 show her the vegie and she said tat i was damn silly 2 get the vegie so far from there while she can get it at the market...
haihz,.... i am so blur....
anyway it is very late and the blog is damn long so i better stop...
ciao guys....
really hope 2 go there again.... like the enviroment there as it is not as tense as here...
Nitez...

finally.... an update....

wah....its seems ages ago from my last post...
so really have alot of things to say as ihad many experince that i want to share and tell...
but i think i am currently short of the energy which i need 2 blog
as i had so many work load 4 the past 2 weeks,
thanks 2 the new maid who came late i had to take her place...
after a tiring day working at workshop during the day, back at night i am doing this and thatm
plus tuition classes wif my brotheres as their schooling started,
so i am really dead tired,
and really appreciate the hardwork the maids worked on as the work they do daily is not little but a lot, as my family is a big family, the clothes washing alone is a very tiring job,
and that is one of the jobs they have 2 do daily...

oso i had crashed a car while reversing my car,
luckily volvo was tough enough had nth but a few scratches at the bumper, while the wira which were parked there went kemik by 1 part, and got scolding from both parents...haihz...what a careless person i am.

other than this finally made a small decision on my further studies...
should be going 2 be mechatronics engineering,
place... not sure...as still applying...but hopefully UTAR or NTU,
but 1 thing 4 sure is i am not going 4 the early year intake but the mid year 1 as constrains of family ....
but really 1 2 reenter the studying life as i really enjoyed the campus life...
talking bout this, really misses every1 from SYUC, especially ausmaties....
miss u all, but i sort of lost contact wif most ppl edi... but really hope 2 see everybody again,
also tis is the reason y i really looking 4ward 2 the trip 2 sibu...
can't wait 2 c u guys...lol...also a break from ny tiring scedhule here...
better get going edi.... mom should be nagging by now as i haven't go back 2 take dinner and its almost 10, also i am sort of tired edi
so bye bye...nites
really hope 2 get a gathering 2 meet everyone........

something i stole.... but really nice.....

this is sth i stole from my frens blog
but it is very maningful so i can't stop myself from sharing it wif everyone....
so sorry christine 4 grabbing it wifout permission...

喜欢一个人,是喜欢和他在一起,因他给的快乐;离开后,是会想念,想着想着就会笑,然后继续你平静的生活,并期待与他再次重逢...
爱一个人,是想和他在一起,因千肠挂肚的舍不得;离开后,也是想念,想着想着会叹气问说:"不知他现在过得怎样!",希望他早日回到你身边...

你喜欢的人,在你眼中是天使,无所不能,总会满足你任性的要求...
你爱的人,在你眼中是孩子,傻傻的,不期望他做什么,但一味地纵容他那些让人哭笑不得的举动...

你喜欢的人伤害了你,你会生气,并一定要他哄你,骗你,逗你笑,你才原谅他...
你爱的人伤害了你,你不会生气,只会独自伤心,偶尔忧伤笑着...

你可以同时喜欢很多人,想和他们在一起,但也许多年后你才发现,原来爱的人,只有他一个,怎么都不会变,你以为把他忘了,其实你只是忙得没空想起而已...

喜欢是和他讨论问题时争得面红耳赤,各不相让,像个刺猬一样从不认输,但早已默默地佩服他的才华...
爱是希望他和自己步调一致,心灵相通,无论他的哪一句话,都可左右自己的喜怒哀乐,在他面前的自己是从不设防的...

喜欢是在楼道里碰上他,愉快地和他打招呼,并简单寒暄几句,擦肩而过时像看见明媚阳光,心情无端好起来...
爱是在楼道里碰上他,脸上装出一副毫不在乎的表情,但在擦肩而过时细心感受身边颤动的空气,于是忍不住回头望一眼...

喜欢是看到他和另一个女孩一起,心里有一点点疼,但很快就重新扬起笑脸...
爱是一场输不起的游戏,付出全部之后,留下的可能只是一道刻在心底的伤痕...
等等等...呵呵~!

喜欢是浅浅的爱,爱是深深的喜欢,深深的喜欢不一定会换来深深的喜欢,也可能只是换来浅浅的爱罢了...

love the last two line which she written which is true were we can't take it as a game...and what u give may get u sth not the equal of what u gave as return...
so try 2 appreciate if u r in one and not to be so down even if u r turned down or had ur heart shaterred...

long lost "twin" brother ......found...!?

ytd.... juz found out that i actually had a twin bro.....lol....
we hv quite similar situation but he is much better than me in person where he is a veri bright fella which can be the future nobel prize winner or sth great... i can guarantee.....
having quite simmilar intrest in games.... devil may cry n a few more.......lol....
n science where he hv great intrest n knowledge where mine mostly intrest....haihz...."chan qui"
oso he and i went through quite simillar exp....
sharing the same pain .... so we can say that we noe each other....(really?)
dunno ler.... but i do appreciate 2 hv a great fren like him ....
very reliable and oso can b funny 2.....enjoy spending wif him....
mayb i should b a gay as he suggested....!?.... nar... never.... i am not that kind neither do he....lol....
sos hope 2 see u soon.......dun 4get me ler.....

today ar... damn tiring ar....
finish work ay 11...thanks 2 a stupid car....
thought finish fixing the parts into the car after many effort where the time at then was 9 edi....
but i came out that the car couldn't start where we dunno why it cannot start as we never touch the relevant part....
then we were stuck wif the car.... tearing the car parts off 2 seek 4 the problem.....haihz...
after many trials and effort... finally..... its the small piece of box which controls the sparks into the engine where we actually change it with the new part where the owner brought....
it turn out that the part he brought was worst than the 1 he tried 2 change....
so at the end we use back the old part n all this took plenty of effort n time.... y so unlucky one...
oso than 2 this car i on9 so late i dun really see many ppl that i 1 2 chat wif....speciallly my twin bro...lol...as ytd had a great conversation wif him n still feel that its not enough....
n oso i came 2 a realise that i seems 2 addicted 2 msn edi.... die lor....
i am now like a "3 gu 6 po" cannot stop edi... die.... but it is oso because that this is the best way 2 chat wif frens tat i can't see edi as Ausmat end edi.....T.T
talking bout Ausmat... hv 2 start praying edi as result coming out at 27th....great christmas present...rite?
so lets hope that everyone who taken ausmat get good result....
including me....
talking bout christmas how would i celebrate christmas this year...? juz like always...not celebrating nstay at home facing tv ?
no idea.... lets wait 4 its arrival.... nitez.......

Feeling of seperation.... haihz....now which 1 i should choose ?

looong time didn't post anything edi...
i am feeling a bit akward 4 me 2 blog.... felt so unfamilliar and strange...weird...
altough its oni a few days but i started 2 miss all the campus life and the days we spent together...
all the days we had together now are only able to be kept n stored in our memories,
giving us smiles at our face when we recall it....
sounds stupid rite...?
now currently helping at dads workshop learning alot of things, but hands are getting dirty(hands on experince...)
so many things wanted 2 say... but dunno what 2 say .....
i think i am going nutz edi... mind is thinking so many things...
where i should go, what i should study, should i study...?
haihz..........headache.......

i am now quite lost....+ quite emo as quite many thing had happened....
quite "fan" lar..... better 2 let work 2 keep my mind off these...
dunno lar.... also i came to realise that not everyting may go as planned or thought...
one must hv some other plan 2 back things up...
or else u may regret like me....lol...
ppl around me sees 2 hv very clear path 2 walk but i am now still walking around the bushes searching.... doubting at every step i made....
dunno lar....
anyway felt quite tired edi as worked 1 whole day...
really hope that can get 2 gather wif ausmaties soon...
also looking 4ward 4 the trip 2 sibu.... yay.....!!!!